Ok...so that last post was a little opinionated and long, didn't mean to I'm sorry, normal posts will reside tomorrow, I'm still not feeling good and so that went all to my head.

I feel all happy happy. You know why? Because I did my hair! Oh yeah...I know I sound like one of those girls who dye their hair like every month. I'm not LIKE that, it just so happens the last few months I haven't been so satisified with my hair. I did red highlights, and the compliments I'm getting make me feel SO great. My mom didn't like the idea of doing my hair, she was all for doing the color and all, but she didn't want to DO it herself. She wanted it professionally done but if I did that then it would be like over a hundred bucks the first time and about 60 bucks for touchups. Better to just get the stuff you can get at the grocery story for 10 bucks and get it over with. I didn't think I was going to like the results, but actually, I DO! Of course if my hair is down nobody can see it, but when it's pulled back people can see it. I love my hair, but not in that overly-obsessive way. And if I get in trouble I'll get mad because think about it, there are girls here who have green in their hair, and do they get in trouble?? I think not. But then I saw a girl with the same highlights as me, except more noticeable and she had to REDYE her hair so it was brown. And then there's this other girl who has the same highlights and she has yet to get in trouble. There's something really wrong with this school's system of discipline. They think "Oh that hair's going to be distracting, better take that person in." When think about it, it's only going to be distracting for a day. And if the attention lasts for over a day it's only for the people who didn't see it the first time around. Example, I did my hair a new way last week and Nicole noticed, I did it again this week and she didn't make that much of a big deal on it. So therefore, attention won't be spent on the hairstyle. Who's going to be STARING at the hair, what, they want to fail? Nah I think these teachers and school officials just want drones of themselves. Disciplined (not), responsible (rarely probably), and quiet (when they yell at the students is that quiet??).

You know the cold has gone to your head when you mix words up.
ME: I not feel very good.
Yeahh... That's what I said to Nicole this morning.

So I went to go see Dawn of the Dead this weekend, while getting a NEW pair of pants a different color than the ones I already had because the OTHER pair was the same pair as Monica. If I get a different color she won't think I'm copying her. Dawn of the Dead was one of the weirdest movies. Well not weirdest, but very weird. It has a cool soundtrack only because one of the songs on it I liked because it was like that one song by Disturbed called Down with the Sickness. Either Disturbed copied someone, or someone copied Disturbed to go along with the movie. I shall ponder on this. Having to take my little 8 year old cousin everywhere too wasn't very fun. First of all my sister got along with him. They both worked on my nerves. Then my mom's friend came to Bay City also with HIS 8 year old son. Remember what I said about a week ago about 8 year olds being the scum of the earth?? I'm still thinking that. I don't remember what age I met Toma at, but he was very mature for his age, wait a minute, he's only a year younger than me. But then again he's 2 years younger than me in grade levels.

Yeah...so I'm getting glasses again. I don't mind, I really wanted the last pair I had, but I lost them. Mom wasn't very happy about that. But now I'm probably going to be made fun of again by David and.....well other people, I don't remember who but other people. Brandon, if we were still talking, would probably say I was sexy. He's a dork, of course he is, he's the ORIGINAL person who put the dork in dork. Well in my book he's the only true dork.

Nina: My lipgloss tastes so good it tastes like boogers.

NOW that was a major slipup, one that Mark wouldn't let me go on yesterday. I meant to say 'big red' and Nicole STILL wonders where I got the boogers from. Of course that slipup wasn't as bad as me telling Mark "I'm not a girl". My slipups lately have been becoming weirder and weirder.

Nina: Oh look it's person
Nicole: Who's that?
Nina: There's Tom and there's Andy. (I couldn't remember the names that I actually said but I know I pointed at Michael and some other boy, bear with me, I forgot my notebook I wrote names down in)
Nicole: And who am I?
Nina: Uhh....weirdo?

