You know the cold has gone to your head when you mix words up.
ME: I not feel very good.
Yeahh... That's what I said to Nicole this morning.

So I went to go see Dawn of the Dead this weekend, while getting a NEW pair of pants a different color than the ones I already had because the OTHER pair was the same pair as Monica. If I get a different color she won't think I'm copying her. Dawn of the Dead was one of the weirdest movies. Well not weirdest, but very weird. It has a cool soundtrack only because one of the songs on it I liked because it was like that one song by Disturbed called Down with the Sickness. Either Disturbed copied someone, or someone copied Disturbed to go along with the movie. I shall ponder on this. Having to take my little 8 year old cousin everywhere too wasn't very fun. First of all my sister got along with him. They both worked on my nerves. Then my mom's friend came to Bay City also with HIS 8 year old son. Remember what I said about a week ago about 8 year olds being the scum of the earth?? I'm still thinking that. I don't remember what age I met Toma at, but he was very mature for his age, wait a minute, he's only a year younger than me. But then again he's 2 years younger than me in grade levels.

Yeah...so I'm getting glasses again. I don't mind, I really wanted the last pair I had, but I lost them. Mom wasn't very happy about that. But now I'm probably going to be made fun of again by David and.....well other people, I don't remember who but other people. Brandon, if we were still talking, would probably say I was sexy. He's a dork, of course he is, he's the ORIGINAL person who put the dork in dork. Well in my book he's the only true dork.

Nina: My lipgloss tastes so good it tastes like boogers.

NOW that was a major slipup, one that Mark wouldn't let me go on yesterday. I meant to say 'big red' and Nicole STILL wonders where I got the boogers from. Of course that slipup wasn't as bad as me telling Mark "I'm not a girl". My slipups lately have been becoming weirder and weirder.

Nina: Oh look it's person
Nicole: Who's that?
Nina: There's Tom and there's Andy. (I couldn't remember the names that I actually said but I know I pointed at Michael and some other boy, bear with me, I forgot my notebook I wrote names down in)
Nicole: And who am I?
Nina: Uhh....weirdo?

That wasn't all funny...but I found I should put something in this thing.
So I let my emotions get to me yesterday, and I don't know why I let such a thing happen. I guess I was tired of this one girl who keeps on looking at me like I'm some stupid sophmore. Ever since I started sitting with Spenser and Robert at their table this girl keeps on looking at me...I don't know how to explain the looks, just not nice looks. And yesterday it just so happened that Nicole's friends (and some mine) decided to ALL sit with us. Well that girl came to sit down at the table next to us and saw everyone and looked at me like it was all my fault. I got so mad I was like "You know what, fuck this I'm leaving this is just getting out of hand" (of course not in front of the girl because she had left to go get her BOYFRIEND his lunch). I went outside, still all mad trying to find another friend to sit with and found my friend Adam. But then I was still mad throughout the rest of the day and when I got to P.E. Monica asked me what was wrong, so I told her but got all emotional. I hate when that happens when I'm SO mad I just get...yeah you get the point. Well I should've just taken Chris's advice, he told me just to ignore her. I told Robert about it last night and he told me to just ignore it too...not to show my emotions because if I do she'll think she was winning. MAN I hate when my friends are right. :@ (msn face for mad)>:o (and I don't know about that face, but it looks cool, I think it's AIM). OH and when we were outside, Kirby decides to show me pictures (I didn't want to see) of his niece and stuff, and he stood in front of Alex. I took Alex's shoes and walked off showing how big of the shoes they were that made me look like a clown with them. I came back and saw a condom on the ground I go "Alex...*point*" and he goes "Hey Kirby, is that your condom?". Kirby bends down and picked it up and just laughed kinda nervously. I cried laughing so hard on Alex's shoulder and Alex goes "Dude that thing expired a month ago, I saw the date when it was on the ground". Well it just so happens that Kirby is bi, so when Alex says that "Yeah he uses it for protection" I go "From guys. No wonder he's not allowed at Franki's anymore. They broke his bed from having sex." Nicole started crying because SHE was laughing so hard after what I had the nerve to say.

Adela was all telling me why didn't I tell her hi at the Papa Roach concert. I made up an excuse like "OH well I saw other people at the concert and thought 'maybe she was waving to someone else'." She didn't believe it she goes "DUDE we were all waving at you there wasn't anyone in between us." That concert was okay....I think Puddle of Mudd was better, but then at this concert it was cool because the lead singer in Papa Roach let 2 little kids on stage and let them dance or whatever on the stage while he was singing a song. That's the first concert I've seen a singer do that for little kids. It's kinda funny, guys and girls were hitting on my uncle, lots of drunk people. There was this girl, who I swear, was STUPID and she wouldn't quit jumping up and down and everytime she would she'd land on my foot. Then J.D. decided "I'm gonna grab her butt" And he DID. She stopped for a little and then started again and he grabbed her butt again. I saw all this happening and just started laughing.

I know this was kinda long and boring but I just had to write something. LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: two friends talk about ORLANDO Bloom GRR
Mood: bored

Dude, Spring Break, no computer, no blog. AHH. Well yeah, so I learned during this little break...
1. Listen to friends when they tell you not to do something, they're trying to keep you from doing something REALLY stupid.
2. Taboo is really fun, especially when the boy on your team has the same train of thought as you.
Nina: Baby Back-
Alex: Ribs

I went to Fiesta Texas AGAIN. I had fun, except for the fact that WHOLE day I lived off of Chili Cheese stuff. I had chili cheese nachos, then I had chili cheese fries. After I ate the fries I decided to do what Shawn and Armando told me NOT to do. Ride the Scream after I ate, they said I would throw up for sure. So I rode it, and I was okay afterwards, except little by little I started feeling more and more sicker. I got to the apartment and called Joseph after I took a bath, I felt like a piece of lead I didn't want to move. I had that feeling like I was really tired and still couldn't go to sleep.
I also went to Sea World, it was kool I guess. I didn't get soaked by Shamu, though my sister did, and her little friend Joe (an annoying little boy). I rode the Great White like...twice. I'm going to kill my uncle because he's a big CHICKEN!

When we got back from out of town, I decided "I'm going to go buy a gerbil with the money that Rudy gave me." I walked to the petstore and looked at their smalllllll assortment of gerbils and mice they had. I found these cute little Teddy Bear Gerbils and I was like I didn't want to just buy one, so I bought two. I got home and mom wasn't very happy about it, but there was nothing she could do, the store closed RIGHT after I left. I've been trying to play with them since I got them and they're freaking little mother F-ers. I swear, one is a total antisocial b**** and the other is like all JUMPY and gets on my arm when I don't want to hold it. The stupid anti-social one bit me yesterday and made me bleed, and I would've been okay with it if it hadn't had bled so much. I bled so much I opened the screen door and there was blood on the handle. OKAY so it wasn't ALOT, but it didn't quit bleeding after 5 minutes. Even after 2 cubes of ice. I put a steri-strip (at-home stitching thingy), and I was typing names of songs to download, and I looked and my finger was bleeding again. I swear that gerbil will 'mysteriously' end up in the cat's food bowl one of these days.

I felt sooooo alive last Friday. I got to go to the car races! My friend Robert took me. Kevin, that one boy I liked from there, was a big MEANIE. I asked my friend Laurna for chili cheese nachos and Kevin goes "I don't think I want to make her anything". I was totally ignoring him, acting like he wasn't there, and he had to RUIN IT! It was a monster truck race, and it was all good because I hadn't been to one. Hopefully Robert's off next Friday so he can take me again. It was the best I had ever felt, I just feel like myself when I'm there, I don't have to put on an image or anything, not that I do, but I feel more...open there I guess?

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: The ducks are scaring me, they're going to eat me.
Mood: cheery...
New MY Word(s): poppycock (name of some almond snack in the store, I found that word amusing)

My mom bought me this leg pilate/toner thing so Wednesday night I decided to use it. I was on a roll but then it repositioned itself and popped out from my legs and hit the wall. I started laughing because mom goes "What, next time I go into the bathroom the mirror will be broken and what will your excuse be? 'It was the pilate toner ring thingy'?". Let's just say I haven't taken my chances in trying to use that thing again.

Last night was like "Let's all call Nina night". It was funny enough as it was because I was thinking about Joseph earlier that day complaining to my friend Kelly that he hadn't called me like he said he was, and telling Nicole that Joseph was way cooler than Johnathon. Well we got out of Target and my mom hands me the cell phone and it had "Joseph C" on it. I thought it was a missed call so I go "Oh yay he called?". I saw that it had seconds counting down and I was like "Oh smack, *put the phone to ear* hello??". It was so funny because he heard me say that so when I got on the phone he goes "What was all that about??". So we talked all the way home, and around 8:40 the phone rings at the house. My mom answers it, and goes "Nina it's Frank". So I have the cell phone on one ear and the phone on the other, talking to Frank (ex boyfriend) and listening to Joseph do his little "tiger rawr" thing. Everytime he would rawr I would laugh so Frank thought I was laughing at him. He said that I looked scary in my picture, but I need to send him the new one of me because I cut my hair and whatnot.

Our plans to go to Astroworld this weekend were a bomb. My grandmother has to work this weekend, that's what stinks about her not-so-new job. She always has to work on Saturdays, checking on the construction sites and stuff. So anyways, I'm hoping we can go somewhere else. It's Springbreak coming up for crying out loud. We are going back to Fiesta Texas Monday, fun fun. Maybe we can steal some more balls. *angel face*

LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: people
Current thoughts: I'm huunnnggryyy
Mood: bored

I don't think it's a very good idea to be singing "I want your girlfriend to be my girlfriend" in the bathtub when you're a girl. I was singing that song last night because it was on the cd, my mom probably thought I was weird or something, even though she already thinks that, but ANYWAYS.

K well I'm gonna go because I really don't want to look at a computer screen. LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: I love Todd
Mood: happy

In case some people are wondering, Todd is the little boy that they make fun of on those "Boys are stupid throw rocks at them" and "Boys are smelly" shirts. They sell David & Goliath stuff at Spencer's and I'm so happy! I got sandals to match my "You suck BIG TIME" shirt. I'm wearing them today at school, maybe I'll get in trouble =).

