Listening to: Bowling For Soup - Almost

The football game was great. We won 21 - 0. Whoever said we were gonna lose is gonna die. I saw Adam, Manuel, Everyone else in band, ROBERT! It was so fun, fun fun and doubler fun.

Homecoming dance was last nite. I thought I was going to be weird, standing out since our theme was some "Polynesian Paradise". I was way more than wrong. Well sort of wrong, I mean...I had a long dress, and everyone else had short dresses. But there were others with dark dresses, considering mine was close to black since it was gunmetal grey. I thought, "Oh no, I have a dark dress, it's like a Hawaiin theme, everyone'll have colorful stuff. My hair's done up and all pretty..." and the thoughts go on and on. Why should I care, I dislike colorful stuff, orange is like pink to me, I'm even lucky I wore pink to Favorites last year. I hate themes. But CSE I'm glad you had fun *smiles*. I just wish I had danced more and wasn't so freaking self-conscious. It made me feel great that people liked my dress. Some girl I don't know but have for a class came up to me asking if she could touch my dress. Lots of people liked my hair. Tony didn't even recognize me until the dance was over and he saw me in the light. I was stealing a hat (Yes, ME, stole a green hat from the table I was sitting at. BUT HEY! CSE stole a coconut, that's just as worse hehe), and I told him "Hey Tony, look I'm stealing this hat, it's ALL mine!". He looked at me for a second then goes "OH MY GOSH it's you Nina! I didn't even recognize you! I saw you this whole dance and didn't even know it was you." Wow, did I look that different?

LaterZ
Nina

Listening to: Gavin Degraw - I Don't Wanna Be

It's sooooooo boring. Football game in about 2 hours. I guess I get to see Robert. YAY! *smiles*

Whoa girl scout cookies are good! And I'm just figuring this out now when I was a girlscout in 1st grade? I had to give CSE his garder today (that my mom made might I add). I felt like such a geek. Walking up to him and giving it to him as fast as I could and tried to get away. Wasn't successful at that lol. CSE you didn't get me a mum! Haha j/k, I wouldn't have needed another mum. There were so many girls with so many mums it was unbelieveable! And what's up with the girls wearing garders? It's supposed to be a guy thing, unless the girl was putting it around her leg. Which they didn't, they just put it around their arms. Weirdos.

LaterZ
Nina

JASON'S CUTE! hehe (so that he sees this)

mark: You dont look at urself the way i do....
mark: HeeHee
catdogali: and if i did i would be conceited and a guy in my own body

This is Jason my soulmate hehe  

Listening to: Greenday - She
Mood: happy

Jason's cute hehe. I got two new cd's today. Greenday and Bowling For Soup. Heck yeah. I'm thinking of returning my new camera to get money back and then buy a new one. It's 50 bucks more but has more features. And it records in MPEG so that's all the more better and easier to burn on cd. It has 4.0 megapixels with 4x zoom and flash, unlike my camera.

Homecoming Saturday, well the dance, the game is on Friday. I'm nervous...I have no idea why.

LaterZ
Nina

http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?type=product&id=1051806990720&skuId=4286793
http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?id=1081899794375&skuId=6589603&type=product

Damn freaking sean embarassed me in class today. He decided to tell the Turkey guy that me and Kelly had a pic of him and had him on video too. Which is really stupid, Sean had no right to do that. I mean, yeah I threw water at him, but he deserved it. He wouldn't leave me alone. So now I can't even face the guy because if I do I'll just get all embarassed. Great my life sucks. So what's new?

Nina

I dyed my hair, and I'm sure once I tell my friend Jason he'll tell me "Why did you do that??? Your hair was perfect the way it was." or something along those lines. I need something different, I know I keep dying it brown, but I need some variety. Maybe orange highlights...

Current thoughts: I've become a bookworm...gosh
Mood: bored

The football game was great. We won, yet again. 28 to 21, not as good as last week though. But hey, a win's a win. I found out my camera can take videos of it. Which is cool, gives me all the more reason to get a memory for my picture sucky camera that takes great videos. You would think, something that gives good video results would be halfway decent with photos. I guess that's the advantage of having a good photo editing program.

I guess with all my mind being elsewhere I've been caught up in reading books. It's better to read than to deal with the problems. I have a feeling I'm going to be told something and it's not going to be to my liking. But then maybe it'll be good, which I doubt. Who knows...maybe it'll help cheer me up hearing whatever it is.

LaterZ
Nina

Pouring ketchup from the packet onto wendy's nuggets is very delicious.

http://www.htmlcodetutorial.com/ Helped me out, so I need to keep it handy.

Mood: It's an ice cream moment. (you'll get the hint)

My assumptions were correct and now I feel like -**-. I don't know why I'm letting it get to me. I guess it's just me...Why should I care. Wait, because I do and it's really getting under my skin. Nicole thinks I should just let it go, or from what we were talking about. I just wish I had kept my mouth shut and not said anything in the first place, begging/bugging her to tell me what her and Kelly were talking about. Now, I learned my lesson, and it's screwed up the rest of my day. I just hope the game will cheer me up, though I doubt it.

Girl: Hey I put the fridge in the food for you! I mean, the food in the fridge!

(thought that was funny)

LaterZ
Nina

Listening to: Gotta Kick it up on t.v.
Current thoughts: YAY
Mood: cheerful

I got a pic of Matt!!! (Cracker Barrell guy) I got a pic of the Turkey guy! Thanks to Megan for doing it. It would've never been done if not for her. I found out I could fit in the band hall lockers, the bigger ones of course, not the small ones (though I suspect I can fit in them sideways if I tried).

LaterZ
Nina

List of things to do

1. Get a video or pic of the skaterboarder/potheads in the bandhall acting stupid. (this will be a bit hard, they seem to have matured a BIT since last year)
2. Get a pic of the cute Turkey guy in my class without him finding out (this will be easy enough...if the sound of the camera beeping doesn't catch anyone's attention) (Gotta give credit to megan for that one. Thank you!!!)
3. Get a video or pic of the guy in my Pre Cal class sleeping (but he hasn't slept lately...let's just hope he falls asleep)
4. Get videos of stupid stuff in the band hall.

As I complete these tasks they will be striked out, and if you want a chance to see these either I will post them or just message me to send you them.

Since when was the school a morgue? 