That wasn't all funny...but I found I should put something in this thing.
So I let my emotions get to me yesterday, and I don't know why I let such a thing happen. I guess I was tired of this one girl who keeps on looking at me like I'm some stupid sophmore. Ever since I started sitting with Spenser and Robert at their table this girl keeps on looking at me...I don't know how to explain the looks, just not nice looks. And yesterday it just so happened that Nicole's friends (and some mine) decided to ALL sit with us. Well that girl came to sit down at the table next to us and saw everyone and looked at me like it was all my fault. I got so mad I was like "You know what, fuck this I'm leaving this is just getting out of hand" (of course not in front of the girl because she had left to go get her BOYFRIEND his lunch). I went outside, still all mad trying to find another friend to sit with and found my friend Adam. But then I was still mad throughout the rest of the day and when I got to P.E. Monica asked me what was wrong, so I told her but got all emotional. I hate when that happens when I'm SO mad I just get...yeah you get the point. Well I should've just taken Chris's advice, he told me just to ignore her. I told Robert about it last night and he told me to just ignore it too...not to show my emotions because if I do she'll think she was winning. MAN I hate when my friends are right. :@ (msn face for mad)>:o (and I don't know about that face, but it looks cool, I think it's AIM). OH and when we were outside, Kirby decides to show me pictures (I didn't want to see) of his niece and stuff, and he stood in front of Alex. I took Alex's shoes and walked off showing how big of the shoes they were that made me look like a clown with them. I came back and saw a condom on the ground I go "Alex...*point*" and he goes "Hey Kirby, is that your condom?". Kirby bends down and picked it up and just laughed kinda nervously. I cried laughing so hard on Alex's shoulder and Alex goes "Dude that thing expired a month ago, I saw the date when it was on the ground". Well it just so happens that Kirby is bi, so when Alex says that "Yeah he uses it for protection" I go "From guys. No wonder he's not allowed at Franki's anymore. They broke his bed from having sex." Nicole started crying because SHE was laughing so hard after what I had the nerve to say.

Adela was all telling me why didn't I tell her hi at the Papa Roach concert. I made up an excuse like "OH well I saw other people at the concert and thought 'maybe she was waving to someone else'." She didn't believe it she goes "DUDE we were all waving at you there wasn't anyone in between us." That concert was okay....I think Puddle of Mudd was better, but then at this concert it was cool because the lead singer in Papa Roach let 2 little kids on stage and let them dance or whatever on the stage while he was singing a song. That's the first concert I've seen a singer do that for little kids. It's kinda funny, guys and girls were hitting on my uncle, lots of drunk people. There was this girl, who I swear, was STUPID and she wouldn't quit jumping up and down and everytime she would she'd land on my foot. Then J.D. decided "I'm gonna grab her butt" And he DID. She stopped for a little and then started again and he grabbed her butt again. I saw all this happening and just started laughing.

I know this was kinda long and boring but I just had to write something. LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: two friends talk about ORLANDO Bloom GRR
Mood: bored

Dude, Spring Break, no computer, no blog. AHH. Well yeah, so I learned during this little break...
1. Listen to friends when they tell you not to do something, they're trying to keep you from doing something REALLY stupid.
2. Taboo is really fun, especially when the boy on your team has the same train of thought as you.
Nina: Baby Back-
Alex: Ribs

I went to Fiesta Texas AGAIN. I had fun, except for the fact that WHOLE day I lived off of Chili Cheese stuff. I had chili cheese nachos, then I had chili cheese fries. After I ate the fries I decided to do what Shawn and Armando told me NOT to do. Ride the Scream after I ate, they said I would throw up for sure. So I rode it, and I was okay afterwards, except little by little I started feeling more and more sicker. I got to the apartment and called Joseph after I took a bath, I felt like a piece of lead I didn't want to move. I had that feeling like I was really tired and still couldn't go to sleep.
I also went to Sea World, it was kool I guess. I didn't get soaked by Shamu, though my sister did, and her little friend Joe (an annoying little boy). I rode the Great White like...twice. I'm going to kill my uncle because he's a big CHICKEN!