Well....I'm gonna go cuz it's toooooooo loud in here for me to think. LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*
PS. My new nickname is HOTLIPS (don't ask, and it's not really my new nickname I just like it)

Listening to: Kelly and Adam talk
Current thoughts: Hi person, how are you?
Mood: happy

I had so much fun this weekend! I went to Fiesta Texas (an amusement park for some who don't know, like Joseph). I rode on the Rattler, Roadrunner express, Poltergeist, Scream, Frisbee, some weird ride, and another. I forgot the names, but it was lots. I rode on the Scream ALOT. The only thing I hate about that reide is when it stops at the top it gives you no warning as to when it's going to drop you, and my stomach felt all like it was going up. I saw like....6 people. And it was funny because the night before we went to this seafood restraunt and I saw this girl there. Well when I was at Fiesta Texas, this person told me hey and I didn't know who it was because he was a row above me so the next time around I looked up and this boy was looking at me. It was that girl's ex boyfriend! My mom goes "Who was that?". I told her who it was. Then I saw Allison, the girl I was in soccer with last year, and Laura, the girl I hang out with at the band hall. Then I saw some boy that I used to walk home with in 6th grade and I don't even know his name. I also saw some girl, I think her name is Victoria, I don't know but she knows Mark and Megan, I'll have to ask Megan if she actually did go to Fiesta Texas or not. I made a new friend. She was the friend's daughter that went along. We talked and got to know each other, and so we hung out when we went on rides. When we went on the Roadrunner Express, she was in front of us and this guy in front of her had this hat that fell off. The bill (hard part, front of it) hit her RIGHT under the eye. She got a black eye so we were coming up with ways to try to say how she got it, like her mom punched her in the eye or she got in a fight at the park. I got beat by my own sister! We were playing this "Fill the coke cup" game and I was so freaking close, and my sister won and got a basketball!! We went on the Superman Krypton coaster or whatever it's called and after we got off my mom saw this basketball (same my sister had but wasn't ours) and tells this guy Luis "Hey go get my basketball for me". He fell for it and got it and when we walked off I was laughing because he didn't know he had just stollen a basketball. He told his wife what happened and goes "Do you know what your friend just did!? She made me steal a basketball!" It was soooo funny but hey we got 3 basketballs off this trip. What else could be better??

I went to the mall yesterday and got lots of makeup. Yes the best thing for a girl, makeup. I got this koooollll lipgloss that burns my lips and feels so funny. I went to Hot Topic and found the PERFECT shoes! My mom would have bought them but they didn't have my size, it so P-ed me off! There was this guy at the store, and usually the guys that work at Hot Topic overdo the look. But this guy was perfect, he didn't have toooooo much. He told me that he liked my shirt. It was the "If you have something to say shut up" shirt.

I called Joseph Saturday. He said he made a girl cry. They had a dance Friday night and this girl had wanted to dance with him and he didn't know it. She was standing up near him and tried to talk to him and was stuttering and everything and she ran off crying. He danced with her, so she was happy I guess. He just HAD to call his girlfriend when we were on the phone and just had to ask her if I had an accent. He finds my voice funny because he lives up north and I live here. He thinks I have a Spanish accent or whatever. YEAHHH.....right. I don't.

Alright, I'm gonna go because well....I'm bored. Bye! LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: people in class
Current thoughts: People are smelly
Mood: bored
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): Stick people can tan! Wonder if they can get skin cancer. I learned this little fact in IPC, she drew a stick person tanning in the sun on the board.

Amanda Kiss
Mouse Died

Megan gave me a hotfry and it was hot! Not hot, but still I'm weak, I had to drink something reallllyyyyyy fast.

I wanted to try this out to see if it works. And therefore I shall sign out now cuz class will end

*~*NINA*~*

(Sorry for my lack of a post today, be back Monday!)

Current thoughts: Slip-ups are the highlights of my day.
Mood: happy

Yesterday I was at the petstore, which moved around the corner from my house, which is fun for me because I can go torture the parrots. Nah I wouldn't do that, but they're fun, because one of them makes sounds like a frog. Even my mom thinks so. Well yeah, so me and my mom and my sister are in a room looking at these baby lovebirds, the kutest little things and I want one. Since I was looking at the birds and about to ask the guy if he had any applications for me to apply there this summer it came out like this-
Me: My mom was wondering if you had any love-
I then caught myself at what I just said, the guy was looking at me like "What did you just say?" So I had to say I was asking for an application. That, was by far the most embarassing moment ever in a store. Besides the time I was sexually harassed by a little 2 or 3 year old. LoL I got a cage for my baby (Pecan the gerbil), it's bigger and so now I can get her a roommate so she won't be lonely anymore. Yay

Of all people to see! I saw Albert, a person that my friend had a crush on in middle school, and dude, he looked at me all funky. I wanted to just go flick him off and slap him upside the head. But of course that would set a bad example to my little sister, like I could care?! Durn it, I should have taken my chance when I could.

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: people...
Current thoughts: this doughnut was good
Mood: happy

I finally got my finger to type again. It took a little pulling last night, and finally got the hanging nail to come off. It didn't hurt like I thought it would, but now I want a finger condom to keep it from hitting things because when it hits thing it feels all funky feeling. (finger condom's an inside joke with my mom, they're little things you put on your finger and they look like miniature condoms)

So I decided to be nice to the ex-boyfriend. Let him have a picture, he wanted it, thought I'd let him have it I guess. Of course when I was walking with him yesterday Robert decides to say to me "You're talking to him too!?" I just want to punch him and get it over with. I could care less if he's like top of the wrestling team.

I got an unexpected letter yesterday. From my friend Jordan. I guess all those times from calling and I can never answer made her finally write a letter to me. Looks like I'll be getting more letters seeing as how Joseph and Keesha probably have mailed off their letters already.

I got pictures taken the other day. I for one think I look funny, Chris said I look like my mom. So did Spenser and Kelly and Nicole for that matter. Robert just took my picture and put it in his wallet. Yeah.....right.

Amanda keeps on telling me I like girls. Just now I told her (in front of Nicole) "Oh yes Amanda, I'm gay, I'm just with Mark to cover it up" Nicole looked at me like "Whoa are you serious?" OF COURSE I'm NOT serious! Why in the heck of all that is holey (not holy, I'm being all weird today) would I be with Mark if I WAS gay?! We went through this last year (with Chris and David saying I was a curious lesbian because of my jacket), and we all said I wasn't gay. Alrighty then.

K then, I forgot all that I was supposed to write on here, and this thing's already gotten long enough. So LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: Damn fingernail!
Mood: p-o-ed and otherwise happy

Let's see....Friday I called Joseph to see if he got my letter, hooray for me he did! I told him he better write me back or I'd personally fly a plane to where he lives and kick his 'ninja' butt. (not in those words but I felt like a little ME humor).

I practically slept all Saturday. There was nothing to do! Mom was gone all day long and it got me mad because we were supposed to do stuff. Go places. Go out of town. But NO we didn't!

While my mom and sister went to the movies I went to Maria's . When my mom came home I mentioned Maria barbecuing and maybe she could talk to her. (of course though it wasn't a sure thing that she was barbecuing, but if I talked to my mom to talk to her, it could happen). We go to the grocery store to buy some meat because the deal was she bought the meat and Maria would barbecue. I'm making trips back and forth, getting "stuff" (not gonna say what), and on 1 of my trips I'm carrying a bottle in my pocket, a bottle in my hand and a cat, along with a broken nail with pants trying to unzip all the way. Man, usually I'm not the type of girl to get all hissy-pissy when it comes to breaking a nail, but when it comes to breaking at the meat, that means war. The pain isn't like the piercing a belly-button pain where I clenched my sides, NO, this was the cuss out loud kind of pain. And I know Joseph would just ask me "Would you like some french cries with that whineburger?" Well guess what, HOLD it all because I don't want it. When we were eating and watching the 30 minutes thing before the Oscars, I got smart with Leslie:

Leslie- Wow it's so red.
Me- No duh, that's why it's called the red carpet.

She looked at me all mean. Mom's boyfriend said she was ghetto-fying her truck. Getting the tinted windows, the chrome trim on the tires. He says "I won't be surprised if you put your last name on the back window." I told mom "No you'd be putting 'Bear's my bitch' on the window."

You know what? It's really hard typing without the index finger with the broken finger because I keep making mistakes, so I'll continue tomorrow because this is painful. Bye! LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: I'm broken....I am?
Mood: bored

Yesterday Chris said I was broken. Well here it is. NO I wasn't, I was singing you couldn't hear me, and I was....broken when it came to the hand movements because I didn't know I was messing with my hands until you were saying something. I didn't want to talk while I was singing.

Frank got my letter, I'm only hoping Keesha and Joseph get them by today. I know Keesha will write me back, but I will fly a plane and kick Joseph's butt if he doesn't write me back. Well....not really but anyways yeah, my expression.

My uncle JD pierced his nose. His NOSE for crying out loud, and he's a guy! I think he's swinging a little toward the 'other' side if you know what I mean.

Mark you're mean! LoL. Telling Jose what happened on Valentine's Day. I'm still embarassed about that. And now I know Jose and Carlos will never let it go, they'll keep on making fun of me. I guess I'll just laugh along, it was kinda funny, in a weird distorted kind of way.

Bye bye!
*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: People
Current thoughts: My hands are red....was I caught red handed?
Mood: happy and bored

I decided to join a little game of....Egyptian Rat Screw. Megan, Adam, and 2 other girls, and Manuel were playing. Manuel was being a SORE loser and was all mad when I joined in when I found a double and slapped on it. I quit, cuz he was getting me mad, and then I joined again. He was also kicking me! He's a meanie. LoL I should use my 'pseudo soccer kick' and kick him hard. Nah I can't kick.

I just ate a donut! LoL it was goooooodddd, it was big, and thick, and bready. I had an orange before that but it didn't taste all that sweet. I love SWEET oranges. This was a little....plain. I want another lemon like the one I had the other day, it was delicious. But NO I couldn't take anymore home because my godmother wouldn't let me because what was left on the tree was what was left all together, they only grow in December.