Mood: Happy

I found this out yesterday. Those Tom's Hot Fries are spicy. But good. But if you don't plan on drinking anything the spicyness can get stuck in your mouth. Solution: Cheez-Its! They work GOOD. The cheesiness covers up the spicyness, so you're left with a cheesy taste in your mouth, which is a heck of a lot better than drinking coke and having the carbonation make it worse.

LaterZ
Nina

Homeless boy at school (not seriously). Can you guess who it is? I know ONE person who can! 

Mood: Happy
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): Eggrolls for breakfast are very very good!

Mom: I added Milkshake to the list.
Me: Did it taste good??

I've been pondering my career choice. Over the years my opinion has differed, making it hard for me to decide what I want to be. I am still a junior and all but they're all pressuring us about the future.

From kindergarten to about 5th grade I had this sense that I wanted to be a doctor. Surgeon to be exact, but what field was never certain. They all interested me. From brain surgery to gal bladder surgery I couldn't make up my mind. By about 6th grade I started getting queezy with blood, or with seeing anyone hurt. I remember also having the thought of being a vet crossing my mind too. But the same feelings came along with that. I hate seeing animals hurt, even if you aren't hurting them on purpose.

Being in the psychology field never crossed my mind. I know what it's like to have to go to a therapist/counselor, or whatever the heck you call them. And from my side of the thing, I hated having to say stuff. Think of how the psychiatrist must feel having to listen to people talk and talk about themselves and their problems. I'm not saying I'm selfish in not wanting to hear other people's problems and that I feel I have more problems to deal with myself, than having to deal with them also. But it's just if someone feels bad, I don't know how to put myself in that situation when someone is crying. What do I say, what do I do to comfort them??

I've come to the conclusion. I would either want to be a photographer. A culinary artist/chef or whatever that has to do with cooking. Or....well I can't remember what the 3rd choice was but maybe it's because I feel rushed seeing as how I have a minute before class ends.

Sorry for this little boring post today...

LaterZ

Nina

Football game Friday and I think we won! *smiles* I say think because I left 6 minutes before the game ended, but how much can happen within 6 minutes when the score is 31-17?? (correct me if I'm off by a point, but it was close to that). I practically got away with murder. Someone, who's name will not be mentioned, gave me lollipops and I didn't have to pay for them. I owe him. Now I can't pick on him.

I guess I am spoiled. Not in a bad girl kind of way, just get somethings that I want. I wanted this camera I saw in an ad in Target and so my mom took me there. It wasn't there, we got a raincheck. My mom decided to call a Target out of town, about an hour and a half away from my place, and they said they had one there. We drove up there, a one day trip, for one single camera, JUST for me! So yes, say it, I am spoiled. And glad of it, because I got something that I like alot, and my mom likes it too.

LaterZ

Nina

Sun 

Pretty rain 

Comic(s): He's not a gamer...

Bite me again sargeant fuckhead, I won't let you get to me. I will prove you wrong. I will get back at you. Don't worry.

And for all of you who read this and wonder who I'm talking about, don't worry about it. It's between me and the Sargeant. Get it?? good

laterZ
Nina

Don't mess with me

Mood: pissed off

Bite me sargeant fuckhead

"The Diary of Jack the Ripper"

May comes and goes
in the dark of the night
he kisses the whores
and gives them a fright

The Jews and the Doctors
will get all the blame
but its only May playing
his dirty game

I will give them a clue
but nothing too clear
I will kill all the whores
and not shed a tear

With a ring on my finger
and a knife in my hand
this May spreads Mayhem
throughout this land

Comic(s): Liking/loving cartoon characters is just wrong

They took the name pic-a-dilly!!!!!! Who cares if it's not spelled like it, you say it and it sounds exactly like that. If I ever hear anyone talking about this the first thing that'll pop into my head would be "Yumm....Pic-a-Dilly". Those things are the best. But NO! They HAD to make a thing that sounded exactly like it.

latin! Yeah!

agricola est in Europa.
agricola est in villa.
agricola habitare in villa cum assa.
agricola navigat assam.

What kind of message does this send to kids?? 

Current thoughts: I need ice cream...*sigh*
Mood: depressed

Why is it I'm getting so emotional....FORGET IT!

Here's a little humor.

Mom: Who left the towel on the floor?
Nina: Not me! I put it on the floor!
Mom: What??

LaterZ
no

Comic(s): Jimmy the Fireman , Anal-Babies

Man, Friday Kelly and Mark forced me to go to the nurse's office. Think about it, I get to school at 8, hang out with friends. Then at 8:55 I'm calling my mom to come and pick me up. How does that make me look?? Like I don't want to be at school, THAT'S what it makes me look like. Well no, this wasn't the case. I was having trouble breathing and of course me being me I wanted to hack it, just go through the day and deal with it. But Mark and Kelly didn't think this was a good idea making me call my mom, resulting in me having an appointment at the doctor's office. I hate doctors, dentists, nurses, you name it. Well after the appointment and running some errands with my mom, I get home and decide to go to sleep. 4 in the afternoon I am woken up with 2 8 year olds screaming and laughing their freaking butts off. When I woke up, guess what I found out. My voice was halfway gone! I'm there, TRYING to yell at them to shut their mouths, and they can't even hear me. I went to Funtrackers, not being able to enjoy myself because I didn't have the enjoyment of wanting to go on the go-karts. By Saturday, my voice is gone once I woke up. My mom called my cell phone to see what I wanted for breakfast and I had to whisper just for her to be able to understand the crackling in my voice. Ashley calls minutes later, and then texts me making fun of my 'condition' as you would say it. Later in the afternoon I go to a 2 year old twins party. I ate more than what I have eaten since school even started. 2 hamburgers, 1 hot dog, a piece of cake, and about 2 plates of chips. People ask me where does it all go....I have no answer for that. By Sunday, I guess I got a little better. Today I'm more better, and people can understand what I'm saying.

Friday Viola and Michelle decided to PRANK me as you will. But I scared Viola, and then she found out Michelle played her. Hehehehe.

K well laterZ

Nina

Listening to: Pencils sharpening, people talking, clicking of the keyboard
Current thoughts: What else is there to listen to on a regular BCIS class day?
Mood: Sick as a dog and tired
New MY Word(s): horizontally challenged

Being antisocial around the family is fun. Come home from school and automatically go to the room watching Gilmore Girls on DVD on a personal dvd player is very relaxing and helps you forget about the day. I'm telling you people you should try it. I know, a computer's like it, just more expensive and more bulkier and more capabilities than a dvd player, but hey if spending $125 on something that entertains you when you don't want to talk to people is better than some $500 tower that freezes, gets viruses/trojans, and doesn't want to listen to a word you say, I'd say GO FOR IT. But then again, it wasn't my money spent on this little contraption of a dvd player that has tried to kill me on a number of occasions. The key word is TRIED. I'd say to hell with the thing and throw it in the trash, but my mom would kill me, and probably succeed at it too.