When we got back from out of town, I decided "I'm going to go buy a gerbil with the money that Rudy gave me." I walked to the petstore and looked at their smalllllll assortment of gerbils and mice they had. I found these cute little Teddy Bear Gerbils and I was like I didn't want to just buy one, so I bought two. I got home and mom wasn't very happy about it, but there was nothing she could do, the store closed RIGHT after I left. I've been trying to play with them since I got them and they're freaking little mother F-ers. I swear, one is a total antisocial b**** and the other is like all JUMPY and gets on my arm when I don't want to hold it. The stupid anti-social one bit me yesterday and made me bleed, and I would've been okay with it if it hadn't had bled so much. I bled so much I opened the screen door and there was blood on the handle. OKAY so it wasn't ALOT, but it didn't quit bleeding after 5 minutes. Even after 2 cubes of ice. I put a steri-strip (at-home stitching thingy), and I was typing names of songs to download, and I looked and my finger was bleeding again. I swear that gerbil will 'mysteriously' end up in the cat's food bowl one of these days.

I felt sooooo alive last Friday. I got to go to the car races! My friend Robert took me. Kevin, that one boy I liked from there, was a big MEANIE. I asked my friend Laurna for chili cheese nachos and Kevin goes "I don't think I want to make her anything". I was totally ignoring him, acting like he wasn't there, and he had to RUIN IT! It was a monster truck race, and it was all good because I hadn't been to one. Hopefully Robert's off next Friday so he can take me again. It was the best I had ever felt, I just feel like myself when I'm there, I don't have to put on an image or anything, not that I do, but I feel more...open there I guess?

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: The ducks are scaring me, they're going to eat me.
Mood: cheery...
New MY Word(s): poppycock (name of some almond snack in the store, I found that word amusing)

My mom bought me this leg pilate/toner thing so Wednesday night I decided to use it. I was on a roll but then it repositioned itself and popped out from my legs and hit the wall. I started laughing because mom goes "What, next time I go into the bathroom the mirror will be broken and what will your excuse be? 'It was the pilate toner ring thingy'?". Let's just say I haven't taken my chances in trying to use that thing again.

Last night was like "Let's all call Nina night". It was funny enough as it was because I was thinking about Joseph earlier that day complaining to my friend Kelly that he hadn't called me like he said he was, and telling Nicole that Joseph was way cooler than Johnathon. Well we got out of Target and my mom hands me the cell phone and it had "Joseph C" on it. I thought it was a missed call so I go "Oh yay he called?". I saw that it had seconds counting down and I was like "Oh smack, *put the phone to ear* hello??". It was so funny because he heard me say that so when I got on the phone he goes "What was all that about??". So we talked all the way home, and around 8:40 the phone rings at the house. My mom answers it, and goes "Nina it's Frank". So I have the cell phone on one ear and the phone on the other, talking to Frank (ex boyfriend) and listening to Joseph do his little "tiger rawr" thing. Everytime he would rawr I would laugh so Frank thought I was laughing at him. He said that I looked scary in my picture, but I need to send him the new one of me because I cut my hair and whatnot.

Our plans to go to Astroworld this weekend were a bomb. My grandmother has to work this weekend, that's what stinks about her not-so-new job. She always has to work on Saturdays, checking on the construction sites and stuff. So anyways, I'm hoping we can go somewhere else. It's Springbreak coming up for crying out loud. We are going back to Fiesta Texas Monday, fun fun. Maybe we can steal some more balls. *angel face*

LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: people
Current thoughts: I'm huunnnggryyy
Mood: bored

I don't think it's a very good idea to be singing "I want your girlfriend to be my girlfriend" in the bathtub when you're a girl. I was singing that song last night because it was on the cd, my mom probably thought I was weird or something, even though she already thinks that, but ANYWAYS.

K well I'm gonna go because I really don't want to look at a computer screen. LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: I love Todd
Mood: happy

In case some people are wondering, Todd is the little boy that they make fun of on those "Boys are stupid throw rocks at them" and "Boys are smelly" shirts. They sell David & Goliath stuff at Spencer's and I'm so happy! I got sandals to match my "You suck BIG TIME" shirt. I'm wearing them today at school, maybe I'll get in trouble =).

