Friday, January 30, 2004

Listening to: cliking
Current thoughts: I'm boreeddd.....
Mood: weird

I went to sleep early last night. 10 o clock is early for me. Though I have my little sister trying to say I was on the computer last night, when I wasn't. How could I have been, my keyboard clicking is loud enough and she would've heard the mouse clicking, she has super-sonic ears it seems.
Well anyways, I'm getting tired of trying to hint to Spenser I want him to go to Favorites, it's getting close, 1 week until the dance and I don't have a freaking date. I have Nicole telling me that Spenser likes me, which is totally bogus because no guy likes me, it's crazyness. She also has Kelly thinking this too. They both think that 'Smiles' likes me because everytime he passes by me he smiles really big and waves to me and then I end up smiling really big because I know that I had a crush on him last year. It's a freaking conspiracy! They're teaming up on me. The evil little monkey trolls (don't ask)are teaming up on me!
OK well anyways, I'm gonna go because Monica and Mike are scaring me, they're hugging and stuff (no kissing though) but STILL I get scared of mushy stuff, at least I think so. "LaterZ!"

*~*Nina*~*

Thursday, January 29, 2004

OH I almost forgot to add, Brand new trucks are a bitch. Mom's new truck, the door in the back, BROKE and made me late to school!
Current thoughts: Chris is mean....hehe
Mood: bored

Man, the past few days are a blur. Last night was the BEST concert I have ever been to, seeing as how I've only been to 4. I went to the Puddle of Mudd concert last night, and I ACTUALLY got to see the band singing because Bear picked me up on his shoulders. I saw my uncle there, getting all goggled over because he looks like Jack Osbourne. Some guy tried to get me to kiss him! DUDE that's sick.
Tuesday would have been my dad's birthday..Yeah. I got Duck Hunt and Mario Brothers! DAMN that dog that makes fun of me for missing a duck. I was so durned close to killing Jaws! But NOOOO the spear had to freaking miss him. Well anyways, I need to go, school's about to start, just thought I'd post. In the words of Joseph "LaterZ!"

*~*Nina*~*

Monday, January 26, 2004

Listening to: talking and talking and talk....
Current thoughts: DUDE....oh wait I forgot
Mood: bored

JAWS IS FREAKING P-O-ING ME OFF!!!! I had Jaws down to almost 10 power lines, and I was doing freaking good until damn baby jaws come in doubles after me and surround me and kill me!!! I Shall AVENGE.

Day 4: I'm at school, no caffeine, I'm not acting weird. But maybe people are looking at me weird. I wanted to break this vow yesterday, since we went to the movies. But then I found out, I could have Sprite!! It has no caffeine, and that stuff makes me burp as much as D.P. ever has. Now that I haven't had any caffeine like I said before, things are easier to addict to. I drink water in less than 5 minutes. This whole weekend I drank more than 2 qts. of grapefruit juice. CUP after CUP after CUP. It was crazy.

**To be Continued**

I had the weirdest dream last night, but only one thing stuck in my head. There were 2 people that I remembered most, Josh and David. Josh was the therapist and David was talking to him. He told Josh that I was stalking him....I'm NOT! What is my subconciousness trying to tell me??

People are staring at me I must cease for now. LaterZ.

*~*Nina*~*

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Listening to: Anthrax - I'm the Man
Current thoughts: grapefruit juice is almost gone....
Mood: hyper
New MY Word(s): warantee

Day 2: The grapefruit juice is almost gone....I've listened to all these songs more than 3 times it seems. I don't know what I'm going to drink at the movies....I always drink Dr. Pepper. I'm almost into the 700s on the Little-Gamers comics. There's only 700 of those comics....Must find another comic source. GAH! Stay tuned

Yeah, well I've been listening to music. Drinking grapefruit juice, reading comics....etc. There's not much to do without caffeine. Chris made me feel happy panda saying I'm fun to talk to. Well I shall go...BYE! LaterZ

*~*NiNa*~*

Friday, January 23, 2004

Listening to: Save Ferris - I'm Not Crying For You
Current thoughts: I'm bored
Mood: hyper
Comic(s): I don't cheat!, Pron remakes, Someone set up us teh bomb..
The comics that keep me sane, see see....