I'm getting corrected on my grammar by somebody *cough* Megan *cough* hehe. I'm gonna go now because.....I don't know what else to say. LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: It huurrrrttttssssss!
Mood: content and hurt

New Patch
There is a trojan on your computer
Don't eat that banana

I made a complete and total fool of myself yesterday! I was on the stage in speech class and I underestimated my distance because I thought I had at least another footstep to get off, so I backed off and my hand missed the edge of the stage. I fell backwards and fell right into the desk behind me. I had to get picked up by this one guy Alex. I felt so embarassed I was covering my face laughing. I have a big bruise right where I hit, and I can't press down on my arm hard.

I hate Robert. GAG I just found out, I can't put G. as his last initial because my FRIEND Robert has a G. as his last initial too! OK well anyways, Robert at schoooll, I hate him. He's talking a bunch of smack. And I'm not going into details about it.

About my FRIEND Robert, who works at Whataburger, is the koolest person I know. I wish there were more guys like him. Sweet, funny, nice, cool, etc. I just wish he would get unshy and learn to talk to girls. He thinks he's ugly, and he's not. Thinks he can't get a decent girlfriend, he needs to at least try to talk to girls! When I get to talk to him he makes my day, he's easy to talk to and just....understanding. I can tell him ALMOST anything. I hope he reads this. And if he does, ROBERT I need to get out of the house, take me somewhere!

HAHA Chris (not you CSE) but my other friend Chris, had this funny chipmunk song singing "I'm too sexy for my shirt".

Welllll I shall go, my arm hurts, thought that's not what's keeping me from typing. It's the little amount of time left that I have with my friends that's making me go. LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: Chris talk and type
Current thoughts: Chris is a dork
Mood: happy

Why Can't I Sit in the Chair??

Haha, yesterday Megan was hitting me because I never told her I was with Mark. She makes a good actor actually. She's convincing when she sounds like she's crying. I can make myself cry, but can't sound like it.

So I'm hoping that Frank got my letter yesterday, or hopefully today. And maybe in the next two days Joseph and Keesha will get mine. Keesha got the picture that Chris drew of a Ozzy Osbourne clown.

Man that test sucks monkey butt. Just when I'm confortable doing my essay, they call us in from the portables because there's like a thunderstorm warning and whatnot. Like...30 minutes later it's over with and there was no more!! That really ticked me off. I finished the test like at...1? I started at 9:20! That was a freaking long test man.

Well I better go because Chris is being a big fat dork. He won't leave me alone telling me to "Type type type type type" LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: What did the blonde mother think when the school called telling her that her daughter missed 1 or more periods that day in school?
Mood: bored and content

You know it's really messed up and weird when you look in the mirror with your natural hair color and thinking "Who the hell is that looking at me in the mirror?? It's freakin-definetely not me!" Yeah...I dyed my hair last night, again, but a darker color, mom insisted on it. It made my eyes look lighter, and my hair's darker, and I look weird like....weird I guess.

So today's the TAKS test (search it up if you don't know about it, gay Bush made them make it to challenge us more, saying that the TAAS didn't challenge us enough, wasn't HARD enough). I hate having to write essays and open-ended questions. Mark you're lucky, all you have to do is the open-ended questions and not the essay. Chris....I know nothing about what you have to do. And the worst part of it is you can't study for a state test, not really. You just have to rely on what you learned over the years, or at least the year now that they messed with it. We had to reteach ourselves how to write an essay because the way they'd been teaching us through middle school and 9th grade was 'wrong'. "For example" and "In addition" "In conclusion" cannot be used in it or points will be taken or it'll be counted against us. It sucks....but sooner I get it over with the better.

K well....I shall leave because I'm gonna go meet my friends in the band hall, LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

I forgot to say, my World History teacher is evil! He embarassed me in class.

Teacher : Alright everyone, give nina a round of aplause for trying.
*class claps*

I'm still mad at him

Listening to: The Union Underground - South Texas Death Ride
Current thoughts: Classs......is.....boring
Mood: Bored
Comic(s): The Moon is Yelling at me, I have love for you, I'm listening to sad songs

Nobody likes my shirt. Well my friends do, but my other friends don't. Stephen and Carlos for example, they think I'm sexist.

Guy: Hi
Girl: If you have something to say SHUT UP!

See?? What's their problem?

So I went out of town this weekend. I got like...lots of clothes. Cool pants, shirts, and stuff. I saw my mom's friend, and we went to her mom's house. They have a miniature horse, and my godmother had said it was a girl. WELL when I was trying to take pictures of "Her" 'she' was eating grass, I see something that says "That horse is NOT a girl!". I was like....I didn't need to see that! I also got to talk to Joseph. Mom let me use her cell phone to call him. He's like the 4th person to call me a tease. First Spenser, then Robert, then Nicole and Kelly and now Joseph. He was referring to the many times he's seen me on the webcam with a spaghetti strap shirt (or undershirt). I wrote 3 letters, one to my friend Frank, one to Joseph, and one to Keesha. I've been in a writing letter mood. I had this super-cool lemon. It was like an orange, it looked like one. But it didn't taste like one. It was sour, and good, and I took one home. I still need to eat it. Last time I ate one, I got sick.

My cousin Aaron is a little demon child. He abused me, he hit my head. I was hugging him and picked him up to go to the couch. He sat down for a bit, then left. I picked him up later and then he started hitting me. Didn't hurt, but still I have feelings too!

Today, I'm wearing green. For the first time it seems. Green pants, green sleeved shirts, and....green wristband. The purse is khaki though.

Alright, laterZ people!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: I want to cry
Mood: happy

DUDE this stuff is sour. I teared on the way to the library. That's crazyness, I'm never affected that much by sour stuff.

Well anyways, I'm listening to the radio this morning and I hear this thing called My Pet Fat and I'm wondering "Does this stuff REALLY work?". I mean come on, what if you go to a restaurant, and happen to forget your pet fat. How can you 'pet' your pet fat then?? I will keep reading up on it.

Man, my luck's been running then this week. Tuesday, while I was at my friend Kelly's grandmother's house, her grandmother's dog Scooby tried to hump me...and actually succeeded to do that on my jacket...YUCK. And then that night, my mom goes "Look, there's the ho-cat" and when I turn around she's rolling on the ground, I look again and the boy cat is on top of her! He was there for quite some time. So my mom says "Looks like our cat isn't a virgin anymore". I was scarred for life I might say.

I think I've gone crazy. Last night, I was dancing in the bathroom to "If you like Pina Coladas" while the cat was in there, and she was staring up at me like "Who the hell are you and what the hell have you done with my owner". Or she was just looking at me like I was crazy. I had a bad headache and so I had fallen asleep because I couldn't find the medicine, then after I woke up I found it and took some. I felt a lot better, jumping up for joy kind of better, but instead I had seen The Sweetest Thing, and started dancing to the song that they were dancing to. If Nicole had seen me she would've been like "Nina!".

K...well anyways, I need to think of some funny stuff because I have suddenly become boring, or maybe I've always been boring just thought myself interesting, LaterZ!

Current thoughts: 'Hurry up and leave me alone already' (I said that to my sister the other day, I kinda like the way it sounds)
Mood: bored

So yesterday in class (speech) some of the students got to use the nailgun. I was one of them. It was soooo kool, except for when Michael told the teacher not to let me use it because it would push me back since I'm small. I did it like...5 times? This boy James, who's dangerous about that stuff, and is always, seems always, thinking about porn, that's all that's ever on his mind. He was trying to figure out if he could shoot the nailgun without having to put it up against something, and then he figured it out. Me and this girl Megan were wondering what the gun could shoot through, thinking if it could shoot through maybe...concrete, or the door. James aimed for the school door and shot. We heard it hit the door but no indention to where it hit. He went and looked for the nail and he found it on the floor, all bent and messed up. The theater arts teacher saw James shoot the gun and started yelling at our teacher saying "You have some immature students playing with your tools Mr. Bryan, you need to get after them or watch them more". The teacher didn't even care, he acted like it when the theater arts teacher was there, but when he left he laughed about it, but told James not to do it again saying "I don't want any students going to the nurse with nails in their leg or something."

So..in P.E. we haven't had MANY interesting conversations that stuck out but here were two things that I thought were funny that Dustin had said:

Dustin- I wanna fuck a dog.
Me- That was random
Dustin- Yeah I know, I wanted to break the silence.

Dustin- You know what?
Me- Huh?
Dustin- They have a gay mafia.
Me- Oh really..
Dustin- Yeah, it's called the mauve hand.
Me- And??
Dustin- They ask each other "Does this gun make me look fat?" since they stuff the guns in the back of their pants.

My cat is an expensive cat, she likes to eat selenium, some pills that my dad used to take for....I don't know, maybe I should search it up. But I remember my old cat Salem liked this stomach medicine called Panokase, and everytime we did my dad's medicine he would go right for the bottle and try to eat it.

K, well anyways, LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: Why did the man throw the clock out the window? (it's not what you think)
Mood: mad

This computer is sooooo SLOW! Well anyways, I hope mom likes her little 'surprise' *angel face*. She got me mad yesterday, and when I was washing dishes there was this baby lizard on the door. I picked it up and put it in the house, there's enough bugs in the house for the lizard to live on until it gets a little bigger. I just hope my mom and sister notice it.

I just found out that my house is haunted, or at least my mom and sister think so. They see this black thing that walks across in the hall and supposedly someone before my dad moved into the house commited suicide. Maybe that would explain the sudden breezes while I'm in the kitchen, or maybe I've been imagining it all along and my mom's just trying to scare me.

K so now I feel all weird, and I'm going to go because....I feel weird. LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: Why did the man throw the clock out the window? (it's not what you think)
Mood: mad

This computer is sooooo SLOW! Well anyways, I hope mom likes her little 'surprise' *angel face*. She got me mad yesterday, and when I was washing dishes there was this baby lizard on the door. I picked it up and put it in the house, there's enough bugs in the house for the lizard to live on until it gets a little bigger. I just hope my mom and sister notice it.

I just found out that my house is haunted, or at least my mom and sister think so. They see this black thing that walks across in the hall and supposedly someone before my dad moved into the house commited suicide. Maybe that would explain the sudden breezes while I'm in the kitchen, or maybe I've been imagining it all along and my mom's just trying to scare me.