Well....I'm gonna go cuz it's toooooooo loud in here for me to think. LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*
PS. My new nickname is HOTLIPS (don't ask, and it's not really my new nickname I just like it)

Listening to: Kelly and Adam talk
Current thoughts: Hi person, how are you?
Mood: happy

I had so much fun this weekend! I went to Fiesta Texas (an amusement park for some who don't know, like Joseph). I rode on the Rattler, Roadrunner express, Poltergeist, Scream, Frisbee, some weird ride, and another. I forgot the names, but it was lots. I rode on the Scream ALOT. The only thing I hate about that reide is when it stops at the top it gives you no warning as to when it's going to drop you, and my stomach felt all like it was going up. I saw like....6 people. And it was funny because the night before we went to this seafood restraunt and I saw this girl there. Well when I was at Fiesta Texas, this person told me hey and I didn't know who it was because he was a row above me so the next time around I looked up and this boy was looking at me. It was that girl's ex boyfriend! My mom goes "Who was that?". I told her who it was. Then I saw Allison, the girl I was in soccer with last year, and Laura, the girl I hang out with at the band hall. Then I saw some boy that I used to walk home with in 6th grade and I don't even know his name. I also saw some girl, I think her name is Victoria, I don't know but she knows Mark and Megan, I'll have to ask Megan if she actually did go to Fiesta Texas or not. I made a new friend. She was the friend's daughter that went along. We talked and got to know each other, and so we hung out when we went on rides. When we went on the Roadrunner Express, she was in front of us and this guy in front of her had this hat that fell off. The bill (hard part, front of it) hit her RIGHT under the eye. She got a black eye so we were coming up with ways to try to say how she got it, like her mom punched her in the eye or she got in a fight at the park. I got beat by my own sister! We were playing this "Fill the coke cup" game and I was so freaking close, and my sister won and got a basketball!! We went on the Superman Krypton coaster or whatever it's called and after we got off my mom saw this basketball (same my sister had but wasn't ours) and tells this guy Luis "Hey go get my basketball for me". He fell for it and got it and when we walked off I was laughing because he didn't know he had just stollen a basketball. He told his wife what happened and goes "Do you know what your friend just did!? She made me steal a basketball!" It was soooo funny but hey we got 3 basketballs off this trip. What else could be better??

I went to the mall yesterday and got lots of makeup. Yes the best thing for a girl, makeup. I got this koooollll lipgloss that burns my lips and feels so funny. I went to Hot Topic and found the PERFECT shoes! My mom would have bought them but they didn't have my size, it so P-ed me off! There was this guy at the store, and usually the guys that work at Hot Topic overdo the look. But this guy was perfect, he didn't have toooooo much. He told me that he liked my shirt. It was the "If you have something to say shut up" shirt.

I called Joseph Saturday. He said he made a girl cry. They had a dance Friday night and this girl had wanted to dance with him and he didn't know it. She was standing up near him and tried to talk to him and was stuttering and everything and she ran off crying. He danced with her, so she was happy I guess. He just HAD to call his girlfriend when we were on the phone and just had to ask her if I had an accent. He finds my voice funny because he lives up north and I live here. He thinks I have a Spanish accent or whatever. YEAHHH.....right. I don't.

Alright, I'm gonna go because well....I'm bored. Bye! LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: people in class
Current thoughts: People are smelly
Mood: bored
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): Stick people can tan! Wonder if they can get skin cancer. I learned this little fact in IPC, she drew a stick person tanning in the sun on the board.

Amanda Kiss
Mouse Died

Megan gave me a hotfry and it was hot! Not hot, but still I'm weak, I had to drink something reallllyyyyyy fast.

I wanted to try this out to see if it works. And therefore I shall sign out now cuz class will end

*~*NINA*~*

(Sorry for my lack of a post today, be back Monday!)

Current thoughts: Slip-ups are the highlights of my day.
Mood: happy

Yesterday I was at the petstore, which moved around the corner from my house, which is fun for me because I can go torture the parrots. Nah I wouldn't do that, but they're fun, because one of them makes sounds like a frog. Even my mom thinks so. Well yeah, so me and my mom and my sister are in a room looking at these baby lovebirds, the kutest little things and I want one. Since I was looking at the birds and about to ask the guy if he had any applications for me to apply there this summer it came out like this-
Me: My mom was wondering if you had any love-
I then caught myself at what I just said, the guy was looking at me like "What did you just say?" So I had to say I was asking for an application. That, was by far the most embarassing moment ever in a store. Besides the time I was sexually harassed by a little 2 or 3 year old. LoL I got a cage for my baby (Pecan the gerbil), it's bigger and so now I can get her a roommate so she won't be lonely anymore. Yay

Of all people to see! I saw Albert, a person that my friend had a crush on in middle school, and dude, he looked at me all funky. I wanted to just go flick him off and slap him upside the head. But of course that would set a bad example to my little sister, like I could care?! Durn it, I should have taken my chance when I could.