JD: I'm in love with Mary, I would do her hard
Me: *stares weird*
JD: DUDE you can hear me?!

He thought I couldn't hear because I had earphones on, but I didn't have a song on, what a dork.
Listening to: Reel Big Fish - Why Can't We Be Friends
Current thoughts: if I go through this vow what will I get?
Mood: hyper
New MY Word(s): shi-oh-wha-no he doesn't (only me and Nicole know this, we were talking about Spenser)

Today, I shall start my vow of NO coke (the drink, all colas u know like, orange soda, coke, dr pepper, all that crap)

Day 1: It's been....2 days of no coke, but today I'm officially starting, I've survived off pickle chips and Twister, it's good. But I fear of the day I run out of those chips because then I'll start going mad. Mom doesn't go to Sams only like once a month it seems. Last time I did this vow it was only 5 days, then I went into the country/ranchland, and I gave up because there was no water. I can't have chocolate either.....that's sad. I'll go crazy in 3 days tops i'm sure, I'll be posting later on, to tell how my vow is going of course to let you people know how I'm going. BYE!

There, my journal entry on my vow for the day. YES I'm vowing off coke, coffee, chocolate, all that good stuff. I've survived so far, let's see how long it'll take for Nina to go crazy. OH GOSH I'm going crazy, I'm talking in the 3rd person! NO!!! It's already happening!!!! *screams*

**To be continued**

*~*Nina*~*
Listening to: teachers talking, people talking, keyboards, NO MUSIC!
Current thoughts: Some song is circling its way around my head, I have no thoughts.
Mood: happy

So I hinted to him yesterday that I was going to Favorites. He doesn't know if he's going... But hey Chris I DID IT! So cheer for me, haha. Nicole thinks me and him are going to get together, it's the second day I've hung out with him during lunch. WHAT is it a rule you can't sit with a guy during lunch or something?? DARN I didn't get his watch again, oh whatever, I'll get it again, probably not today seeing as how it's a weekend and a guy can never go more than a day without his watch it seems, because they're always looking at their hand. It's so fun playing I WIN, though he's always saying he wins and I don't.

WELLLL I found out Marcus had a girlfriend last night which means Nicole can't hang all over him, even though I've never seen her at this school. I went to a play last night, "Little Shop of Horrors". YES Horrors, not WHORES, lol. It was OK for a musical, the people could sing good if you ask me. The characters were funny. And the plant, HILARIOUS. ONLY because I know something that only me and someone else know, and it's pretty funny/bad at the same time.

I'm going to be at my grandmother's house this weekend, soooo no updates until school starts I guess. But it's all good, it's fun...But this is the first weekend I've gone to her house without taking my little gerbil Pecan :(. I always take her when I go, but seeing as how I can't take a gerbil to school..I guess she'll just have to wait until Sunday.

LaterZ peeps, keep commenting and I'll write back Monday!

*~*Nina*~* (NOT Nin)

Thursday, January 22, 2004

Listening to: people talking
Current thoughts: CHRIS SMELLS!
Mood: bored
New MY Word(s): shi-cad-it

BOO everyone, yes Jordan, it sucks being grounded. LoL, well anyways I've gotten hooked on Jaws. It's stuck in my head 24/7. I have dreams about it, dreams that I'm shooting Jaws underwater in my sleep. It's an addicting NES game.

Good things about Jaws
1. It's fun
2. You can flick off the tv and cuss it out and you don't get in trouble (because your mom does the same thing)
3. Good 'bonding' time with mom.

