Chris smells. And he better call me because I'll be mad. Sean smells like butt. I got a pickle :D. Hehe I don't know what to talk about because EVERYONE is watching me so I'll write on monday. BYE!

I feel so geeky today! I'm not wearing my usual kind of shirt. My hair became the way I didn't want it, it's k, but I wanted to do it like last time. But...it as kinda my idea to do the cap anyways, so it's part to blame on my half. We have the stupid state test for the next 3 freaking days. NOOOO...yeah. My cat woke me up at 3 this morning. I was about to kill her so I just threw her butt outside. I mouthed off to that one girl who talks smack about me. Wasn't much but it was something. I'm hoping to do more to piss her off because I'm not going to be nice to her anymore. K...well I'm gonna go because I can't seem to quit complaining about stuff....LaterZ!

Listening to: people talking and talking
Current thoughts: *blank*
Mood: bored

OK, having a cat with kittens is just like having a baby. The cat insists on going outside (waking me up) at all odd hours of the night. She got me so p-oed on Friday night because she woke me up at 1 o clock in the morning, and wouldn't quit roaming around my room. So I locked her in my mom's bathroom while I was watching tv. After she wouldn't quit banging herself against the door I opened it to find one of her kittens on the floor. The other in the box of course. She ran out of the bathroom for a few seconds then grabbed the kitten that was on the floor (looking like she was killing it or at least going to eat it), and carried it into the hallway. My door wasn't open so she set the kitten on the floor. I opened the door and she grabbed the kitten and took it and dropped it right onto my bed. I took it by then that she wanted to keep the kittens in my room. She wakes me up at 5 in the morning wanting to go outside to eat. I got mad at this point but didn't say anything, so I took her outside and brought her inside right afterwards. She wakes me up 30 minutes later and wants to go outside again. I got really mad by now and so I locked her in the bathroom again, this time putting stuff up against the door hoping that'll stall her from banging herself. I woke up at 7 and went to check on her as my first instinct. I found to my surprise that the stuff that i put against the door were gone. I opened the door and found one of the kittens on the floor, and the other kitten MISSING. Of course the cat couldn't understand what I was saying when I was yelling at her asking her where the kitten was. So I turned around and saw something black against the rocking chair. It turned out to be the kitten, asleep. When I grabbed this kitten Pewter (mother cat) grabbed the other kitten and took it back into my room. Now I have a family of kittens in my room, and with a cat who refuses to get them out of it. We took the kittens outside, she just carried them right back to the door to bring them inside, having the kittens outside ticked her off. I guess I'll have to deal with being woken up at 4-5 o clock in the morning....GOSH

Man if only Dustin could read this. We were talking the other day about me having dreams about EVERYONE else, except for someone. He of course guessed who it was on the first try. Well...I jinxed it and had a dream about this one person. GRR! He only played a small role which was walking right in front of me, but dude, I didn't want him in my dream! Guess that's what I get for jinxing myself. *sigh*

Well Chris, I know you won't get this by the time you get to school so I guess I'll see you during the day. You should call more often, AND you need to bring the notebook to school so we can make a trade. NOW that I wrote it on here, you can get reminded. LaterZ!

Haha Mark said I better quit procrastinating. NEVER!!! :D Yeah, that's me the procrastinator.

Yeahhhhhh....boring. LoL Chris Smells!

How can I be mad or sad on a day like this? I was worried last night of course, and was afraid something bad happened to my cat. This morning I went outside, and there she was climbing out from behind this board. I saw something moving but couldn't see what it was, and lifted the board. And to my surprise, I saw 2 kittens. They're so kute! I took some pics of them and I'll DL them as soon as I can but I don't think I'll continue my ranting, besides that girl was the only girl I was venting my mind out on. LaterZ cuz I need to do my research.