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: people...
Current thoughts: this doughnut was good
Mood: happy

I finally got my finger to type again. It took a little pulling last night, and finally got the hanging nail to come off. It didn't hurt like I thought it would, but now I want a finger condom to keep it from hitting things because when it hits thing it feels all funky feeling. (finger condom's an inside joke with my mom, they're little things you put on your finger and they look like miniature condoms)

So I decided to be nice to the ex-boyfriend. Let him have a picture, he wanted it, thought I'd let him have it I guess. Of course when I was walking with him yesterday Robert decides to say to me "You're talking to him too!?" I just want to punch him and get it over with. I could care less if he's like top of the wrestling team.

I got an unexpected letter yesterday. From my friend Jordan. I guess all those times from calling and I can never answer made her finally write a letter to me. Looks like I'll be getting more letters seeing as how Joseph and Keesha probably have mailed off their letters already.

I got pictures taken the other day. I for one think I look funny, Chris said I look like my mom. So did Spenser and Kelly and Nicole for that matter. Robert just took my picture and put it in his wallet. Yeah.....right.

Amanda keeps on telling me I like girls. Just now I told her (in front of Nicole) "Oh yes Amanda, I'm gay, I'm just with Mark to cover it up" Nicole looked at me like "Whoa are you serious?" OF COURSE I'm NOT serious! Why in the heck of all that is holey (not holy, I'm being all weird today) would I be with Mark if I WAS gay?! We went through this last year (with Chris and David saying I was a curious lesbian because of my jacket), and we all said I wasn't gay. Alrighty then.

K then, I forgot all that I was supposed to write on here, and this thing's already gotten long enough. So LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: Damn fingernail!
Mood: p-o-ed and otherwise happy

Let's see....Friday I called Joseph to see if he got my letter, hooray for me he did! I told him he better write me back or I'd personally fly a plane to where he lives and kick his 'ninja' butt. (not in those words but I felt like a little ME humor).

I practically slept all Saturday. There was nothing to do! Mom was gone all day long and it got me mad because we were supposed to do stuff. Go places. Go out of town. But NO we didn't!

While my mom and sister went to the movies I went to Maria's . When my mom came home I mentioned Maria barbecuing and maybe she could talk to her. (of course though it wasn't a sure thing that she was barbecuing, but if I talked to my mom to talk to her, it could happen). We go to the grocery store to buy some meat because the deal was she bought the meat and Maria would barbecue. I'm making trips back and forth, getting "stuff" (not gonna say what), and on 1 of my trips I'm carrying a bottle in my pocket, a bottle in my hand and a cat, along with a broken nail with pants trying to unzip all the way. Man, usually I'm not the type of girl to get all hissy-pissy when it comes to breaking a nail, but when it comes to breaking at the meat, that means war. The pain isn't like the piercing a belly-button pain where I clenched my sides, NO, this was the cuss out loud kind of pain. And I know Joseph would just ask me "Would you like some french cries with that whineburger?" Well guess what, HOLD it all because I don't want it. When we were eating and watching the 30 minutes thing before the Oscars, I got smart with Leslie:

Leslie- Wow it's so red.
Me- No duh, that's why it's called the red carpet.

She looked at me all mean. Mom's boyfriend said she was ghetto-fying her truck. Getting the tinted windows, the chrome trim on the tires. He says "I won't be surprised if you put your last name on the back window." I told mom "No you'd be putting 'Bear's my bitch' on the window."

You know what? It's really hard typing without the index finger with the broken finger because I keep making mistakes, so I'll continue tomorrow because this is painful. Bye! LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*