Bad things about Jaws
1. You start having dreams about it.
2. It's addicting

Annoying things about Jaws
1. Your mom tries to 'teach' you how to play and really all she wants to do is PLAY!
2. You bump into 7 baby jaws without a big jaws, you get like 6 doubles of baby jaws, and NO bonus scene.
3. You bump into 3 or more baby jaws WHILE fighting big jaws.
4. You die when you have a scuba gear and you have jaws down by 7 power lines.

I have too much free time on my hands now that I have no phone, and no computer.

I am now OBLIGED to go to Favorites because my mom bought me a $100 dress. She only bought it because I am difficult to shop for in dresses because I hate all dresses. This was ok, for a PINK dress... But I want a date. and the one person I want to go with probably wouldn't even ask me to go. This sucks. I have to go dateless or not...HELP ME!

*~*Nina*~*

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Listening to: keyboards
Current thoughts: School's boring, but fun with friends
Mood: upbeat
New MY Word(s): addiction-in-ing (toma do it phoenetically)

School school school, finally I can update. I am so happy. I found a cooliest store. GAMESTOP! They sell the old NES games, it's so great! I got Tetris, and some weird stupid game that was...3 bucks. But oh well. I was playing almost all weekend. It's the next bestest thing to internet. I'm grounded for a long long long long LOOONNNGGGG time, phone and all. I love playing Jaws. BOOYEA though I haven't beaten him yet.... Anticipation is fun, guessing pictures and all. I want to get the other Zelda game that I don't have, it has some sword on it. I'd say that the OLD Zelda games are better than the new ones, not picture-wise and all, but seeing as it was the original and all. But then again, if I said it was better, I'd be getting some ass-whooping from some gamers *cough* Robert *cough*. Well I'm gonna go, laterZ people and keep writing!

*~*Nina*~*

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Listening to: Lillix - What I Like About You (on repeat)
Current thoughts: These comics are funny
Mood: amused
Comic(s): I'm your daddy bi0tch! , Dude that's nasty!

My daily supply of comics.
Listening to: Lower Class Brats - Rather be hated
Current thoughts: fun fun, really?
Mood: happy
New MY Word(s): Whore Moments (inside joke!)

Today was funny.

Nicole and me went to the ROTC compound, and Joel had taken his shirt off. Talk about a yummy bod.

Nicole: GOSH I just would love to hold his body. Talk about a yummy body. His wife is going to be REALLYYY happy. I can't help my hormones.

WELL I thought she said "I can't help my whore moments."

Nina: Did you just say "I can't help my whore moments?"
Nicole: HAHA NO, but they're like the same thing don't you think? OK instead of saying hormones, from now on it'll be 'Whore Moments'."

He has like the best muscles. I love pinching his sides, because he doesn't know if it hurts or if it tickles. So I'll keep doing it until he grabs my hands to stop.

Spenser, AHH, I love hugging him. Hehe, lol yea. He's so huggable. And he has my picture in his wallet on TOP of everything else, I feel so special :). Hehe. bye for now peoples!

*~*Nina*~*

Monday, January 12, 2004

Listening to: What I Really Meant to Say - Cyndi Thompson
Current thoughts: *sings along*
Mood: sad.....no, wait that's the song
New MY Word(s): raggly
Comic(s): "#1 Fan" , You're my bitch now! , PSX try and 'sexx0r' NES , BLACKMAIL!
I'm bored.....that is all, thought you should know.
Listening to: Good Charlotte - the Innocent
Current thoughts: Borrrriinnngggg
Mood: bored

I feel like doing a quiz:

Last time you...
Had a nightmare: days ago
Said "I love you" and meant it: if it means family...yea today
Ate at McDonald's: when I was out of town
Dyed your hair: 2 months (highlights)
Brushed your hair: 30 minutes ago
Washed your hair: just 30 minutes ago
Checked your e-mail: days forever ago
Cried: 2 days ago
Called someone: a few days ago
Smiled: today
Laughed: today
Talked to an ex: uhh...1

