I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open Just to feel...

Si, I'm currenly singing that on a full stomach. I want to sleep. But I can't sleep. I want to watch a movie, but I'm done with "Raise Your Voice". I want to hang out, but I have nobody's number to hang out with. Everyone's gone. Catherine has her phone off, she has a car. Oscar has summer school, I think. Brandon doesn't talk to me anymore and when he does he doesn't act like he wants to talk. Anyone else is too busy.






Dyed my hair again. Even though I get compliments on how good the color looks on me, I still don't see myself actually going permanent with it. I'm rather fond of the light brown hair with blonde highlights inside. But sometimes it feels good to go black. Maybe next time, just to see what happens, I should try the blonde mousse and see what my hair turns out like. The stuff doesn't last long enough anyways. Only the darker color does because my highlights hold the color longer. Meaning I have purple highlights for about 2 weeks after I dye my hair even if it lasts only 8 washes.

I think officially yesterday was my first day of reading Harry Potter meaning I have to work my ass off to read all 5 books in 2 weeks. Can I do it? Who knows. Maybe, instead of using my insomniac-ism to be on the computer or play my gameboy, I'll read the books instead. Books 1-3 were easy to read. I think I read each one in about a week. If I spend hours reading I could easily read the first 2 in a day or 2. Then onto 4 and 5 where those will give me trouble. It took me 2 weeks to read the 4th book, and 5th book, but I didn't read them consistently, I skipped a day or so. So if I kept on it, I'm sure I could get my 2 week mark in. And then in July Dalilah can buy me the 6th for my bday. How fun.

LaterZ
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