Why do people spend numerous amount of hours in their life to do a 1000 piece puzzle is beyond my thinking capabilities. My neighbor, and best friend of many years, is putting together a 1000 piece puzzle of Bart Simpson. If it were any other puzzle than what it is, I'd personally want to do it myself. But when it comes to many pictures making up a picture, it really ticks me off. It's too confusing, you think you have the piece you need, only to find out that it ISN'T the piece you need. And the little diagram that's supposed to help you out doesn't really help either, it seems to help Rachel, but not me. I can't do it. My dyslexic mind (not really dyslexic but at times I have a feeling my mind plays tricks on me) cannot handle it. It's all too complicated, just as much as my Pre Calculus homework. If anything, it's worse. And that's a lot coming from my mind, one that hates math with a passion.

So with this I leave you with the question....Why did the chicken cross the road??

LaterZ
Nina

Looks like now I have to update this at school. My mom won't let me on the computer during the week because she says I spend too much time on the internet and I need to stop taking naps after school.

I was class clown yesterday. I wore Robert's wrestling belt in front of everyone in my chemistry class. Everyone laughed, my soon-to-be teacher laughed. And for once I didn't feel all that embarassed for being laughed at.

I came up with something for fat. I know that sounds mean and everything but it slipped out because Devon said there were many ways of saying fat. So I said "Horizontally challenged". I felt so bad for saying that, but hey it was funny when it came out. And everyone found it hilarious, at least the people I knew and then the person we referred it to *cough*Kirby*cough* (who slapped my ass in 9th grade and I have yet to forgive him for it). Of course he doesn't know about this phrase, and I intend on keeping it that way unless Farva (nickname, his real name is Tony) opens his big mouth and tells him or tells someone who WILL tell him.

LaterZ
Nina

This puzzles me 

Listening to: Reel Big Fish - She has a Girlfriend Now

What does Texas Independence Trail mean? Does it mean that you can actually carry guns on that trail/road? There is a picture of a hand holding a rifle....I'm curious, please comment your thoughts.

Nina

I actualy do my work! 

Listening to: Ashley talk

Aaron's so cute! He finally isn't afraid to call me Nini. We went to my cousin's house this weekend. Of course I was cut off from 'The World' because it's dead valley there, no phone signals whatsoever. When I was leaving their house and I was trying to give him a hug he jumps up on me and goes "Nini!!" and wouldn't let me go, he's a heavy little kid. When we were driving off he kept on going "Bye Nini bye Nini!!" I heard Nini enough to make my head spin these past two days. I wonder how long this 'Nini' is going to last. Until he's 7? Or his whole life like the way my cousin's call my mom "Aunt Helen" STILL. It's alright though. I'll deal with it.

Oh yeah, and before I go I must give credit of the shirt's pictures to Frank, for taking them for me. THANK YOU!!!

LaterZ
Nina

The back of my shirt 

the front of my Rick Springfield shirt "Shock/denial/anger/acceptance" 

Listening to: Diffuser - Here's To You

Manuel's so funny. Hehe. Today in the band hall I told him he was gay. He pops off saying he wasn't and I told him that if he wasn't gay he'd kiss me. Well needless to say my plan to get him to kiss me didn't work. It's all good though hehe. Mark gave me SmartMass! :-D and I took his blue duckie too for the weekend.

LaterZ
Nina

Listening to: The Starting Line - Best of Me

Darned school. They pile work on you. They don't help you review. They're like "Ok students, here's a paper, do numbers 1-17 odds, as many as you can, we'll grade them tomorrow". It's absurd. Don't get me wrong, my PreCalculus teacher is the greatest. It's just I hate math, and anything to do with it. I have mind-dyslexia lol, i don't see numbers mixed up i mix them up myself.

Who's your daddy?

DARNED FRIENDS!

Listening to: Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of Me

Hahaha my friends michelle and viola came by just now, michelle's mom driving. Viola runs up to the door knocks HARD like police do when they come to your house. She runs into the car and they drive off. I went outside all cautious to see if anyone was outside, and michelle's mom drives by and goes HEY! I told her YOU SCARED ME! Funny stuff. At least it can still be fun even when school starts.

Nina

You go blah

Listening to: Skye Sweetnam - Tangled up in me

I think my antisocialness/withdrawaled-ness was caused by my caffeine deprivation. I have intentionally been keeping myself from caffeine. I'm tired of being dependent on that darned drug. I consider it a drug because once you drink coffee it's like you're hooked on it. The gittyness you get from it just feels good sometimes. But my body was getting large amounts of it, the drinking Bawls along with other drinks wasn't doing any good. It's like it's a necessity to my body now. If I don't have it I become antisocial and I get the worst headaches. I didn't even converse with the guy from Cracker Barrell as much as i usually do when he comes to our table to get our order and drop off our food. But now that the school year has started I can't really drink cokes in the morning due to my nerves, and I can't drink it during the day because they don't have anymore coke machines at school anymore! I guess I'll have to deal with the antisocialness.

Nina

Tired and not in the mood

Listening to: the tv
Current thoughts: damn the medicine
Mood: sarcastic

The concert was great. Lots of fun. I missed the chance to get a guy's number, darn my shyness. There was too much moshing where I was, I got hit in the head by a can. This cute guy was protecting me from getting into the mosh pits. I saw Zeke, I got an autograph from the leading singer of Breaking Benjamin. I took too much medicine and now I'm not even me. I saw Dustin, I got 2 shirts. I saw Mike and Monica, Matthew and Paul, Adela and Chris, and I forgot who else....It was cool meeting Michelle and Viola there, Viola tried to protect me and Michelle from getting hit from bottles and cans or whatever flew through the air. That one can slipped past her protection. I better quit talking now because this isn't me talking...It's the other side of me, bye

Nina/who knows

So much fun!