K so now I feel all weird, and I'm going to go because....I feel weird. LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: My hair looks yucky
Mood: happy

Wednesday night I had the best tasting oxy-moron there could ever be, jumbo shrimp doesn't even compare. Fried ice cream! It tastes so good. It still makes me wonder HOW they do it!? Well the only thing I know about it is that it's covered in corn flakes (Frosted Flakes I think) and is fried, but how does it NOT melt?? Do they put it in the freezer right afterwards? They top it off with whipped cream and fudge and it's served inside a crunched taco or whatever, shaped like a bowl. Oh, and last night, I know this sounds weird but I had...popcorn and mustard. You may think I'm weird, go ahead, but I'm telling you it's the greatest. The only thing missing last night though was the pickles, we didn't have any *tear*. I finally got that craving out of my system.

Well anyways, it's Friday, and usually I don't like Fridays, but today is the exception. Only except for the fact that I half-a$$ed my hair today, meaning that I ironed the bottom but not the top. So the top looks all frizzy and whatnot. It kinda looks like my favorite AMC character, but let's face it, I'll never be able to do my hair like that.

K, well LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: What the hell is a love swing?? Let alone a love sling??
Mood: happy

OK, so I'm listening to this radio station this morning, and people were saying what they wanted for Valentine's Day. Some girl was saying that she wanted her husband to get her a love swing, it hangs from the ceiling. I'm curious as to...what is the purpose?? She was also talking about the love sling, where this sling goes around the neck, and the string goes all the way to the ankle and the guy carries the girl. Where the heck to people come up with this stuff???!!!

My friends are currently trying to get me mad, they're staring at me, and messing with the computer WHILE I'm trying to do this post, he just umplugged the stupid keyboard just now!

I'm hoping my friend gets my letter today so she writes me back. It sucks that she lives all the way in Kentucky and I can only communicate to her by 'Snail Mail'. I have so much to tell her now. I'm getting so mad at this current moment because everything's going on. Laura's on the verge of not talking to me because I won't give Alfredo a chance...and Nicole won't quit bugging Spenser to tell me that he likes me.

Now they're mentioning about my whole 'letter' incident last year with James and Kirby. It's not my fault James called me a bitch and Kirby slapped my butt. I only killed 2 birds with one stone.

THAT'S IT. I'm killing this post, I can't think with them talking about me, looking at me. GRR!! LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: silence
Current thoughts: DUDE....I need money!
Mood: happy

I don't know what it is that makes old people snap. Maybe it's the absence of children, the youth. Bill, next door neighbor that died, surely didn't snap, it's probably because he had me and my mom over there for what seems everyday. There's this married couple a few blocks from me and I know that they don't have any children living with them, all their children are grown up and have children of their own. But this couple, I think it's the wife, they have two white (fake might I add) ducks in their backyard and you can see them since they have a hurricane fence, but these ducks scare me. It seems they're always dressed. They'll have something like...a raincoat, or something like that. Sometimes it seems like they are...boys, and sometimes girls. It's SCARY! They're dressed up in dresses right now, in red and white, since it's Valentine's coming up of course. So..if they have no clothes on, does this mean they're naked?? I've been pondering on that for quite some time now.

OK, so I'm not sick, maybe I was yesterday just the tiniest bit, but I ate and didn't throw up so that must be a good thing??

I really need money. I came up with this idea last night. I'm grounded from the phone and internet right?? The most two efficient ways to communicating with someone. Well I thought last night, since I'm grounded from those two things, why can't I get walkie talkies? (or whatever they call those things these days, 2 way radios?) She didn't say that! I can't get in trouble for using those. The only problem is...I need money, or ask my uncle if he still has his from a few years ago. Me and Mark don't live more than two miles from each other, they'd work perfect. Just tell each other what time to turn on the walkie talkies and then TA-DA, it's done, phone made easy (or something like that).

Okies, well I'm done with my whole....what is this again?? Well anyways, yeah, I actually am happy, I think I rely too much on sugar products to make me upbeat because this morning I had a cinnamon twist and now I'm HAPPY! LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

K, I'm back from my pause of posts. Friday I didn't feel like posting. Favorites was cool, except for the fact that my friend danced like.....NO COMMENT. Saturday was veering for me NOT to go to Favorites, everything went wrong. Friday we had bought some pins for my neighbor to do my hair with, and then, we lost them. Don't know how, seemed to vanish, but I bet we find them this week and go "Damn it where were these when I needed them". We spent like another 5 bucks on hair stuff. So we get my nails done, all good there, we go to WalMart and the next thing that happens, my nail chips right on the truck door. We get home, and decide it's rest time until like 5, but then the neighbor calls us and says that if I wanted to risk getting sick, that she would do my hair because everyone at that house was sick with the stomach virus. SO, that was my Saturday, and I don't feel good, think I got the stomach virus after all. This will be, yet again, another sucky post because I don't know what to talk about. LaterZ!

OH I almost forgot to add, I want that shirt!!! I saw this shirt yesterday that said "Freak seeks other geeks" I thought it was so cute, but I doubt mom will get it for me! *tear*

Current thoughts: I rule, not really, but just thought I'd say that
Mood: forcing to be happy
New MY Word(s): muches

K, I owe it to all my friends to at least do a happy post today. And here's something that happened this morning:

Me: Mom are you going to use the Ex-Boyfriend today??

I think I should've been more specific because she thought I asked if she was going to use HER ex-boyfriend today when I was really asking if she was going to use the new Ex-Boyfriend shirt, which yes, it's added to my 'boy collection' of shirts. Steven asked me why I have shirts about boys and they sound like I hate them. I only have 3 shirts now about boys. "Boyfriends make nice pets" "Boys are Smelly" and now the best one "Ex-Boyfriend" where it has a picture of a boy and girl and the boy's face is all markered out. Maybe Michael will get the idea now, hehehe. I also got a kool watch yesterday, it has Boys Are Smelly on it. I thought I almost ruined it yesterday because I accidently wore it to take a bath and I don't think it's waterproof.

So one person's noticed my nails so far. Yesterday I went with my mom to go get her nails done (with as rough as I am with my nails I'm not doing them until Saturday). I was bored and decided to try out all different colors on my nails, and I didn't take off 3 of the nails on my left hand and one on my right thumbnail. And this boy noticed and goes "You know your nails are different colors". At least I'm getting noticed for something.

I was thinking yesterday, and an old crush of mine just popped into my head, I had met him like...before 5th grade and at that VBS thing they do every summer. The reason he popped into my head is because I remember when we were playing kickball his best friend was playing the base person and I was going to run past him and he kicked me trying to stop me, and kicked me RIGHT on my shin, I remember I like blacked out for a second because I don't remember seeing anything when he kicked me. Easy way to get your crush to notice you though, hurt yourself right in front of them and they sit next to you the rest of the day. Hehe.

Alright, I can't think of anything more happy, if I have anything more happy it just won't pop into my head at this moment. And if I do get anything in my head I'll write it down and put it in tomorrow seeing as how my short term memory isn't very good. LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: life sucks
Mood: ...don't ask

Know what I learned in World History yesterday?? That the queen is a girl! Sorry just trying to find some humor, that wasn't it I guess. I had to do an impromptu in speech class yesterday, and it was sooooo nervewracking (if that's not a word then it's mine!)! I did it on duct tape, and even though I had all the words in my head, I couldn't say it, I can never find the words to say anything and that sucks butt!

Man, so my assumptions were correct, he does like me still and it's p---ing me off I swear. It's not for the fact that he likes me, because I could care less, but it's the fact about the way he's going about it. He's trying to get Josh to ask me why I don't like him when Michael knows all too well why, or maybe he doesn't, and I could give a flying freak if he ever finds out. The only thing I'll say about his sorry ass is that he blew his chance a LOONNGGG time ago and it's never EVER going to happen again, I learned my mistake the second time.

I've been thinking about what to do on Sunday, and I know it's like way too early to tell what I'm going to do, but I really want to go to my mom's boyfriend's mother's house to maybe try and visit my friend Armando. It's been ages since I've talked to him and usually I can tell him everything, even if he tries to lighten it up WAY tooo much. Buuuuttttt I don't know what's going to happen, and I know mom will just go "HELL no" so what's the use in even trying??

And my friends...SOME, are getting me mad, and need to back the freak off a bit,, it's getting annoying, but I'm not mentioning names here.

K well, I know this sounds like I'm pissed off, so I'll just get off before I start ranting on and on and on. LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

How did I know this was going to happen??? That my ex-boyfriend would start calling around this time of the year? Is it because it's been almost a year since we broke up and he's still hung up on me?? OR has he not found a date to Favorites and is hoping that I'll be free. I remember our conversation in the first semester of school and there was a glimmer of hope in his voice when he asked me if I was thinking about going to Favorites, but dude, that was like in November? HOW am I to make a decision that early? Maybe I just knew he was going to start calling because he's predictable like when you know what's going to happen to the glue inside of an open bottle and you forget to close it (I'm sorry if that didn't make sense, it made sense last night when I thought about it). I can't find words to talk right now, maybe it's because I feel rushed seeing as how it's 8:40 and my friends are waiting for me in the band hall, I know this has probably got to be the most SUCKIEST post I've ever done, or if you've read my archives, those probably suck more. I'm gonna go, BYE! LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: Being sick sux
Mood: exhausted and irritable
New MY Word(s): memorie (Chris used it on the tagboard, it's mine now I called it!)

I got a date to Favorites, not Spenser, but it's all good. At least I don't have to go by myself :D.

MANNN Long weekend, well it actually passed by fast. I got sick, still sick, and it sucks. Let's seee....Saturday, my sister had a party. It was fun actually, considering that I kicked Mark's butt in the moonjump hehe. It's funny because me and Mark spent more time on the moonjump than all the little kids did, I think they got bored on it, all they thought about doing was JUMPING. We fought. Of course it all mostly ended when I ACCIDENTLY, I said ACCIDENTLY MARK!, kicked him someewhheerreee (Chris knows it as No-No). It's not my fault that moonjumps alter your movement ability because of the air in the thing. I got pictures of you Mark! Let's see you try and delete them now.

Here were a few conversations Friday (at school) that I thought were funny-

Nicole: Lots of guys like you.
Me: Nobody likes me, I swear!
Layla: *puts hand on leg* But I like you.
Me: *screams*

Nicole: lets act like civil people
Me: But we can't act like civil people, this isn't the civil war.
Nicole: Can't we all act like civilized people?!