I'm really tired of some people talking their shit and acting like they're all that. (this is for at least 2 people in pe). There's this one girl in my fclass who acts nice to CERTAIN people, of course I'm not one of them, but why should I care? I'm not asking her to like me. Here's how it goes, this one girl is always talking smack about me, I've never given her reason. She says I'm stingy. Dude, she's never really ever asked me for much to say I'm stingy. Out of all the times I've brought cinnamon rolls to class I can say she'sls only really only asked me for some maybe 2 or 3 times, not more than that. In all those times she asked me I can honestly say I said no once. That one time I had a reason because I hadn't eaten for a day and a half and was starving and not reaedy to give any food out to anyone. That same day she asked me for a quarter. I said no which was the truth, but I had a dollar. Now...that 's not the shape of a quaerter but when I came back tto class with food she looked pissed. Any other times I had food I would have been nice enough to fork some over if she asked, she never did of course. The other day I was eating Twang, in case you dont' know what that is it's pickle or lime flavored salt, kind of like lucas, but better. She aksed me if I could put some on her hot cheetso . You see if it was had been Lucas I'd have gladly put some in the bagf, but I can barely get twang unless I'm with my cousin because my mom won't let me buy it. I hesitated, then put a tiny bit. Iheard her telling Aaron that I was "fuckin' pinche" and all this other stuff. Yesterday she asked me for a quarter. I had one but wasn't about to give her one because I was tired of putting up a nice front like I never hear the crap she says about me. She's also said on numerous occasions that I was annoying. Who gives? I'm not trying to please her. She says I'm fucking stingy and I never give her shit. I wouldn't be talking because she's never offered me any of her hot cheetos, like I'd want them anyways, I hate them. But if she thinks I'm about to offer her my stuff she's got another thing coming for her.

I'll continue tomorrow, I dont' have anymore time BYE!

Haha, ok, so yeah, I hiccuped like last week and I couldn't quit. That was funny. Well yeah, boring, but funny. Someone must not really have a life to find that kind of stuff funny. I really need to redye my hair, the red is gone. People are scaring me, and I'm scaring myself. Nah I'm just really happy to start posting again. Easter smelled, but I got money and bought Bawls. So old news. Joseph got my pics, and said he showed all his friends. Gotta go again, bYE!

K so I haven't updated my "J" lately. Yeah...the school won't let me VIEW it, I can update it but not view it. That really sucks. Chris thinks I've dressed up today since I wore earrings. NO. And I've started reading those mangas, they're kool, and no Mark I don't need help. I learned that my mom really can make me do things I don't wanna do, like pluck my freaking toes! Yeah...embarassment majorly. My cat should pop anyday soon, hoping she has lots of kitties so I can have lots of fun. OH, I can't check who writes on my "J" so....don't comment, if u do...Chris will have to tell me lol. I'll TRY And find a way to check out my "J". Well kkkkk....bye

OK Chris, I finally decided to update my "J" as you call it. I haven't been in the mood, or haven't had time. Let's see...I got glasses, and the car races got rained out. Yeah, it's boring as usual. ROMCO races are this weekend and I doubt I can go. K well I'm going to go becasue I don't know what to talk about...yeah it's that boring. LateRZ

Now I know why I don't wear bright colors. It makes me look sick. My friend Chris (other Chris) even said it was true.

So the other day we're driving to my mom's friend's house and we pass by this street called Horne, my sister was saying all the street names and instead of calling the street "Horn" she called it "Horny". I found this hilarious. Yeah...something so boring could be so funny.

I felt my cat's stomach the other day. She's pregnant. It was cool because I actually felt her kittens kick. I also took my two gerbils to my neighbor's house. I thought the dog Honey was going to want to eat my gerbils because I put my gerbils on the couch with her and at first she was like "Get the fuck away from me" but when both the gerbils went up to her nose and touched it she got interested. She started putting her paws on their back and started licking them like they were her own puppies. It was the cutest thing. I'm not going to try that with my cat of course, she'll eat them on site I know her all tooooo well.

Yesterday during lunch I made fun of my friend Nicole (as always) and said that she was going to work at Hooters and wear a waterbra. Then me and Kelly started talking about pudding-filled waterballoons. I got the idea from that movie Now and Then. I started telling Kelly "Yeah, I'm going to come to school with pudding filled waterballoons and then people will ask me if I got breast implants." I turned around and asked Robert if a girl he liked were to stuff her bra what would he rather her stuff it with, jello or pudding? He said jello, then he goes "Hey I saw that in a movie before! The girl stuffed her bra with pudding or whatever" I guess I shouldn't tell a guy who knows why I'm asking that question.