Listening to: Simple Plan - Grow Up
Mood: cheery

Dude the party was so fun. Thanks Megan for buying me the David & Goliath frame, you were right that I would love it! *smiles* I so love Dustin now for buying the Yellowcard cd for me lol. CSE, thanks for the Ice Climber game. I'll be playing it trying to learn how to play lol, and I hope your mom wasn't mad for you staying that late. I got to ride with Robert on the 2 seater go karts, then I got to race by myself, then at the very very end I got to ride with CSE on a go kart to kill our last tickets. We stayed there til after 12! Robert, thanks for not mentioning the unmentionable to someone. I'm glad you were the only one, because gosh it was embarassing and I'm sorry! (and I still say I owe you a dollar for that water) Even though not as many showed up to this party as the last party I had there, I say this time it was better because of the friends that I DID have there. But some people didn't get to go that I really wanted to go. They all worked *tear*. But I understand, lol, I can't be selfish just because it's my party. Well anyways, I'm gonna go, laterZ

Nina

That's screwed up

Listening to: Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of Me
Current thoughts: Man she's screwed up in the head to think I'd spread rumors of her being pregnant.
Mood: happy/mad
Comic(s): I'll have what he's having
Notes : Don't let the person who hates you get to you. *hint hint* The person who thinks I spread rumors of her being pregnant. She did that ALL on her own thank you very much. She's the one who left the school all of a sudden. That gets people thinking alot of things. Plus she did have a 'fan club' and they could've talked in class about her "Oh yea *so and so* thinks she's pregnant*". Band is a big place and people can spread rumors just like that.

So I called my friend today to talk to him. He's never around anymore since he works. He told me he saw my old friend and that she hates me now. It's no surprise, she's always been a b**** to me. She acts friendly one minute then the next she's being a b****. Well next year if she tries to talk to me, screw her. And even Kelly thinks she's changed. She's turned into a total sleep-around person (instead of using the other words). I can't believe she'd think I would spread rumors about her. Well now maybe I should since she thinks I already did.

Nina

me: reminder : Never wear a headseat when you're in The Gap.
Yes Maybe: is that off the site?
ME: no lol, i learned it
Yes Maybe: what? why not?
Me: because I had my headseat on since my other cell's speaker was messed up, and some guy came up to me asking if I worked there and where to find something
Yes Maybe: lol
me: everyone there had headsets on
Yes Maybe: I think I'm going to try that
Me: hehe
Yes Maybe: and then start directing people to go to different stores in the mall
me: lol!
Yes Maybe: ask for a hat "To Radioshack!"
Me: hahah
Yes Maybe: "Yes, they have hats there! Now away with you!"
Me: Where do I get a computer?
Yes Maybe: "Victoria Secret!"

Comic(s): Why to never trust people on the net

Listening to: Dexy's Midnight Runers - Come On Eileen
Current thoughts: ...*empty*
Mood: bored

I'm extremely bored. I signed up with side7...and I guess I don't plan on drawing anything else. Who knows, I mean I'm not a very patient person when it comes to drawing. I get mad, I throw the pencil down, I do everything under the sun that you could think of. EXCEPT for that CSE, lol I know you and you might think nasty thoughts. Just telling you except for whatever pops up in your head. So I have 8 days til school starts....PARTY SATURDAY! Funtrackers, heck yea. Everyone will go, well everyone who's anyone. CSE and Dustin, Megan hopefully. Hopefully Ashley and Andres. You know it's funny I'm inviting different clique people. Megan, Andres, and Kelly are in band, Ashley's a punk, Dustin and CSE are anime people and so on. Where am I in all this?? I'm....a geek *tear* I have no group. I'm not in band, I'm not all into anime, I just like reading mangas and whatnot. I'm not a punk person. I'm no goth. This sucks...I don't even know myself!

This is very weird

Listening to: Liz Phair - Extraordinary
Mood: curious

What does "Sausage Social" sound like to you??

Listening to: Smile Empty Soul - The Other Side
Mood: depressed/disappointed

So I don't get to go to the Linkin Park concert...bummer. I was looking so forward to it. I'm sorry Michelle I can't go *tear*. DARN. Might've been the only chance in the longest time I might've been able to meet you. Ahh there's the future, like when I get a truck and take a roadtrip to go see JOSEPH!!! *smiles* Now I might've cheered up now. It's driving me mad not talking to Joseph, durn it. Well anyways, laterZ

Nina

Listening to: Maroon 5 - This Love


CSE: nin i saw you yesterday
CSE: nini
CSE: haha
Me: really haha
CSE: yes
Me: where
CSE: playing with yo dng o ling
Me: haha w/e
CSE: in the park
Me: right
Me: that must've been my twin
CSE: u just choulnt stop
Me: the sex-craved twin
CSE: loL!
CSE: i must meet her then
CSE: for i am a perv

Listening to: Seether - Broken
Mood: bored...

Today I was listening to the radio, I hate those infomercials about intimacy and stuff

Radio: Are you having problems with intimacy in your sex life? Well--
Me: If you have problems with intimacy why don't you just get drunk, you get intimate enough when you do that. You don't know it, but hey you never go wrong there
Mom: Shut up you're so bad

I'm warning you...

Listening to: Mya - Fallen

If I can save as many people as I can from wasting almost or more than 2 hours of their life and money then here it is. Do NOT go to see "The Village" It's the suckiest movie there could ever be, next to "Blair Witch Project 2". If you've seen the previews for this movie it makes it seem scarier. Bull! It's nowhere NEAR scary. I've seen scarier, come on. And I'm never scared by movies. I mean come on...It's about this freaking Amish-like community that the 'elders' made up a monster in the woods to keep people from getting out of the village and going out into the REAL world. It's like they're pilgrims or whatnot. The monster's not real, hate to break it to you people. I'm sorry if I ruined the movie for you but it's not even worth it's time or money or even the money invested to make this movie.

On a happier note, I'm sure people would see me weird once they hear that I spent almost 2 dollars on a Tekken 3 game trying to beat this computer. I was so mad because I couldn't beat this one guy on there. Quarter after Quarter and there was no advancement in my getting any closer to killing this guy. I gave up and stomped off to my hotel room mad.