World History Teacher: Who's picture is this? *looks for name, finds it* Oh okay, I found it, I better not say who's it is, I'm afraid she'll come up here and kick my butt.
(and of course we all know who that person is)

The same teacher was talking about beating Moody (who's team happens to be the Trojans) for the basketball team and some boy decided to be smart so Raymond snitched him out:
Raymond: Sir, Jimmy said "You gotta be stiff when you go against the Trojans.

OK, well I'm gonna go because Nicole and Kelly just came to bug me to get out of the library, so I'll write back tomorrow! LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: cliking
Current thoughts: I'm boreeddd.....
Mood: weird

I went to sleep early last night. 10 o clock is early for me. Though I have my little sister trying to say I was on the computer last night, when I wasn't. How could I have been, my keyboard clicking is loud enough and she would've heard the mouse clicking, she has super-sonic ears it seems.
Well anyways, I'm getting tired of trying to hint to Spenser I want him to go to Favorites, it's getting close, 1 week until the dance and I don't have a freaking date. I have Nicole telling me that Spenser likes me, which is totally bogus because no guy likes me, it's crazyness. She also has Kelly thinking this too. They both think that 'Smiles' likes me because everytime he passes by me he smiles really big and waves to me and then I end up smiling really big because I know that I had a crush on him last year. It's a freaking conspiracy! They're teaming up on me. The evil little monkey trolls (don't ask)are teaming up on me!
OK well anyways, I'm gonna go because Monica and Mike are scaring me, they're hugging and stuff (no kissing though) but STILL I get scared of mushy stuff, at least I think so. "LaterZ!"

*~*Nina*~*

OH I almost forgot to add, Brand new trucks are a bitch. Mom's new truck, the door in the back, BROKE and made me late to school!

Current thoughts: Chris is mean....hehe
Mood: bored

Man, the past few days are a blur. Last night was the BEST concert I have ever been to, seeing as how I've only been to 4. I went to the Puddle of Mudd concert last night, and I ACTUALLY got to see the band singing because Bear picked me up on his shoulders. I saw my uncle there, getting all goggled over because he looks like Jack Osbourne. Some guy tried to get me to kiss him! DUDE that's sick.
Tuesday would have been my dad's birthday..Yeah. I got Duck Hunt and Mario Brothers! DAMN that dog that makes fun of me for missing a duck. I was so durned close to killing Jaws! But NOOOO the spear had to freaking miss him. Well anyways, I need to go, school's about to start, just thought I'd post. In the words of Joseph "LaterZ!"

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: talking and talking and talk....
Current thoughts: DUDE....oh wait I forgot
Mood: bored

JAWS IS FREAKING P-O-ING ME OFF!!!! I had Jaws down to almost 10 power lines, and I was doing freaking good until damn baby jaws come in doubles after me and surround me and kill me!!! I Shall AVENGE.

Day 4: I'm at school, no caffeine, I'm not acting weird. But maybe people are looking at me weird. I wanted to break this vow yesterday, since we went to the movies. But then I found out, I could have Sprite!! It has no caffeine, and that stuff makes me burp as much as D.P. ever has. Now that I haven't had any caffeine like I said before, things are easier to addict to. I drink water in less than 5 minutes. This whole weekend I drank more than 2 qts. of grapefruit juice. CUP after CUP after CUP. It was crazy.

**To be Continued**

I had the weirdest dream last night, but only one thing stuck in my head. There were 2 people that I remembered most, Josh and David. Josh was the therapist and David was talking to him. He told Josh that I was stalking him....I'm NOT! What is my subconciousness trying to tell me??

People are staring at me I must cease for now. LaterZ.

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: Anthrax - I'm the Man
Current thoughts: grapefruit juice is almost gone....
Mood: hyper
New MY Word(s): warantee

Day 2: The grapefruit juice is almost gone....I've listened to all these songs more than 3 times it seems. I don't know what I'm going to drink at the movies....I always drink Dr. Pepper. I'm almost into the 700s on the Little-Gamers comics. There's only 700 of those comics....Must find another comic source. GAH! Stay tuned

Yeah, well I've been listening to music. Drinking grapefruit juice, reading comics....etc. There's not much to do without caffeine. Chris made me feel happy panda saying I'm fun to talk to. Well I shall go...BYE! LaterZ

*~*NiNa*~*

Listening to: Save Ferris - I'm Not Crying For You
Current thoughts: I'm bored
Mood: hyper
Comic(s): I don't cheat!, Pron remakes, Someone set up us teh bomb..
The comics that keep me sane, see see....

JD: I'm in love with Mary, I would do her hard
Me: *stares weird*
JD: DUDE you can hear me?!

He thought I couldn't hear because I had earphones on, but I didn't have a song on, what a dork.

Listening to: Reel Big Fish - Why Can't We Be Friends
Current thoughts: if I go through this vow what will I get?
Mood: hyper
New MY Word(s): shi-oh-wha-no he doesn't (only me and Nicole know this, we were talking about Spenser)

Today, I shall start my vow of NO coke (the drink, all colas u know like, orange soda, coke, dr pepper, all that crap)

Day 1: It's been....2 days of no coke, but today I'm officially starting, I've survived off pickle chips and Twister, it's good. But I fear of the day I run out of those chips because then I'll start going mad. Mom doesn't go to Sams only like once a month it seems. Last time I did this vow it was only 5 days, then I went into the country/ranchland, and I gave up because there was no water. I can't have chocolate either.....that's sad. I'll go crazy in 3 days tops i'm sure, I'll be posting later on, to tell how my vow is going of course to let you people know how I'm going. BYE!

There, my journal entry on my vow for the day. YES I'm vowing off coke, coffee, chocolate, all that good stuff. I've survived so far, let's see how long it'll take for Nina to go crazy. OH GOSH I'm going crazy, I'm talking in the 3rd person! NO!!! It's already happening!!!! *screams*

**To be continued**

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: teachers talking, people talking, keyboards, NO MUSIC!
Current thoughts: Some song is circling its way around my head, I have no thoughts.
Mood: happy

So I hinted to him yesterday that I was going to Favorites. He doesn't know if he's going... But hey Chris I DID IT! So cheer for me, haha. Nicole thinks me and him are going to get together, it's the second day I've hung out with him during lunch. WHAT is it a rule you can't sit with a guy during lunch or something?? DARN I didn't get his watch again, oh whatever, I'll get it again, probably not today seeing as how it's a weekend and a guy can never go more than a day without his watch it seems, because they're always looking at their hand. It's so fun playing I WIN, though he's always saying he wins and I don't.

WELLLL I found out Marcus had a girlfriend last night which means Nicole can't hang all over him, even though I've never seen her at this school. I went to a play last night, "Little Shop of Horrors". YES Horrors, not WHORES, lol. It was OK for a musical, the people could sing good if you ask me. The characters were funny. And the plant, HILARIOUS. ONLY because I know something that only me and someone else know, and it's pretty funny/bad at the same time.

I'm going to be at my grandmother's house this weekend, soooo no updates until school starts I guess. But it's all good, it's fun...But this is the first weekend I've gone to her house without taking my little gerbil Pecan :(. I always take her when I go, but seeing as how I can't take a gerbil to school..I guess she'll just have to wait until Sunday.

LaterZ peeps, keep commenting and I'll write back Monday!

*~*Nina*~* (NOT Nin)

Listening to: people talking
Current thoughts: CHRIS SMELLS!
Mood: bored
New MY Word(s): shi-cad-it

BOO everyone, yes Jordan, it sucks being grounded. LoL, well anyways I've gotten hooked on Jaws. It's stuck in my head 24/7. I have dreams about it, dreams that I'm shooting Jaws underwater in my sleep. It's an addicting NES game.

Good things about Jaws
1. It's fun
2. You can flick off the tv and cuss it out and you don't get in trouble (because your mom does the same thing)
3. Good 'bonding' time with mom.

Bad things about Jaws
1. You start having dreams about it.
2. It's addicting

Annoying things about Jaws
1. Your mom tries to 'teach' you how to play and really all she wants to do is PLAY!
2. You bump into 7 baby jaws without a big jaws, you get like 6 doubles of baby jaws, and NO bonus scene.
3. You bump into 3 or more baby jaws WHILE fighting big jaws.
4. You die when you have a scuba gear and you have jaws down by 7 power lines.

I have too much free time on my hands now that I have no phone, and no computer.

I am now OBLIGED to go to Favorites because my mom bought me a $100 dress. She only bought it because I am difficult to shop for in dresses because I hate all dresses. This was ok, for a PINK dress... But I want a date. and the one person I want to go with probably wouldn't even ask me to go. This sucks. I have to go dateless or not...HELP ME!

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: keyboards
Current thoughts: School's boring, but fun with friends
Mood: upbeat
New MY Word(s): addiction-in-ing (toma do it phoenetically)

School school school, finally I can update. I am so happy. I found a cooliest store. GAMESTOP! They sell the old NES games, it's so great! I got Tetris, and some weird stupid game that was...3 bucks. But oh well. I was playing almost all weekend. It's the next bestest thing to internet. I'm grounded for a long long long long LOOONNNGGGG time, phone and all. I love playing Jaws. BOOYEA though I haven't beaten him yet.... Anticipation is fun, guessing pictures and all. I want to get the other Zelda game that I don't have, it has some sword on it. I'd say that the OLD Zelda games are better than the new ones, not picture-wise and all, but seeing as it was the original and all. But then again, if I said it was better, I'd be getting some ass-whooping from some gamers *cough* Robert *cough*. Well I'm gonna go, laterZ people and keep writing!

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: Lillix - What I Like About You (on repeat)
Current thoughts: These comics are funny
Mood: amused
Comic(s): I'm your daddy bi0tch! , Dude that's nasty!

My daily supply of comics.

Listening to: Lower Class Brats - Rather be hated
Current thoughts: fun fun, really?
Mood: happy
New MY Word(s): Whore Moments (inside joke!)

Today was funny.

Nicole and me went to the ROTC compound, and Joel had taken his shirt off. Talk about a yummy bod.

Nicole: GOSH I just would love to hold his body. Talk about a yummy body. His wife is going to be REALLYYY happy. I can't help my hormones.

WELL I thought she said "I can't help my whore moments."

Nina: Did you just say "I can't help my whore moments?"
Nicole: HAHA NO, but they're like the same thing don't you think? OK instead of saying hormones, from now on it'll be 'Whore Moments'."