Do you...
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: nope
Have sex?: no..
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yup
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yea
Play an instrument?: piano?
Believe there is life on other planets?: not in this solar system
Remember your first love?: not really...
Still love him/her?: don't think so
Read the newspaper?: every once in a full moon
Have any straight friends?: lots
Consider love a mistake?: sometimes
Like the taste of alcohol?: nope
Go to church?: holidays count?
Have any secrets?: so many to make your head spin
Have any pets?: a cat, 2 turtles, 1 gerbil
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: sometimes, depends, well...not really, only people I meat through friends.
Wear hats?: my favorite hat
Have any piercings?: ears, and belly button
Have any tattoos?: nope and never will
Hate yourself?: sometimes when I'm put down
Have an obsession?: not at the current moment
Have a secret crush?: i've got...2 I think, maybe another, my mind's a vast and confusing place up there
Collect anything?: turtles
Have a best friend?: yea
Like your handwriting?: HELL NO!
Have any bad habits?: biting the cuticles
Care about your looks?: don't wanna be judged by looks, can't look like bad, but I always do...
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: nope doesn't matter most of the time, now if the guy had a mullet....lol
Friends and other people?: not really
Believe in witches?: nah
Believe in Satan?: is there really?
Believe in ghosts?: heck yea

Current...
Dress: spaghetti strap shirt, capris
Mood: bored
Music: Further Seems Forever - Say it ain't so
Taste: spanish rice
Hair: wet and raggly
Annoyance: sister annoys me
Smell: shampoo/conditioner
Thought: someone better call me
Book: Diablo : Legacy of Blood
Fingernail color: chipped purple
Refreshment: none
Worry: nobody would want to talk to me
Crush: rootbeer and...peppermint!! (yes, nicknames, so no one can figure them out but me!
Favorite celebrity: don't have a fav, I just like watching them all make a fool of themselves

Last person...
You touched: Adam falling on me
You talked to: Nicole
You hugged: that's a hard one...nobody hugged me today. or yesterday...or anytime lately...I feel abandoned
You instant messaged: ROBERT!!!
You yelled at: the dog
Who broke your heart: Frank
Kissed: haven't been kissed in a longggg time

Who do you want to...
Kill: if I said then I'd have to kill you
Slap: myself
Tickle: hmm....(a) (msn face)
Talk to: someone :P
Kiss: none of your business
Have sex with [make love to]: and I'd share that BECAUSE?....

damn taht was long
Current thoughts: School's over, I'm home!
Mood: happy

Haha I can't say "Ice Rays" first time I said it I said "Ice Raids" the second time I said "Ice Age". Such crazyness. I had fun at school, for once, well...I always have fun with my friends. Adam fell on top of me! I did it on purpose, because he put his arms around my neck so I fell over and he fell on top of me and I fell on the floor. When we're with Adam it's fun time all the time it seems. Well I'll type in later when I can think of what else happened today.

Sunday, January 11, 2004

Listening to: Malcom in the Middle
Current thoughts: I feel like the world is spinning
Mood: dizzy

I had fun at the mall, I played at the arcade. I dragged Robert into Limited Too, good thing he's confident with his sexuality. Then I dragged him to all the stores that had belly button rings. After that, we went to the movies. We saw Lord of the Rings, it was kewl, I actually understood this one, I only saw the first one, and I didn't understand ONE single freaking thing about it. But gosh, before the movie ended, I got 'Knock-me-over' cramps. I swear, I wanted to cry. But I didn't want to worry Robert so I just held it in. And now that I've taken medicine that makes me drowsy, and not even having any sleep whatsoever last night because of the all-nighter on the phone, it makes you feel dizzy and you have to just sit and not walk. I feel so bad. I'm so happy because I got Legacy of Blood! I'm gonna start reading it before I go to bed. Well I'm gonna go because I'm tired of looking at the screen, or I'm going to fall out of the chair unconcious.
Current thoughts: "The More People I Meet, The More I Like My Dog"
Mood: thoughts describe it

I don't know what I feel, I'm bored, and bored, and....I get to go to the mall in like an hour! WHOOPEE!!!!
Listening to: 7th Heaven
Current thoughts: I'm bored
Mood: amused

You know, it's funny when you're pulling an all nighter, and you're past the point of insanity. You start saying things you don't know what you're saying. I was talking on the phone, and I was half asleep, or half dazed. We were talking about something, I don't exactly recall but I remember shocking myself when I said "Well you better lock those boobs up" Now that freaked me out.