Random

Listening to: Nina Sky - Move Ya Body

CSE: oh yeah you lost it big time
Me: lol how
CSE: half your computer is 80s music nuf said
Me: lol i know...but it's all MOM'S FAULT!
CSE: lol but u like it!
Me: and...?
CSE: u lost it
CSE: u took this 80s thing to far lol
CSE: im taking you to the vet
CSE: the VET!
Me: nooo...I'm begging u!
CSE: lol and aside from that maybe we can get u fixed haha
Me: how?
CSE: lol hey i dont go into tech crap haha
CSE: let the VEt do that

Listening to: Jojo - Use My Shoulder
Current thoughts: ...dunno, cookies taste gooooood
Mood: happy

Man was I stupid. I walked into Taco Bell. Well...the door opens RIGHT onto my knee and I almost yelled out "F*ck!" But I said it under my breath and instead of yelling I grabbed the edge of the trashcan and started laughing. LAUGHING?! It's my defense mechanism for when I get hurt. 6th grade falling out of my desk, couldn't quit laughing. And that was in front of my crush then. Then again later on in that grade I thought I was short enough to run under the volleyball net and then I ran right into it in front of my crush AGAIN. I started laughing then too, then ran to the girls dressing room cuz I was embarassed. I had fun, my cousin Aaron can't say Nina so he says "Nini" (as you can hear from the audioblog). He punched me in the eye, and threw a hat at me. I paid him back by throwing the hat at his head. He wasn't happy and he ran under the table hiding.

k LaterZ

~*~Nina~*~

ps...GILMORE GIRLS RULES! (disc 1/6)

Listening to: Rick Springfield - Jessie's Girl

http://letssingit.com/rick-springfield-jessies-girl-dpj9ks3.html

Listening to: The Tokens - The Lion Sleeps Tonight
Current thoughts: I have not lost it
Mood: In Denial

Ever since the Rick Springfield concert last nite I've been into 80's music. That doesn't mean I've lost it!! Chris noooo I haven't lost it, no no no! Wait...Half of the data cd i made was 80's music, more than half. I think I have lost it...*shrugs* WHO CARES! IT RULES!

"Hush, my darling, don’t fear, my darling, the lion sleeps tonight"

A pic from a few months ago, gah I look nothing like that 

Listening to: MXPX - First Day of the Rest of Your Life
Current thoughts: CHRIS you meanie
Mood: happy

haha I'll make sure to record Evanescence when I go. Gotta charge the phone to full max so it won't die. Gosh Why was I so stupid to not think of it at the Rick Springfield concert!

Me on the last day of school 

I remembered

OH and Chris, I remembered the 3rd reason. You wouldn't let me pull that grey hair out! You'll get it when school starts again. No worries

*to make up for last nite's post that I put on the other blog*

Listening to: Edwin McCain - I'll Be
Current thoughts: Finally...
Mood: happy/sad

OMG OMG OMG the concert was so freaking awesome. I was not even 2 feet from Rick Springfield! Thanks to CSE, i wouldn't have been that close if it weren't for him. And DURN IT. I was stupid and didn't think this but I could've recorded the concert on my blog. DURN IT! *hits head repeatedly* Perfect ending to a perfect night!!! I saw the guy from Cracker Barrell *smiles and blushes* But dude this concert was WAY freaking better than the Papa Roach concert. nothing was compared to it. Thanks CSE for pushing me closer...but i'm still mad at you, for 3 reasons

1.) You didn't catch the shirt that went over your head
2.) You didn't make me touch Rick Springfield
3.) ...and I forgot the 3rd, but there was a third, right now i'm talking to ashley so I forgot, but i'll remember soon!

But I still wuv ya :-D. lol. We gotta do this more. Not concerts, but you know you know, something cool. There's Funtrackers next week! You better go! Or I'll hurt you so freaking bad hehehe. *smiles evily*

~*~Nina~*~ P.S. People forgot! It's my bday and people have forgot only Zeke and Frank have told me happy bday, and I think CSE too. BYE

And this was for last nite

Listening to: To Make You Feel My Love - Josh Kelley
Mood: Mad

I'm just trying to see if this durned thing will POST!

Ashley: *whisper* I see dead people f***
me: You see dead f***?
Ashley: SHUT UP you weren't supposed to say it out loud!

Listening to: Ashley talk
Mood: pissed

SCREW AARON, SCREW ALL the F***ing hoes who have no f***ing life than to start sh!t with me.  If someone threatens to kick my ass, I'll defend myself.  But it's f***ed up that some people hate me for no reason.  They have no f***ing life.  Well guess what, you mess with me and you'll have others to mess with to just to let you f@gs know.  Got that? GOOD, now f*** off and go away

me: hooplay
frank: what?
me: dunno
frank: that bored?
me: yes
frank: loser.
me: i know

Listening to: Jet - Cold Hard Bitch
Current thoughts: I'm happy now...for I don't know what reason, I'm still sick as a dog
Mood: happy

Zeke is a dork.  Hehe, nah j/k if you're reading this Zeke. 
 
We went to Cracker Barrell and I saw that guy again.  Luckily I didn't bump into him, but it was too busy to talk to the waiters/waitresses or even get to choose our server.  That stunk, but I got to look at eyecandy the whole time I was there so it was all cool and gravy. 
 
I finally ate after a whole day of not eating...I swear, I didn't eat all day long yesterday....and what's funny is I wasn't hungry at all.  Weird huh?  Well not really, being sick can do that to you.  I ate today like there was no tomorrow, well no...I drank a coke to ease myself into getting stuff in my body again, then I ate my favorite Deli-style Mustard Pretzels (Gardettos oh yea baby), then I ate Cracker Barrell.  So now I feel loads better than yesterday.  Though I am still sick...

Listening to: Eve 6 - Inside out
Current thoughts: I don't know what to believe anymore
Mood: ticked off

Reminders  and rememberences

The harsh reminders of the past.  I look in my backyard and I still picture the 2 swingsets in my backyard.  I see myself 9 years ago scared to go on the monkey bars, having to have my dad carry me on his shoulders to just act like I'm going across.  Then I see myself jumping up and down excited because I did it by myself.  I see the playhouse that used to be there, the day me, Alex, and Chelsea played truth or dare in there.  I look in the front yard and I remember everything that went on there.  The day we dug up the front lawn because someone lost their necklace there and we got carried away with the metal detector and found lots of things but the necklace.  I remember when I played baseball with my dad, kickball with the neighbor kids, 4th grade playing football with the boys.  I remember when I tried to mow the lawn and lost control only to run into the fence and have a lizard jump on my face.  Running into my neighbor's house because I had cut myself with glass and I was afraid to face my parents.  Crying in kindergarten because I was a skunk in the school play and the people who played horses were making fun of me.  Crying in the 1st grade because the boys were saying "Nina and Steven sitting in a tree..."  Throwing little tantrums at my neighbor's house because I lost at dominos.  Accidently killing that little bird because I was trying to keep it from running away.  The day I woke up at 4 in the morning only to be sent back to my room because my dad didn't want me to see him sick and then waking up the next morning with my grandmother there because he went to the hospital.  The day my mother left, how I insisted on going to school the next day only to be sent back home because I was sick.  All the times I embarassed myself arguing with Erica.  6th grade being the best time of my school life, not being shy to talk to anyone, not being afraid to do anything, being able to talk to guys without caring what they thought of me.  I remember when I ran across the gym because I thought I was short enough to go under the volleyball net without bending, and I fell right in front of the guy I liked.  Falling in algebra class in front of the guy I liked yet again when I got stuck in the desk somehow and I hit my head on the next desk.  The little experiments I used to do with my uncle, getting in trouble for making that concoction that ruined the next door neighbor's white truck, turning it permanently pink for the rest of its car years.  Going to car races, meeting new people and feeling like I could be myself there more than anywhere else.  Buying my dad that one real father's day gift, better than just a card like my kid years.  I felt happy because I thought of getting this gift all on my own, well after seeing the commercial for it.  It was one of those picture cakes, a picture of me, him and my sister.  Meeting Joseph...and getting to know him.  He seemed like the perfect guy, still does, but I'm too young for that.  
 