He has like the best muscles. I love pinching his sides, because he doesn't know if it hurts or if it tickles. So I'll keep doing it until he grabs my hands to stop.

Spenser, AHH, I love hugging him. Hehe, lol yea. He's so huggable. And he has my picture in his wallet on TOP of everything else, I feel so special :). Hehe. bye for now peoples!

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: What I Really Meant to Say - Cyndi Thompson
Current thoughts: *sings along*
Mood: sad.....no, wait that's the song
New MY Word(s): raggly
Comic(s): "#1 Fan" , You're my bitch now! , PSX try and 'sexx0r' NES , BLACKMAIL!
I'm bored.....that is all, thought you should know.

Listening to: Good Charlotte - the Innocent
Current thoughts: Borrrriinnngggg
Mood: bored

I feel like doing a quiz:

Last time you...
Had a nightmare: days ago
Said "I love you" and meant it: if it means family...yea today
Ate at McDonald's: when I was out of town
Dyed your hair: 2 months (highlights)
Brushed your hair: 30 minutes ago
Washed your hair: just 30 minutes ago
Checked your e-mail: days forever ago
Cried: 2 days ago
Called someone: a few days ago
Smiled: today
Laughed: today
Talked to an ex: uhh...1

Do you...
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: nope
Have sex?: no..
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yup
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yea
Play an instrument?: piano?
Believe there is life on other planets?: not in this solar system
Remember your first love?: not really...
Still love him/her?: don't think so
Read the newspaper?: every once in a full moon
Have any straight friends?: lots
Consider love a mistake?: sometimes
Like the taste of alcohol?: nope
Go to church?: holidays count?
Have any secrets?: so many to make your head spin
Have any pets?: a cat, 2 turtles, 1 gerbil
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: sometimes, depends, well...not really, only people I meat through friends.
Wear hats?: my favorite hat
Have any piercings?: ears, and belly button
Have any tattoos?: nope and never will
Hate yourself?: sometimes when I'm put down
Have an obsession?: not at the current moment
Have a secret crush?: i've got...2 I think, maybe another, my mind's a vast and confusing place up there
Collect anything?: turtles
Have a best friend?: yea
Like your handwriting?: HELL NO!
Have any bad habits?: biting the cuticles
Care about your looks?: don't wanna be judged by looks, can't look like bad, but I always do...
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: nope doesn't matter most of the time, now if the guy had a mullet....lol
Friends and other people?: not really
Believe in witches?: nah
Believe in Satan?: is there really?
Believe in ghosts?: heck yea

Current...
Dress: spaghetti strap shirt, capris
Mood: bored
Music: Further Seems Forever - Say it ain't so
Taste: spanish rice
Hair: wet and raggly
Annoyance: sister annoys me
Smell: shampoo/conditioner
Thought: someone better call me
Book: Diablo : Legacy of Blood
Fingernail color: chipped purple
Refreshment: none
Worry: nobody would want to talk to me
Crush: rootbeer and...peppermint!! (yes, nicknames, so no one can figure them out but me!
Favorite celebrity: don't have a fav, I just like watching them all make a fool of themselves

Last person...
You touched: Adam falling on me
You talked to: Nicole
You hugged: that's a hard one...nobody hugged me today. or yesterday...or anytime lately...I feel abandoned
You instant messaged: ROBERT!!!
You yelled at: the dog
Who broke your heart: Frank
Kissed: haven't been kissed in a longggg time

Who do you want to...
Kill: if I said then I'd have to kill you
Slap: myself
Tickle: hmm....(a) (msn face)
Talk to: someone :P
Kiss: none of your business
Have sex with [make love to]: and I'd share that BECAUSE?....

damn taht was long

Current thoughts: School's over, I'm home!
Mood: happy

Haha I can't say "Ice Rays" first time I said it I said "Ice Raids" the second time I said "Ice Age". Such crazyness. I had fun at school, for once, well...I always have fun with my friends. Adam fell on top of me! I did it on purpose, because he put his arms around my neck so I fell over and he fell on top of me and I fell on the floor. When we're with Adam it's fun time all the time it seems. Well I'll type in later when I can think of what else happened today.

Listening to: Malcom in the Middle
Current thoughts: I feel like the world is spinning
Mood: dizzy

I had fun at the mall, I played at the arcade. I dragged Robert into Limited Too, good thing he's confident with his sexuality. Then I dragged him to all the stores that had belly button rings. After that, we went to the movies. We saw Lord of the Rings, it was kewl, I actually understood this one, I only saw the first one, and I didn't understand ONE single freaking thing about it. But gosh, before the movie ended, I got 'Knock-me-over' cramps. I swear, I wanted to cry. But I didn't want to worry Robert so I just held it in. And now that I've taken medicine that makes me drowsy, and not even having any sleep whatsoever last night because of the all-nighter on the phone, it makes you feel dizzy and you have to just sit and not walk. I feel so bad. I'm so happy because I got Legacy of Blood! I'm gonna start reading it before I go to bed. Well I'm gonna go because I'm tired of looking at the screen, or I'm going to fall out of the chair unconcious.

Current thoughts: "The More People I Meet, The More I Like My Dog"
Mood: thoughts describe it

I don't know what I feel, I'm bored, and bored, and....I get to go to the mall in like an hour! WHOOPEE!!!!

Listening to: 7th Heaven
Current thoughts: I'm bored
Mood: amused

You know, it's funny when you're pulling an all nighter, and you're past the point of insanity. You start saying things you don't know what you're saying. I was talking on the phone, and I was half asleep, or half dazed. We were talking about something, I don't exactly recall but I remember shocking myself when I said "Well you better lock those boobs up" Now that freaked me out.

Listening to: Good Charlotte - Day That I Die
Current thoughts: I am Lord Siegfried Gunford Aern Damaske von Callan
Cats can't be afraid of mice!
It's not possible, my mom doesn't want me to kill myself?!
Mood: amused

Listening to: Weebl and Bob
Current thoughts: Do you like yams??
Mood: amazingly weird

I want to find a place to make an album!! If you or anyone you know knows a site with a album ability or w/e, TELL ME!!

Listening to: Greenday - Poprocks and Coke
Current thoughts: HSN sellers try too hard to tell their products
Mood: annoyed...and just glad cuz I got enough sleep for once this WEEK
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): No. 5- Advice to you people who sell products on tv, don't praise the product you're selling so much. We all know that you used the product, and you didn't like it. You had to use it against your will. You're thinking "Damn if I have to put another durned face cleaner/scrub/mask on my face I'll quit this job", when you know you love the tv watchers watching you talk talk talk. And it gets to a point that if you keep on praising that product, nobody wants to believe it.

That pretty much explains my day so far, I woke up at 1:30 in the afternoon. Finally getting more than 10 hours of much needed sleep, seeing as I made an all-nighter on Thursday night leading to Friday. I lost myself in a game of Tetris for at least 30 minutes.

I was then watching HSN, my mom likes watching it, and I can't get mad at her for it. I got a camera off there, it's not all that great, but a small camera at least gets me attention. They were doing some Insta-Tox face cleaner, serum, creams, ETC. and they were just praising and saying how good it is. But one thing they forgot to say. It's TEMPORARY! I should know, mom got that stuff. She likes it, but it's temporary, and I think it's a waste of money buying that kit for 70 bucks! I'd just go to the store, and buy my favorite mint mask that works great on my face for under 5 bucks. Come on people, get a life! You gonna believe some people, pretty sometimes, just to get a product that supposedly works when they're only doing they're job and saying good things about it just to sell it??

OK know what? I'm just tired of it today, I'll post later when I'm in a better mood I guess...LaterZ

Listening to: They Might Be Giants - The song of the 50 states
Current thoughts: boobah's addicting and annoying
Mood: hooplah boobah

Boobah is addicting and annoying, and it's as scary, if not scarier, than those teletubbies....

Listening to: Everyone Else - Cereal
Current thoughts: runny nose sucks buttmonkey
Mood: ditto

I feel so 'loved'. LOTS of people, well many, wanted my picture! Spencer wanted it and I gave him one, Laura, April wanted both, Kelly, Nicole still hasn't gotten hers, Joel got it, Cassandra, and I forgot who else. GOSH Nicole has got a bad bad BAD mind. Hehe. Because I was wondering why Joel would want my picture. Nicole goes "I know I know, *devilish grin*" so I told her "You better not be thinking what I'm thinking, are you thinking what I'm thinking?" Nicole - "I think so, probably, maybe even worse though." So during lunch she decides to tell Kelly "Kelly why do you think Joel would want Nina's picture? You know that song with the words 'All I Need Is Your Picture?' " Kelly - "Yeah, why?" Nicole - "Because I think that's why Joel wants it. To YOU know you know *laughs* " Kelly laughed too. I got it and stomped off going "EW EW EW EW! You're WRONG! You're just sick, yucky!" Hehe, then I went and sat down, w/ Adam, Kelly, girl I don't know, and Nicole and I stole food! yup :)

Listening to: Gavin Degraw - Chemical Party
Current thoughts: I hate allergies
Mood: stuffy
New MY Word(s): buttnut, anonymouse, insympathetic, undressed out

Today during gym we were bored as usual, and Dustin saw my shirt "Boyfriends make nice pets", along w/ some other guy who I'm still not sure what his name is. Here it is:

Boy- See, no, boys can't be the pet. It's the girl who's supposed to be the pet. She's gotta take care of the guy, she's gotta cook his food, do his laundry--
Me- Man I'd be like "B*tch make your own dinner!"
Monica- HAHA good one Nina, good job. *laughs*
Boy- If a girl told me tha I'd be getting a divorce from her.
Me- Then I'd just say "B*tch you sleep on the couch"
Boy- No because I would just kick your @ss out the house, I bought it, you don't own it!

Boy wasn't that a nice conversation? hehe

Listening to: Ashlee Simpson - Just Let Me Cry
Current thoughts: These flip-top calculators help me relax, and popping the bubble wrap crap does too. Why do I want things I can't have?
Mood: sad/happy/relaxed I don't know, if you know what kind of mood that is, why don't you inform me on it!?