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Listening to: Good Charlotte - Day That I Die
Current thoughts: I am Lord Siegfried Gunford Aern Damaske von Callan
Cats can't be afraid of mice!
It's not possible, my mom doesn't want me to kill myself?!
Mood: amused
Listening to: Weebl and Bob
Current thoughts: Do you like yams??
Mood: amazingly weird

I want to find a place to make an album!! If you or anyone you know knows a site with a album ability or w/e, TELL ME!!
Listening to: Greenday - Poprocks and Coke
Current thoughts: HSN sellers try too hard to tell their products
Mood: annoyed...and just glad cuz I got enough sleep for once this WEEK
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): No. 5- Advice to you people who sell products on tv, don't praise the product you're selling so much. We all know that you used the product, and you didn't like it. You had to use it against your will. You're thinking "Damn if I have to put another durned face cleaner/scrub/mask on my face I'll quit this job", when you know you love the tv watchers watching you talk talk talk. And it gets to a point that if you keep on praising that product, nobody wants to believe it.

That pretty much explains my day so far, I woke up at 1:30 in the afternoon. Finally getting more than 10 hours of much needed sleep, seeing as I made an all-nighter on Thursday night leading to Friday. I lost myself in a game of Tetris for at least 30 minutes.

I was then watching HSN, my mom likes watching it, and I can't get mad at her for it. I got a camera off there, it's not all that great, but a small camera at least gets me attention. They were doing some Insta-Tox face cleaner, serum, creams, ETC. and they were just praising and saying how good it is. But one thing they forgot to say. It's TEMPORARY! I should know, mom got that stuff. She likes it, but it's temporary, and I think it's a waste of money buying that kit for 70 bucks! I'd just go to the store, and buy my favorite mint mask that works great on my face for under 5 bucks. Come on people, get a life! You gonna believe some people, pretty sometimes, just to get a product that supposedly works when they're only doing they're job and saying good things about it just to sell it??

OK know what? I'm just tired of it today, I'll post later when I'm in a better mood I guess...LaterZ

Friday, January 09, 2004

Listening to: They Might Be Giants - The song of the 50 states
Current thoughts: boobah's addicting and annoying
Mood: hooplah boobah

Boobah is addicting and annoying, and it's as scary, if not scarier, than those teletubbies....
Listening to: Everyone Else - Cereal
Current thoughts: runny nose sucks buttmonkey
Mood: ditto

I feel so 'loved'. LOTS of people, well many, wanted my picture! Spencer wanted it and I gave him one, Laura, April wanted both, Kelly, Nicole still hasn't gotten hers, Joel got it, Cassandra, and I forgot who else. GOSH Nicole has got a bad bad BAD mind. Hehe. Because I was wondering why Joel would want my picture. Nicole goes "I know I know, *devilish grin*" so I told her "You better not be thinking what I'm thinking, are you thinking what I'm thinking?" Nicole - "I think so, probably, maybe even worse though." So during lunch she decides to tell Kelly "Kelly why do you think Joel would want Nina's picture? You know that song with the words 'All I Need Is Your Picture?' " Kelly - "Yeah, why?" Nicole - "Because I think that's why Joel wants it. To YOU know you know *laughs* " Kelly laughed too. I got it and stomped off going "EW EW EW EW! You're WRONG! You're just sick, yucky!" Hehe, then I went and sat down, w/ Adam, Kelly, girl I don't know, and Nicole and I stole food! yup :)
Listening to: Gavin Degraw - Chemical Party
Current thoughts: I hate allergies
Mood: stuffy
New MY Word(s): buttnut, anonymouse, insympathetic, undressed out