I think that should conclude for now.  I was in a thinkative mood today...I was mad for a long time .  And I mowed 2 whole lawns, front and back, and it didn't help out my mood.  It only made me more sick than I already was...LaterZ people
 
~*~Nina...~*~

Listening to: Bowling For Soup - The Bitch Song
Current thoughts: people are so immature, some people
Mood: pissed/happy

So the only downfall of the day was a b*tch decided to message me talking crap. I don't know who it was, but whoever it was and if they could ever read this...FUCK YOU!

My mom was reading the obits and came across this name I found extremely funny
John Peter Sprinkle
I couldn't quit laughing about it.

So anyways, LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

July 30 I get to go see Rick Springfield in concert. In case you're wondering who he is he's a singer from the 80's who sang "Jesse's Girl" only the best freaking song from the 80's...lol well not the best, it's behind "My Ding-a-ling" by Chuck Berry, I think that's the name. I also hope I get to see Evanescence on August...8th I think. And hopefully Linkin Park on August 21. If I go I hope to somehow bump into my friend Michelle who's going but I'm sure that's impossible because there'll be so many people there. I get to go to Schlitterbahn around July 26-28 with Robert so that'll be cool. I'll just have to wear a towel so he can't see me in a bikini lol. I went to Fiesta Texas only to get rained out at the end of the day. I was mad because I didn't take the chance to ask this boy to go on the Tornado with me. But by the end of the day I was just glad I got to go with my bestest friend.

The boy at Cracker Barrell now knows I think he's cute. This is embarassing because you know...now I can't show my face there without blushing anytime he looks at me. He said I was gonna grow up to be a hottie but that I was too young lol, he's like 19...I think.

I went to play POOL the other day with Frank, Dalilah, my mom, Zeke and another guy named John. It was the koolest. I only got to play once...and lost. But I was playing against Zeke, he helped me and tried to give me tips so it was all good. (I had to redo this post since SOMEBODY pointed out we played pool, lol)

well...LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: trying to listen to the similarity that Yes Maybe says i have in my voice to Hilary Duff
Current thoughts: I don't sound like her
Mood: weirded

me: ahh my voice sounds funny, go to my gerbil
yes maybe: (the hell...?)
me: gerbil...wait, i mean blog

I got my cell back so now i audioblog. I went to San Marcos today and went shopping.
$100 purse
$120 on school clothes
$30 or more on regular clothes
$8-9 on a neopets handheld game that was on sale at KB-Toys since it's closing
A whole day of walking almost seems so painful, but it was worth it. A whole day of text messaging was fun. My mom gave me medicine and she didn't tell me it would make me drowsy so i fell asleep in the car. Not to forget that I had put my cell phone on autoanswer and had the earpiece in my ear so if someone called it would answer and they would've heard me sleeping. I called Radio Disney on the way there and they answered and I froze because I didn't know what to say so i told the girl if she could play Simple Plan - Perfect. I'm such a geek!

I saw Ashley at Peter Piper Pizza yesterday (she works there). Thank you for the blinky-bouncing ball! You're the best! :-D

Of course from my audioblog you heard about my little mishap from the footmassager thinking it was a back massager. My voice sounds so funny.

Nina: Pizza hut
Ashley: Yes, I would like to order a New Yorker-
Nina: Go to Peter Piper and order your pizza there since you work there you traitor!

lol I thought that was funny.

Listening to: Hello Darkness - Simon and Garfunkel
Current thoughts: uhhhh...It's not really that dark
Mood: tired-ish
New MY Word(s):yuterbeist
Comic(s):
Notes : Well, I need something to do

I'm posting again with no material. This is just getting sad. I really need to find some material and FAST! Anyways, I found out that frappachinos make a good drink. Especially carmel. Mmmmmmmm, carmel.....

I had a fight with Frank about his friend saying I was cute. Okay, for one, for all of you who say I put myself down too much, I don't put myself down, I just simply state the truth. I don't think myself as cute, and if a guy says i'm cute, ok fine i'm cute, but i'm not going to be one of those self absorbed girls who struts their stuff thinking "I'm cute, I know it, everyone knows it, look at me I'm miss hotty pants". But to set the story straight, I DON'T THINK OF MYSELF AS CUTE ONE SINGLE BIT!
Now on to other things. I'm leaving, for a while, again. No net for me. No updating my blog. Ahh but it's k, nobody will miss me. Yes Maybe and the Lemonator are funny, go check them out. So anyways, yes I shall go...LaterZ

*~*Teenie*~* (I had Bawls today...but I'm on the nothing-hyperness right now, where I just sit there, hyper, but don't do anything...)

OK all I wanna do is rat out how much guys stink, and not all you guys (if you're reading this you probably don't....not unless you're someone). But yea...So there's this guy, who I liked a while back, and I..well liked him. He seems so cool, but gosh it SUCKS! He has no idea how I felt, or how I might even be feeling. I don't think I like him anymore, no not even. It's kinda like when I first met him, I kinda had a crush on him right away...I'm not one to like to say soulmates or "love at first site" as they call it cuz I think that's a bunch of bull but like HELLO I can't get it off my conscience. If I don't tell him, I'll burst. It's crazyness. I don't know...I mean I feel like I like someone (another guy) but I don't want to be so stupid as to want a long distance relationship because you know...those suck (but if you're surviving one, then IGNORE THIS). In every way he seems so perfect, but it's like...he's not there to hug, to even get to talk to face to face. And Chris, don't go about saying how "OH good you're going along with my 'no seeing people who I can see face to face'" because I will so not talk to you. But I mean, I'm too young for that sort of thing, to even think about that sort of stuff, I mean yeah I'm 15 and stuff...but no, ok this is leading nowhere, I SHALL LEAVE!!!