Well...I have been slacking off lately, but I'm going to have to slack off more because it's Easter Break, as is everyone else's probably. But at least other people get to use their computers. I feel sorry for my friend Joseph because they've taken his Spring Break away. His break started today and it's Easter Break, but it's also his spring break. Yeah....K, well LaterZ! Chris, you need to call me and invite me to the park. LoL

here's my friend ashley's live journal, i can't get this to work so i'll do it later, Ashley's LiveJournal

Saturday I made a complete and total fool of myself. I went to my friend Catherine's birthday party and we went to the pool hall and everyone else was playing pool. I decided to go ahead and try and I missed the white ball the first time. And then they made me do it again and I missed it again, both times hitting another ball into the hole. I got so mad I ran to the chair I was sitting at before and started crying. Over something so STUPID. Yeah...that was the highlight of my day. Well actually no, while I was in the bathroom at home I hit a fly with a brush, that kept me occupied for 5 minutes straight, trying to hit the fly with the brush. Yeahh......bored me. K well This was fast, gotta go cuz the bell's gonna ring in like a minute. LaterZ

I need a massage so bad. I've worked out the last 2 days and I'm in the worst kind of pain. I can't find my bed buddy and my mom threw away alll the long socks, which is BAD because now I can't make a home-made bed buddy to heat up and put on my muscles. Chris, I tried to call you! TWICE! BUT NO ONE ANSWERS!? Gah. I've gotten hooked on Friends, and I've even learned some phrases.

When someone says "I think we should see other people" means "Haha I'm already seeing someone"
"we should do this again sometime" means "You'll never see me naked again"
Then there's the usual "It's not you" means "It's is you"

Well I'm sore and don't want to type, Chris....uhh..I'll try and call you this weekend IF I can. And you better ANSWER! LaterZ

Ok...so that last post was a little opinionated and long, didn't mean to I'm sorry, normal posts will reside tomorrow, I'm still not feeling good and so that went all to my head.

I feel all happy happy. You know why? Because I did my hair! Oh yeah...I know I sound like one of those girls who dye their hair like every month. I'm not LIKE that, it just so happens the last few months I haven't been so satisified with my hair. I did red highlights, and the compliments I'm getting make me feel SO great. My mom didn't like the idea of doing my hair, she was all for doing the color and all, but she didn't want to DO it herself. She wanted it professionally done but if I did that then it would be like over a hundred bucks the first time and about 60 bucks for touchups. Better to just get the stuff you can get at the grocery story for 10 bucks and get it over with. I didn't think I was going to like the results, but actually, I DO! Of course if my hair is down nobody can see it, but when it's pulled back people can see it. I love my hair, but not in that overly-obsessive way. And if I get in trouble I'll get mad because think about it, there are girls here who have green in their hair, and do they get in trouble?? I think not. But then I saw a girl with the same highlights as me, except more noticeable and she had to REDYE her hair so it was brown. And then there's this other girl who has the same highlights and she has yet to get in trouble. There's something really wrong with this school's system of discipline. They think "Oh that hair's going to be distracting, better take that person in." When think about it, it's only going to be distracting for a day. And if the attention lasts for over a day it's only for the people who didn't see it the first time around. Example, I did my hair a new way last week and Nicole noticed, I did it again this week and she didn't make that much of a big deal on it. So therefore, attention won't be spent on the hairstyle. Who's going to be STARING at the hair, what, they want to fail? Nah I think these teachers and school officials just want drones of themselves. Disciplined (not), responsible (rarely probably), and quiet (when they yell at the students is that quiet??).

You know the cold has gone to your head when you mix words up.
ME: I not feel very good.
Yeahh... That's what I said to Nicole this morning.

So I went to go see Dawn of the Dead this weekend, while getting a NEW pair of pants a different color than the ones I already had because the OTHER pair was the same pair as Monica. If I get a different color she won't think I'm copying her. Dawn of the Dead was one of the weirdest movies. Well not weirdest, but very weird. It has a cool soundtrack only because one of the songs on it I liked because it was like that one song by Disturbed called Down with the Sickness. Either Disturbed copied someone, or someone copied Disturbed to go along with the movie. I shall ponder on this. Having to take my little 8 year old cousin everywhere too wasn't very fun. First of all my sister got along with him. They both worked on my nerves. Then my mom's friend came to Bay City also with HIS 8 year old son. Remember what I said about a week ago about 8 year olds being the scum of the earth?? I'm still thinking that. I don't remember what age I met Toma at, but he was very mature for his age, wait a minute, he's only a year younger than me. But then again he's 2 years younger than me in grade levels.

Yeah...so I'm getting glasses again. I don't mind, I really wanted the last pair I had, but I lost them. Mom wasn't very happy about that. But now I'm probably going to be made fun of again by David and.....well other people, I don't remember who but other people. Brandon, if we were still talking, would probably say I was sexy. He's a dork, of course he is, he's the ORIGINAL person who put the dork in dork. Well in my book he's the only true dork.