Alex & Emma was the most confusing movie there is. What was the point? I mean, it was a good movie all in all, but the fact that it was about a guy telling his life story for a book, w/ characters based in real life, only to save his own @ss from getting killed by a group of guys he couldn't pay back for gambling, was kind of stupid. I mean, for crying out loud, he falls in love w/ the stenographer!? How ironic is that? I mean, he's supposed to be professional about this whole telling the story to her, and near the end he almost screws it up by getting interested in her. Of course, hate to spoil the ending, but he does get the money to the Cuban Mafia and he does end up getting BACK w/ Emma (the stenographer) only after she finds out there was a 'Polina' and dumps him for lying. Why do love stories work out in the end in movies? That's not how it freakin' happens in real life. It makes you wish, that you'll fall in love w/ the love of your life after only meeting them once and then you'll be happily ever after in love w/ that person living the fairy-tale life. What a bunch of bull-cr@p.

Listening to: Blue October - Razorblade
Current thoughts: Water....MmMmM
Mood: tired
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): No. 4 - Don't wear shirts w/ sayings that insult, teachers remember, and they think you're mean. Example: "Don't speak unless spoken to." My World History teacher thinks I'm mean, and that I have lots of boyfriends since I walk w/ lots of guy friends.

Today, in World History Class-

Teacher- I need to talk to you after class just like the other guy.
Girl- Ahhh...
Teacher- Why are you saying 'Ahh' when you don't even know what I might say to you. I could be giving you candy. *opens desk drawer, takes out a candy* See I could be giving you candy. *grabs candy, throws it in desk, and closes the drawer* But it's MY candy you can't have it, stay away from my desk!

Same teacher, different student-

Girl- Can I go to the restroom?
Teacher- Sure, what class are you in?
Girl- This class.
Teacher- Well of course I know you're in this class, why wouldn't you be if you were in here. I mean what grade are you in, senior, junior, sophmore?
Girl- Junior
Teacher- Okay that's what I wanted to know, you can go. *girl leaves* Gosh what a smart girl, well of course she's in this class. I could just smack her upside the head. If I had wanted to know that she was in my class I'd ask her what class she had for this period.

It's fun having a teacher who insults students. Then of course he thinks I'm the meanest girl in his class, for pinching Dustin and hitting him. Plus the shirts I wear "Smile, it confuses people" "I'm just one big f#&@$ing ray of sunshine aren't I?" And many other shirts, plus I got some new ones for Christmas. OH JOY!

Listening to: Mark and his cousin sing on the phone...
Current thoughts: why do guys try to cheer up people so much
Mood: amused

OK so mark admitted it was his uncle who prank called me, it was matthew who was 'aaron'. Now those 2 are trying to make me happy again by singing songs....

Listening to: gay kidzbop crap
Current thoughts: DUDE they should've just let this music stay the way it was!
Mood: p-o-ed

DIE THE MAKERS OF KID'Z BOP!! U made the music GAY GAY GAY!

Listening to: Letters to Cleo - I want you to want me
Current thoughts: How could Diablo 2 get so boring so fast?? Usually it takes WEEKS!
Mood: happy

My snow took 1 FREAKIN MONTH to turn into snow!? DURN the makers of Sno-Wonder!!! It even grew mold in it, MOLD! How can I play w/ moldy-freakin-snow!? Now I can't eat the snow...OHHH the agony!

Listening to: nada
Current thoughts: What was I thinking Diablo didn't connect anymore? DUDE it's freakin awesome!
Mood: happy
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): No. 3 - Don't go outside in 50 degree weather w/ a spaghetti strap shirt.

I was listening to the radio and the guy was saying "There was this guy that had a tattoo on his leg that said 'I Love Women'. This guy had to get a bipass and when he did, they had to cut out a vein out of the leg that had I Love Women on it. So when they sewed it back up they cut off 'wo' on it so now the tattoo says 'I love men'. Let's just hope he has to get some ot her kind of surgery and they can take off the 'n' on it or something so it would say 'I Love Me' because that is really embarassing." This I found amusing.

Listening to: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Around the World
Current thoughts: Whatever's being transferred from the phone to my ear
Mood: Happy now that a friend called me!

ImOkWithThat44: now for the stupid question of the week
ImOkWithThat44: Your 15, right?
hotwheeltreasure: yup lol

Hehehe YES People I AM 15! not 12, to all u little people from the car races who think I'm 12 and asking me out.

Listening to: Save Ferris - Mistaken
Current thoughts: I hate you (talking to the game)
Mood: aggravated

I hate this game. It's P-$$ing me off. Dragon Warrior Monsters 2 Cobi's Journey. I have 1 more freakin area to get to and I can't do it! I've searched for a map, and cheats, and a finity other things but NO I can't do it. I'm gonna throw it in the trash! Well...not really cuz it's the only game that I can stand and stay SANE w/. I played Super Mario Bros. for hours last week before New Years..beat like 7 worlds in 1 day, I can't even do that on the regular nintendo, my hand got cramped up from playing so much. Tetris Worlds is annoying...I've lost it playing that game. REALLY lost it. I had dreams about little blocks dropping, and sticking, and fusion-ing and stuff. I can't even get hooked to Diablo 2 like I used to...something's up.

Listening to: Reel Big Fish - Everything Sucks
Current thoughts: What's the use for a belly button ring when you can't put it in your belly button yet?
Mood: idle

We got my new belly button ring in today. A frog w/ a crystal ball at the bottom that has colors, kinda remind me of the earrings I had that broke but yeah. I can't really change my belly button ring until another month or so. That sucks. And we're supposed to be getting ANOTHER belly button ring in a few days. It'll be belly button ring mania.
I need to learn how to not stay up til 6 in the morning on the phone, it's been like this for the past few week(s)..not sure. At least since before New Years day. Well LaterZ people!

Listening to: Mom talking on the phone
Current thoughts: I'm bad
Mood: amused
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): No. 2 - Don't talk bad about people, even if they are DEAD.

Yesterday me and a few family members went to a restaurant, I was craving spaghetti. Earlier that day we had gone to a memorial service, and there was what seemed a 20-30 year old picture of my aunt. My mom and grandmother and my uncle were saying some stuff about her and everything, and I chimed in "Well yeah that was a picture whenever she didn't seem to have a double chin" and everyone bursted out laughing their heads off, I nearly cried. I couldn't help it, the picture they had of her didn't even look like my aunt, it was tempting, and slipped out of my mouth.

Listening to: tv
Current thoughts: trying to beat an old record sucks
Mood: bored

When I had gone to this store, I saw a package of pantyhose that said 'Hot Sox'. When I first looked at it I had to look at it a SECOND time...because when I saw it the first time I thought it said 'Hot Sex'

Listening to: A New Found Glory - So Happy Together
Current thoughts: I've gone to the 'other' side
Mood: *Cookoo cookoo*

While me and my friend (not gonna mention names here) were talking, we were listening to songs that we liked. So he pops off w/ "See we're not so different after all." I told him "I never said we were" MAN I should've taken the chance to be a smart-alec and go "Welllll....there is one difference" but nooooo I had to think of it AFTER we hung up!?

Listening to: Bowling for Soup - Baby one more time
Current thoughts: I'm bored, and talkative
Mood: amused in thought
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): No. 1 - Even though dolphins live in water, they are not, I repeat, ARE NOT, fish..no arguments!

I had fun today, went out of town. My little cousin, trying to wrestle w/ me as usual (wrestling fanatic). I broke his little mo-ped/scooter thingy lol, only the seat though. I was amused, the first time I went on it, I lost control cause the little handle that speeds it up was speeding the scooter up and I went into the grass, then the next thing you know I hear little barking. A little puppy was barking and chasing me! That made me lost control even more, and I had to turn and I ran right into a pothole or w/e manhole or something? The thing that was holding the charger in the back of the scooter popped up. Then I ran the scooter back to the house, and they told me a bolt popped out of the seat. So they spent like 20-30 minutes trying to fix that thing. When it was fixed, I killed the battery going back and forth down the street. That was the end of THAT.

Listening to: Boxcar Racer - I Feel So
Current thoughts: DIE DIE DIE HTML! Why did they have to invent it !?
Mood: Frustrated

Durn HTML, well it told me to post to see my changes, if it screwed, i'm screwed, i don't know how to mess w/ HTML

Listening to: Audiovent - Stalker
Current thoughts: How many times can I listen to this songs until I go mentally crazy...
Mood: *stare*

Reading comics...HEH, my friend Toma told me about the site, I'm going to go from years 1999 to 2003, how fun....yea, well can't be picky, I got bored w/ Diablo II, it doesn't click now..I don't know, but yea
Ctrl+Alt+Del
Real Life Comics

So yea...enjoy, and while you're reading, listen to a song on loop...

Listening to: Audioslave - Show me how to live
Current thoughts: Doh
Mood: Upbeat by a point

Darn those cordless phones and their pagers. Mom paged, and I took. Like a dog takes a newspaper to his lazy@ss human of his, or like u see on those animal videos, dogs taking beers to their humans from the fridge. Does this mean I'm loyal? I don't know...but I better not get the rep of "Loyal human"

Listening to: Cake - Walk on By
Current thoughts: random things
Mood: idle

I was thinking...while passing by Ocean dr. how naive I was when I was little. There are these benches along Ocean dr. and there are 2 back to back, one faces the water, one faces the street. I used to think "How could people sit on the benches facing the water if it drops off to the water?" When I got older, I found out that there are steps on the other side of the benches, then there's the water. I thought my past thoughts a result of never being taken to these benches when I was little, for me to have such thoughts.
I also thought while passing Sunset Bay on the way to Portland the thoughts I had when I was little. When it was summer, and lots of water from Sunset Bay had evaporated there were more islands than there are now, seeing as it's not hot enough. And On those little islands there would be BIG I mean HUGE congregations of birds on those islands. I remember I used to tell my uncle "Look, all those birds are getting together, and they're going to attack all us people." I still haven't figured out yet what those birds were doing, and probably will be doing summers from now, but I WILL figure that out!

Listening to: Bowling For Soup - Punk Rock 101
Current thoughts: random things
Mood: tested

I'm trying to get my mind off Christmas. Oh yea, yesterday, I did something stupid. I locked my door, forgetting the keys in the room. Since I hid my other key to the room, well...let's just say "BREAK IN TIME!". My mom had to drill into the doorknob, breaking one drillbit, the second one was too big to go into the hole. And as they say "Third time's a charm" the 3rd drill bit broke the doorknob. So for my bit of stupidity, I have a broken lock (doorknob surprisingly works, just can't lock it). What did I learn?? DON'T HIDE THE SPARE KEY and...Don't leave the keys in the room!