~Nina (not even a little decoration :@ (msn face))

Listening to: a lawn mower
Current thoughts: what time is it, mommy?
Mood: ep
New MY Word(s): shnay, meh, yutopid
Comic(s): just to go to my blog and get the links from there
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): Hi.

Well this is what it feels like to be posting on the Infamous "J". Meh, kinda boring....anyway. I've noticed the lack of traffic between blogs lately (I keep up with traffic according to comments and such)so I say COMMENT OR I SHALL BURN YOU BY SHOOTING FLAMES FROM MY EYES!!!!!! I've noticed this is the latest I've been up and on AIM so here is part of a recent conversation:

tomamama29: I'll tell you if I come across a dead hobo while riding my bike
ImOkWithThat44: ok
tomamama29: you will be the first to know
tomamama29: seriously
ImOkWithThat44: awesome
tomamama29: no police first
tomamama29: just "Jordan, there's a dead hobo. Now what?"
ImOkWithThat44: poke it with a stick
tomamama29: speaking of dead hobos, Steph was talking to me about her tryout for "Makin' It"
tomamama29: woah, wait
tomamama29: let's just pretend there is a relationship between those two things

Fin for now.

Listening to: GreenDay - Basket Case
Current thoughts: Gosh...sure is boring
Mood: hungry

So I haven't updated in awhile...yeah. Summer smells for me. My gerbil died on the last day of school and the other gerbil was lost. I was playing with my gerbil Pecan and then I found the other gerbil on the floor, skinny as heck. My sister's kitten got ran over. My gerbil Pecan died. My kitten got ran over. And...yeah. I'm glad turtles are low maintnence. I have one gerbil left, and now I have to lock the cage all the way because it's like "Houdini", finds a way out somehow. In fact, that's his name.
My cousin Aaron came over for a week and my cat hated it. By the 3rd day she learned to run when he came up to her. All he did was "Kitty kitty, kiss kitty" and he'd kiss her back. Then he'd grab her and try to carry her around. My neighbor's dog was ecstatic at first to have a new kid to play with. UNTIL she learned to stay away. And to get my cousin away from her, she'd play dead. My neighbor's chihuahua didn't like him, she hates kids period. She'd bite at him everytime he tried to touch her. He didn't learn, and would keep on touching her.
I got a PS2, and now I only have 1 game for it. It's kool because it's made after the manga I like to read. .Hack part 1//Infection is the name of the game.
Well I'm sure no one wants to hear about my summer anymore. Here you go jordan I updated! lol LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Uneventful weekend, except for the fact I finally went to the car races. I saw the guy that used to like me and he looked...the same I guess, except for the spiked hair. I take it his mom finally let him spike his hair, the SAME mom who didn't want him hanging out with me because she thought I looked 'preppy'. Robert's going to leave me and I'm sad. *tear* I won't ever get to see him again unless he retires from the Navy and that'll be a long time probably because I see how long it is for my friend Jorge's dad to retire. Every year or two his dad says he'll retire in the next year or so. Every year it's the same, he ends up having to stay another few more years. It's not that I'm trying to be selfish, it's just...I'll miss the person that I can talk to the most about things. But..right now I'm in one of those I want to bitch about myself moods, so before things get started I might as well end them now. LaterZ

*~*Nina*~* (in case you're wondering about the whole Teenie and Nina thing, it depends on the mood I'm in)

I rethought something on the popularity of 1st graders. So think, the kutest, smartest, popularist girl in the grade (1st) has the koolest crayons. EVERYONE wants to use them. That would make her popular. I also experienced that bit of popularity. And come to think of it, I've seen that girl around the school. But she's not as popular as she was in elementary school, because elementary school was on a 1 school basis, and once u hit high school from middle school there's MORE people and more groups. All I know about that one single girl is she turned bi and she's goth and all that other smack.

OH and popularity also makes you bite your nails. Guess I was never popular, I never bit my nails.

K added my input on that, laterZ
*~*TeEnIe*~*

So I was thinking about how popularity was judged upon the years. Elementary school, in order to be cool with the "earlier" gamers, it meant you had to have a game system higher than a SNES. Which after that would have been the N64. You had to have been cool to have that one. Then I thought, well what about in school in general. So here's what I came up with:

Kindergarten- You were judged upon how many crayons you had, what color scissors you had.
Bragging rights and props to the kids who actually tried out for the science fair and got first place IN kindergarten.
1st Grade- Boys: Who you got your first kiss from. (yes this did happen, I remember)
Girls: If you were the girl to kiss the guy.
2nd Grade: Who could get away with the most stuff and not get in trouble
3rd Grade: Anything that didn't have to get in trouble. Then again, if you got a referrel you were cool (first of the bad boys etc.)
4th Grade: If you were a new student, you automatically became popular. Having a twin also helped this little detail a bit.
5th grade: If you had a gameboy color with any cool games and were able to sneak it to school you might've been considered cool AMONG your friends, but not among the grade.

and in concluding all these grades I also thought for all the grades that if you were a girl and were able to wear makeup without getting noticed, you were considered cool. But then again you had to be one of the cute girls in the grade too.

6th grade- Girls: First girl to have a boyfriend and keep him for at least a month. Then get rumors had about you and that boyfriend. Wearing the coolest makeup and looking cool with it. (Sad to say I wasn't either, I didn't like to wear makeup and I hated boys, but then I hung around with them at lunch...)
Boys- Whoever had the most Pokemon cards. Whoever had the girlfriend that got rumors (and he was mentioned in them). Then also, if you were the guy to strip in front of your last period class, you were always remembered.
7th grade: Whoever had a boyfriend/girlfriend the longest. Talk back to the teachers and not get sent to the office.
8th grade: All the things that went for the other grades, and then picking on all the 6th graders.

These are what I've observed in the high school years:

9th Grade: Being able to go through the year without being called a fish. Being part of a clique that has all the popular people in it. Instant group of people (mostly smart) if you went to the Athena schools (Wynn Seale and Baker).
10th Grade: Surviving 9th grade without getting held back. Start skipping and not getting caught (starts in 9th but usually people are always caught)
11th grade: Definetely skipping and not getting caught (if you did you'd probably be mocked).
12th grade: Skipping and having a car to do it with (considering the security guard or camera doesn't see you during the act)

Of course 11th and 12th were a little short and unthought because I haven't been in those grades. Maybe Chris can give me hints on 11th. Help me out here Chris!