Nina: My lipgloss tastes so good it tastes like boogers.

NOW that was a major slipup, one that Mark wouldn't let me go on yesterday. I meant to say 'big red' and Nicole STILL wonders where I got the boogers from. Of course that slipup wasn't as bad as me telling Mark "I'm not a girl". My slipups lately have been becoming weirder and weirder.

Nina: Oh look it's person
Nicole: Who's that?
Nina: There's Tom and there's Andy. (I couldn't remember the names that I actually said but I know I pointed at Michael and some other boy, bear with me, I forgot my notebook I wrote names down in)
Nicole: And who am I?
Nina: Uhh....weirdo?

That wasn't all funny...but I found I should put something in this thing.
So I let my emotions get to me yesterday, and I don't know why I let such a thing happen. I guess I was tired of this one girl who keeps on looking at me like I'm some stupid sophmore. Ever since I started sitting with Spenser and Robert at their table this girl keeps on looking at me...I don't know how to explain the looks, just not nice looks. And yesterday it just so happened that Nicole's friends (and some mine) decided to ALL sit with us. Well that girl came to sit down at the table next to us and saw everyone and looked at me like it was all my fault. I got so mad I was like "You know what, fuck this I'm leaving this is just getting out of hand" (of course not in front of the girl because she had left to go get her BOYFRIEND his lunch). I went outside, still all mad trying to find another friend to sit with and found my friend Adam. But then I was still mad throughout the rest of the day and when I got to P.E. Monica asked me what was wrong, so I told her but got all emotional. I hate when that happens when I'm SO mad I just get...yeah you get the point. Well I should've just taken Chris's advice, he told me just to ignore her. I told Robert about it last night and he told me to just ignore it too...not to show my emotions because if I do she'll think she was winning. MAN I hate when my friends are right. :@ (msn face for mad)>:o (and I don't know about that face, but it looks cool, I think it's AIM). OH and when we were outside, Kirby decides to show me pictures (I didn't want to see) of his niece and stuff, and he stood in front of Alex. I took Alex's shoes and walked off showing how big of the shoes they were that made me look like a clown with them. I came back and saw a condom on the ground I go "Alex...*point*" and he goes "Hey Kirby, is that your condom?". Kirby bends down and picked it up and just laughed kinda nervously. I cried laughing so hard on Alex's shoulder and Alex goes "Dude that thing expired a month ago, I saw the date when it was on the ground". Well it just so happens that Kirby is bi, so when Alex says that "Yeah he uses it for protection" I go "From guys. No wonder he's not allowed at Franki's anymore. They broke his bed from having sex." Nicole started crying because SHE was laughing so hard after what I had the nerve to say.

Adela was all telling me why didn't I tell her hi at the Papa Roach concert. I made up an excuse like "OH well I saw other people at the concert and thought 'maybe she was waving to someone else'." She didn't believe it she goes "DUDE we were all waving at you there wasn't anyone in between us." That concert was okay....I think Puddle of Mudd was better, but then at this concert it was cool because the lead singer in Papa Roach let 2 little kids on stage and let them dance or whatever on the stage while he was singing a song. That's the first concert I've seen a singer do that for little kids. It's kinda funny, guys and girls were hitting on my uncle, lots of drunk people. There was this girl, who I swear, was STUPID and she wouldn't quit jumping up and down and everytime she would she'd land on my foot. Then J.D. decided "I'm gonna grab her butt" And he DID. She stopped for a little and then started again and he grabbed her butt again. I saw all this happening and just started laughing.

I know this was kinda long and boring but I just had to write something. LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: two friends talk about ORLANDO Bloom GRR
Mood: bored

Dude, Spring Break, no computer, no blog. AHH. Well yeah, so I learned during this little break...
1. Listen to friends when they tell you not to do something, they're trying to keep you from doing something REALLY stupid.
2. Taboo is really fun, especially when the boy on your team has the same train of thought as you.
Nina: Baby Back-
Alex: Ribs

I went to Fiesta Texas AGAIN. I had fun, except for the fact that WHOLE day I lived off of Chili Cheese stuff. I had chili cheese nachos, then I had chili cheese fries. After I ate the fries I decided to do what Shawn and Armando told me NOT to do. Ride the Scream after I ate, they said I would throw up for sure. So I rode it, and I was okay afterwards, except little by little I started feeling more and more sicker. I got to the apartment and called Joseph after I took a bath, I felt like a piece of lead I didn't want to move. I had that feeling like I was really tired and still couldn't go to sleep.
I also went to Sea World, it was kool I guess. I didn't get soaked by Shamu, though my sister did, and her little friend Joe (an annoying little boy). I rode the Great White like...twice. I'm going to kill my uncle because he's a big CHICKEN!