Today during gym we were bored as usual, and Dustin saw my shirt "Boyfriends make nice pets", along w/ some other guy who I'm still not sure what his name is. Here it is:

Boy- See, no, boys can't be the pet. It's the girl who's supposed to be the pet. She's gotta take care of the guy, she's gotta cook his food, do his laundry--
Me- Man I'd be like "B*tch make your own dinner!"
Monica- HAHA good one Nina, good job. *laughs*
Boy- If a girl told me tha I'd be getting a divorce from her.
Me- Then I'd just say "B*tch you sleep on the couch"
Boy- No because I would just kick your @ss out the house, I bought it, you don't own it!

Boy wasn't that a nice conversation? hehe
Listening to: Ashlee Simpson - Just Let Me Cry
Current thoughts: These flip-top calculators help me relax, and popping the bubble wrap crap does too. Why do I want things I can't have?
Mood: sad/happy/relaxed I don't know, if you know what kind of mood that is, why don't you inform me on it!?

Alex & Emma was the most confusing movie there is. What was the point? I mean, it was a good movie all in all, but the fact that it was about a guy telling his life story for a book, w/ characters based in real life, only to save his own @ss from getting killed by a group of guys he couldn't pay back for gambling, was kind of stupid. I mean, for crying out loud, he falls in love w/ the stenographer!? How ironic is that? I mean, he's supposed to be professional about this whole telling the story to her, and near the end he almost screws it up by getting interested in her. Of course, hate to spoil the ending, but he does get the money to the Cuban Mafia and he does end up getting BACK w/ Emma (the stenographer) only after she finds out there was a 'Polina' and dumps him for lying. Why do love stories work out in the end in movies? That's not how it freakin' happens in real life. It makes you wish, that you'll fall in love w/ the love of your life after only meeting them once and then you'll be happily ever after in love w/ that person living the fairy-tale life. What a bunch of bull-cr@p.

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Listening to: Blue October - Razorblade
Current thoughts: Water....MmMmM
Mood: tired
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): No. 4 - Don't wear shirts w/ sayings that insult, teachers remember, and they think you're mean. Example: "Don't speak unless spoken to." My World History teacher thinks I'm mean, and that I have lots of boyfriends since I walk w/ lots of guy friends.

Today, in World History Class-

Teacher- I need to talk to you after class just like the other guy.
Girl- Ahhh...
Teacher- Why are you saying 'Ahh' when you don't even know what I might say to you. I could be giving you candy. *opens desk drawer, takes out a candy* See I could be giving you candy. *grabs candy, throws it in desk, and closes the drawer* But it's MY candy you can't have it, stay away from my desk!

Same teacher, different student-

Girl- Can I go to the restroom?
Teacher- Sure, what class are you in?
Girl- This class.
Teacher- Well of course I know you're in this class, why wouldn't you be if you were in here. I mean what grade are you in, senior, junior, sophmore?
Girl- Junior
Teacher- Okay that's what I wanted to know, you can go. *girl leaves* Gosh what a smart girl, well of course she's in this class. I could just smack her upside the head. If I had wanted to know that she was in my class I'd ask her what class she had for this period.

It's fun having a teacher who insults students. Then of course he thinks I'm the meanest girl in his class, for pinching Dustin and hitting him. Plus the shirts I wear "Smile, it confuses people" "I'm just one big f#&@$ing ray of sunshine aren't I?" And many other shirts, plus I got some new ones for Christmas. OH JOY!