Listening to: Blink182 - First Date
Current thoughts: I'm drowsy...and tired....and...*snore*

Thoughts basically describe my day..I fell asleep in gym class. I did get stuck on the monkey bars after school. I had help to get on by my OTHER friend Dustin and climbed on top. But then I got scared and didn't want to climb down. Finally I jumped down, and some guy passing by goes "Wow that would've been perfect if you had just landed it, it would've been PERFECT" and Nicole goes "OOOoooOOOhhh U got urself an admirer" Crazy Nicole. Then me and her were walking and she stuffed the Santa hat on my head and it went over my eyes, so for a few seconds I was reaching out trying to walk w/out tripping, and then I hear a voice in my ear going "That's very cute" and I pulled the hat up and it was my friend from last year Edward. When we were walking to get picked up by my mom I saw this guy Robert from 1 of my classes last year, and I go HEY and he sees me and he goes "Hey girl what's up? *hug* haven't seen u around" and then when we said bye Nicole goes "Gosh Nina u gots lots of guys after u" HAHA Nicole, just cuz guys say hi to me, doesn't mean they like me.

Listening to: ICP - Dating game
Current thoughts: I do the stupidest things...

ImOkWithThat44: hey, whose lines on.
hotwheeltreasure: my mask?
hotwheeltreasure: oops sorry
hotwheeltreasure: lol
ImOkWithThat44: that was great
ImOkWithThat44: completly random

Isn't it crazy when people message u on aim when ur typing to someone else and what ur were typing to ur other friend ends up on their window??

Listening to- Everyone Else - Cereal
Current thoughts- I don't wanna talk to her...

freakylilmonkeys: why is julia roberts in all of george clooney movies
hotwheeltreasure: lol cuz they're having an affair!
hotwheeltreasure: NO DUH!
freakylilmonkeys: ...
hotwheeltreasure: lol
freakylilmonkeys: I NEVER HEAR ANYTHING!? SOME ONE NEVER CALLS ME TO INFORME ME ON ANYTHING ANYMORE!? I SEE HOW IT IS!?
hotwheeltreasure: lol don't copy me!

Well...that wasn't what i was meaning to say, but yea...and now that i talked to him, I forgot what I was going to say anyways...GRR!!!! but i think it was along those lines, of nobody ever informs me on anything!

Listening to- Red Hot Chili Peppers - Sex Rap
Current thoughts- I'm hungry...for enchiladas!

I just remembered, I must be nice to James from now on, or at least lean off the picking on him alot. He was nice enough to make me tablets w/ my name on it, Kute too, my name and little Neopets pictures. AWW he remembered I like Neopets!

Listening to- Why Can't I - Liz Phair
Current thoughts- Pickle flavored chips are addicting...

This girl comes up to me and my friends during P.E asking if we could be interviewed:
she first asks Dustin
Girl: So what do u do during lunch?
Dustin: Uhh...hang out w/ friends, talk to my girlfriend and draw
Girl: What do u draw? random things or things u see around school?
Dustin: Random things, stuff on net and stuff
Girl: What else do u like doing in school?
Dustin: Like I said, drawing and stuff...and rite now I'm really amused watching Nina burn her makeup-
Girl: U mean her eyeliner rite?
Dustin: NO, random makeup, she burned her lipgloss, only to realize that she burned the plastic and can't snap the lid back on the container because it messed up.
Girl: *laugh* Ok *talks to Ashley* What do U do during lunch?
Ashley: I uh...eat and hang out w/ friends.
Girl: anything else?
Ashley: I like plotting revenge against people
Girl: *laugh* revenge against who? Friends, enemies?
Ashley: people that get me mad, and friends, hold up are you going to put this in the newspaper under our names and stuff? Ur not gong to say I plot revenge are you?
Girl: No no, I'm just asking more cuz i think it's funny *laugh* you plotting revenge against people
Ashley: *laugh* Ok good, cuz i don't want people all coming up to me "Are you going to plot something against me if I said ur ugly?" *laugh*

Weird stuff, she interviewed me, but i said same as Dustin, except the girlfriend part and...the drawing, seeing as how I can't draw. It was true about the burning my makeup, I burned my plum lipgloss, bored and I wanted to see what it would do. Turns out, it gets really hot, I put my finger in it, and it burned for like...a second I guess. But while I burned it I saw smoke, and I looked at the container, it was caved in a bit. Looks like I went a little overboard. I wanted to see what would happen if I burned cotton, and I did, it turned into a ball of fire, and I stomped on it, since we were in the gym and on concrete it wouldn't do much and it didn't, just a little brown mark where it burned.

Listening to-the teacher talking to students
Current thoughts-Class is boring........

It's so durned boring in class, and it sucks that my teacher won't help me w/ my test, well anyways i finished it so yea, bye bye for now!

(hearing a one sided phone call, mom's side of the call)
Mom: You have money
Nina: Yea u have money, u got a job, wait who is thaT?
Mom: It's mario, she said the same thing as me, u got money and she said u got money cuz u got a job
Nina: Yea u got money mario, and a job, mom on the other hand, doesn't have a job and is on the lines
Mom: U b*tch, what's that suposed to mean? *laugh* she told me u have money and a job and i was on the lines cuz i didn't have a job, i don't know what she means..

Aren't I the best daughter in the world?

Mom: Bear's been thinking of getting his mother a dog, so she has someone to talk to. I had asked him Well what about Savanna? and he said Not someone to talk at someone/thing to talk TO.
Nina: Tell him to get a used dog
Mom: WHY? Because she'll die before the dog gets older? That's a mean thing to say
Nina: No I meant cuz a puppy'll be too excited for her..a used dog will be...calmer?
Mom: Yea I'll have to tell Bear that one, see what he says
Nina: He'll just say the same thing you did!

After I go to put a dvd in the dvd player, i step in something...unusual..
Mom: Oh watch out, savanna dropped toothpaste on the floor around there
Nina: Oh REALLY, so THAT is what I stepped in?!
Mom: *laugh* I tried telling u, but u didn't listen, and u stepped in it so u step in it and I then tell u afterwards, oh how smart.

Why do things have to happen to me??

whoever freakin told me "Without order nothing can exist - without chaos nothing can evolve." shall die, and if he sees this, then he knows EXACTLY who he is!

Today, I went to...NO school that's for sure. Staying up til 4 in the morning and then waking up at 7:30 doesn't help either. I went to a memorial service for a dear friend of mine, hate when i get emotional *stomps*. Then we went to the store, Target, and I saw this cute shirt:

The Stages of Santa:
1)U believe in Santa
2)U believe Santa is fake
3)U dress like Santa
4)U look like Santa

Then we went to a Christmas store, I bought my friend and her family some gifts, but in case she sees this I won't say waht they are, cuz i have to mail them to her and want them to be a surprise. I saw this OH SO AWESOME stuff, called Sno-Wonder. And I bought some...but it came out to be a total disaster, instead of the nice white fluffy snow it was supposed to turn out into it became a messy slush taht'll never turn to liquid or turn into it's final destination, SNOW! I did the directions wrong, or just put too much water....well anyways i'll just bug my mom to buy more on the net so i can mess around w/ it. LaterZ!

WOW such an eventful weekend. First, Friday, I go to a hockey game, heck yea it was sooo fun. I saw a proposal there, it was so cute :) lol, then there were LOTS of fights too. Then TODAY I got my belly button pierced, MAN it hurt like heck when it first went in, and then when it was done it didn't hurt. I'll post a pic on my site when i get a pic of it, laterZ peeps!!

mom: Wow did schoolbuses start having seatbelts in them?
me:*stares in the back of the bus, looks to the side*
me: Mom it's the 'shortbus'
mom: oh yes, it's bcuz they need seatbelts i guess
(don't take this seriously people it's because my mom started joking around since the Dumb and Dumber-er movie thingy, and they had a 'shortbus' in it)

jd: eat a stopsign!
nina: why don't u eat a condom!
jd: I already did! it had spermicide on it!

margaret: what's the use for a glow in the dark condom?
nina: to know where to stick it??

jd: what's the use in a smelly condom when they won't smell down there?

the whole condom conversation popped up cuz my uncle bought a condom at the corner store and opened it to see what flavor/smell it was going to be, then he started throwing it everywhere and that's where the whole thing started

Patrick:hey spongebob......24*muffled laugh*
Spongebob:*muffled laugh*
Spongebob:hey patrick....i just though of something funnier than 24...............25*BIG muffled laugh*
Patrick:*BIG muffled laugh*

It ain't easy
being a dick
I've got a head I
Can't think with
An eye I can't
See out of
I have to hang
around with two
nuts all the time
My closest neighbor
is a real asshole
My best friend
is a pussy
and every time I get
excited I throw up!
and worst of all my owner beats me!

AHH I'm finally going to put stuff, I haven't done this thing in like FOREVER. Well anyways, found a couple of funny things when i went out of town, said a funny thing too, well anyways....

When we were leaving kenedy a very disturbing sign popped up:
'Thanks - N- Come Again'
When we were on our way to San Marcos Savanna had been getting me mad, well she asked "Mom, what does nurse mean?" so I decided to tell her "Here's an example: When I'm done kicking your ass, someone will have to nurse you back to health." everyone started laughing, except savanna of course. Mom said I was evil
Today at Schlitterbahn, some people decided to give my mom attitude, be rude, act a bitch. SO when they were gone mom goes "go get the salt from the car" I came back, and gave it back to her. These people had a box of donuts, and so my mom popped the top off the salt and poured it into the donuts. Luckily salt looks like sugar, these people hopefully fell for it. What's the worst of it, mom talked about it in front of them.

Well I think that's pretty much it...so, i'll go, bye bye

I'm very bad, today I was bored, so I decided to message one of my friend tom's friends, who was online at the time:

Teenie Is Kutie: hello
EWalk879: whos this?
Teenie Is Kutie: I'm Kerpal
EWalk879: howd u get my sn?
Teenie Is Kutie: you kick my dog
EWalk879: yea
EWalk879: ok
EWalk879: whatever
EWalk879: f*** you

Aren't I bad??? But the person blocked me before I had the chance to say something back, that's not fair!