When we got back from out of town, I decided "I'm going to go buy a gerbil with the money that Rudy gave me." I walked to the petstore and looked at their smalllllll assortment of gerbils and mice they had. I found these cute little Teddy Bear Gerbils and I was like I didn't want to just buy one, so I bought two. I got home and mom wasn't very happy about it, but there was nothing she could do, the store closed RIGHT after I left. I've been trying to play with them since I got them and they're freaking little mother F-ers. I swear, one is a total antisocial b**** and the other is like all JUMPY and gets on my arm when I don't want to hold it. The stupid anti-social one bit me yesterday and made me bleed, and I would've been okay with it if it hadn't had bled so much. I bled so much I opened the screen door and there was blood on the handle. OKAY so it wasn't ALOT, but it didn't quit bleeding after 5 minutes. Even after 2 cubes of ice. I put a steri-strip (at-home stitching thingy), and I was typing names of songs to download, and I looked and my finger was bleeding again. I swear that gerbil will 'mysteriously' end up in the cat's food bowl one of these days.

I felt sooooo alive last Friday. I got to go to the car races! My friend Robert took me. Kevin, that one boy I liked from there, was a big MEANIE. I asked my friend Laurna for chili cheese nachos and Kevin goes "I don't think I want to make her anything". I was totally ignoring him, acting like he wasn't there, and he had to RUIN IT! It was a monster truck race, and it was all good because I hadn't been to one. Hopefully Robert's off next Friday so he can take me again. It was the best I had ever felt, I just feel like myself when I'm there, I don't have to put on an image or anything, not that I do, but I feel more...open there I guess?

*~*Nina*~*

Current thoughts: The ducks are scaring me, they're going to eat me.
Mood: cheery...
New MY Word(s): poppycock (name of some almond snack in the store, I found that word amusing)

My mom bought me this leg pilate/toner thing so Wednesday night I decided to use it. I was on a roll but then it repositioned itself and popped out from my legs and hit the wall. I started laughing because mom goes "What, next time I go into the bathroom the mirror will be broken and what will your excuse be? 'It was the pilate toner ring thingy'?". Let's just say I haven't taken my chances in trying to use that thing again.

Last night was like "Let's all call Nina night". It was funny enough as it was because I was thinking about Joseph earlier that day complaining to my friend Kelly that he hadn't called me like he said he was, and telling Nicole that Joseph was way cooler than Johnathon. Well we got out of Target and my mom hands me the cell phone and it had "Joseph C" on it. I thought it was a missed call so I go "Oh yay he called?". I saw that it had seconds counting down and I was like "Oh smack, *put the phone to ear* hello??". It was so funny because he heard me say that so when I got on the phone he goes "What was all that about??". So we talked all the way home, and around 8:40 the phone rings at the house. My mom answers it, and goes "Nina it's Frank". So I have the cell phone on one ear and the phone on the other, talking to Frank (ex boyfriend) and listening to Joseph do his little "tiger rawr" thing. Everytime he would rawr I would laugh so Frank thought I was laughing at him. He said that I looked scary in my picture, but I need to send him the new one of me because I cut my hair and whatnot.

Our plans to go to Astroworld this weekend were a bomb. My grandmother has to work this weekend, that's what stinks about her not-so-new job. She always has to work on Saturdays, checking on the construction sites and stuff. So anyways, I'm hoping we can go somewhere else. It's Springbreak coming up for crying out loud. We are going back to Fiesta Texas Monday, fun fun. Maybe we can steal some more balls. *angel face*

LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: people
Current thoughts: I'm huunnnggryyy
Mood: bored

I don't think it's a very good idea to be singing "I want your girlfriend to be my girlfriend" in the bathtub when you're a girl. I was singing that song last night because it was on the cd, my mom probably thought I was weird or something, even though she already thinks that, but ANYWAYS.

K well I'm gonna go because I really don't want to look at a computer screen. LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*