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

Listening to: Mark and his cousin sing on the phone...
Current thoughts: why do guys try to cheer up people so much
Mood: amused

OK so mark admitted it was his uncle who prank called me, it was matthew who was 'aaron'. Now those 2 are trying to make me happy again by singing songs....
Listening to: gay kidzbop crap
Current thoughts: DUDE they should've just let this music stay the way it was!
Mood: p-o-ed

DIE THE MAKERS OF KID'Z BOP!! U made the music GAY GAY GAY!
Listening to: Letters to Cleo - I want you to want me
Current thoughts: How could Diablo 2 get so boring so fast?? Usually it takes WEEKS!
Mood: happy

My snow took 1 FREAKIN MONTH to turn into snow!? DURN the makers of Sno-Wonder!!! It even grew mold in it, MOLD! How can I play w/ moldy-freakin-snow!? Now I can't eat the snow...OHHH the agony!
Listening to: nada
Current thoughts: What was I thinking Diablo didn't connect anymore? DUDE it's freakin awesome!
Mood: happy
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): No. 3 - Don't go outside in 50 degree weather w/ a spaghetti strap shirt.

I was listening to the radio and the guy was saying "There was this guy that had a tattoo on his leg that said 'I Love Women'. This guy had to get a bipass and when he did, they had to cut out a vein out of the leg that had I Love Women on it. So when they sewed it back up they cut off 'wo' on it so now the tattoo says 'I love men'. Let's just hope he has to get some ot her kind of surgery and they can take off the 'n' on it or something so it would say 'I Love Me' because that is really embarassing." This I found amusing.

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

Listening to: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Around the World
Current thoughts: Whatever's being transferred from the phone to my ear
Mood: Happy now that a friend called me!

ImOkWithThat44: now for the stupid question of the week
ImOkWithThat44: Your 15, right?
hotwheeltreasure: yup lol

Hehehe YES People I AM 15! not 12, to all u little people from the car races who think I'm 12 and asking me out.
Listening to: Save Ferris - Mistaken
Current thoughts: I hate you (talking to the game)
Mood: aggravated

I hate this game. It's P-$$ing me off. Dragon Warrior Monsters 2 Cobi's Journey. I have 1 more freakin area to get to and I can't do it! I've searched for a map, and cheats, and a finity other things but NO I can't do it. I'm gonna throw it in the trash! Well...not really cuz it's the only game that I can stand and stay SANE w/. I played Super Mario Bros. for hours last week before New Years..beat like 7 worlds in 1 day, I can't even do that on the regular nintendo, my hand got cramped up from playing so much. Tetris Worlds is annoying...I've lost it playing that game. REALLY lost it. I had dreams about little blocks dropping, and sticking, and fusion-ing and stuff. I can't even get hooked to Diablo 2 like I used to...something's up.
Listening to: Reel Big Fish - Everything Sucks
Current thoughts: What's the use for a belly button ring when you can't put it in your belly button yet?
Mood: idle

We got my new belly button ring in today. A frog w/ a crystal ball at the bottom that has colors, kinda remind me of the earrings I had that broke but yeah. I can't really change my belly button ring until another month or so. That sucks. And we're supposed to be getting ANOTHER belly button ring in a few days. It'll be belly button ring mania.
I need to learn how to not stay up til 6 in the morning on the phone, it's been like this for the past few week(s)..not sure. At least since before New Years day. Well LaterZ people!

Sunday, January 04, 2004

Listening to: Mom talking on the phone
Current thoughts: I'm bad
Mood: amused
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): No. 2 - Don't talk bad about people, even if they are DEAD.

Yesterday me and a few family members went to a restaurant, I was craving spaghetti. Earlier that day we had gone to a memorial service, and there was what seemed a 20-30 year old picture of my aunt. My mom and grandmother and my uncle were saying some stuff about her and everything, and I chimed in "Well yeah that was a picture whenever she didn't seem to have a double chin" and everyone bursted out laughing their heads off, I nearly cried. I couldn't help it, the picture they had of her didn't even look like my aunt, it was tempting, and slipped out of my mouth.