K well I need to go and b**** out a gamer magazine for something. I'll write later

*~*TeEnIe*~

K, so I haven't updated in a while. I've not been in the mood. Chris...no. I got tasered yesterday by my ex-boyfriend David! He grabbed my hand and just shocked me with his little "taser-camera". It left to white marks on my finger where it hit. That thing felt like it was pulling on me and they said it was like less than a second until I started screaming. It felt like more than a second! It like....felt like 2 seconds. Man. Well yeah, I'm leaving right now because everyone seems to be getting sick. My sister had a 103 fever and my friend Kelly isn't coming to school today because...she's sick. YEAH! ok, well bye

*~*TeEnIe*~*

Chris smells. And he better call me because I'll be mad. Sean smells like butt. I got a pickle :D. Hehe I don't know what to talk about because EVERYONE is watching me so I'll write on monday. BYE!

I feel so geeky today! I'm not wearing my usual kind of shirt. My hair became the way I didn't want it, it's k, but I wanted to do it like last time. But...it as kinda my idea to do the cap anyways, so it's part to blame on my half. We have the stupid state test for the next 3 freaking days. NOOOO...yeah. My cat woke me up at 3 this morning. I was about to kill her so I just threw her butt outside. I mouthed off to that one girl who talks smack about me. Wasn't much but it was something. I'm hoping to do more to piss her off because I'm not going to be nice to her anymore. K...well I'm gonna go because I can't seem to quit complaining about stuff....LaterZ!

Listening to: people talking and talking
Current thoughts: *blank*
Mood: bored

OK, having a cat with kittens is just like having a baby. The cat insists on going outside (waking me up) at all odd hours of the night. She got me so p-oed on Friday night because she woke me up at 1 o clock in the morning, and wouldn't quit roaming around my room. So I locked her in my mom's bathroom while I was watching tv. After she wouldn't quit banging herself against the door I opened it to find one of her kittens on the floor. The other in the box of course. She ran out of the bathroom for a few seconds then grabbed the kitten that was on the floor (looking like she was killing it or at least going to eat it), and carried it into the hallway. My door wasn't open so she set the kitten on the floor. I opened the door and she grabbed the kitten and took it and dropped it right onto my bed. I took it by then that she wanted to keep the kittens in my room. She wakes me up at 5 in the morning wanting to go outside to eat. I got mad at this point but didn't say anything, so I took her outside and brought her inside right afterwards. She wakes me up 30 minutes later and wants to go outside again. I got really mad by now and so I locked her in the bathroom again, this time putting stuff up against the door hoping that'll stall her from banging herself. I woke up at 7 and went to check on her as my first instinct. I found to my surprise that the stuff that i put against the door were gone. I opened the door and found one of the kittens on the floor, and the other kitten MISSING. Of course the cat couldn't understand what I was saying when I was yelling at her asking her where the kitten was. So I turned around and saw something black against the rocking chair. It turned out to be the kitten, asleep. When I grabbed this kitten Pewter (mother cat) grabbed the other kitten and took it back into my room. Now I have a family of kittens in my room, and with a cat who refuses to get them out of it. We took the kittens outside, she just carried them right back to the door to bring them inside, having the kittens outside ticked her off. I guess I'll have to deal with being woken up at 4-5 o clock in the morning....GOSH

Man if only Dustin could read this. We were talking the other day about me having dreams about EVERYONE else, except for someone. He of course guessed who it was on the first try. Well...I jinxed it and had a dream about this one person. GRR! He only played a small role which was walking right in front of me, but dude, I didn't want him in my dream! Guess that's what I get for jinxing myself. *sigh*

Well Chris, I know you won't get this by the time you get to school so I guess I'll see you during the day. You should call more often, AND you need to bring the notebook to school so we can make a trade. NOW that I wrote it on here, you can get reminded. LaterZ!

Haha Mark said I better quit procrastinating. NEVER!!! :D Yeah, that's me the procrastinator.

Yeahhhhhh....boring. LoL Chris Smells!

How can I be mad or sad on a day like this? I was worried last night of course, and was afraid something bad happened to my cat. This morning I went outside, and there she was climbing out from behind this board. I saw something moving but couldn't see what it was, and lifted the board. And to my surprise, I saw 2 kittens. They're so kute! I took some pics of them and I'll DL them as soon as I can but I don't think I'll continue my ranting, besides that girl was the only girl I was venting my mind out on. LaterZ cuz I need to do my research.

I'm really tired of some people talking their shit and acting like they're all that. (this is for at least 2 people in pe). There's this one girl in my fclass who acts nice to CERTAIN people, of course I'm not one of them, but why should I care? I'm not asking her to like me. Here's how it goes, this one girl is always talking smack about me, I've never given her reason. She says I'm stingy. Dude, she's never really ever asked me for much to say I'm stingy. Out of all the times I've brought cinnamon rolls to class I can say she'sls only really only asked me for some maybe 2 or 3 times, not more than that. In all those times she asked me I can honestly say I said no once. That one time I had a reason because I hadn't eaten for a day and a half and was starving and not reaedy to give any food out to anyone. That same day she asked me for a quarter. I said no which was the truth, but I had a dollar. Now...that 's not the shape of a quaerter but when I came back tto class with food she looked pissed. Any other times I had food I would have been nice enough to fork some over if she asked, she never did of course. The other day I was eating Twang, in case you dont' know what that is it's pickle or lime flavored salt, kind of like lucas, but better. She aksed me if I could put some on her hot cheetso . You see if it was had been Lucas I'd have gladly put some in the bagf, but I can barely get twang unless I'm with my cousin because my mom won't let me buy it. I hesitated, then put a tiny bit. Iheard her telling Aaron that I was "fuckin' pinche" and all this other stuff. Yesterday she asked me for a quarter. I had one but wasn't about to give her one because I was tired of putting up a nice front like I never hear the crap she says about me. She's also said on numerous occasions that I was annoying. Who gives? I'm not trying to please her. She says I'm fucking stingy and I never give her shit. I wouldn't be talking because she's never offered me any of her hot cheetos, like I'd want them anyways, I hate them. But if she thinks I'm about to offer her my stuff she's got another thing coming for her.

I'll continue tomorrow, I dont' have anymore time BYE!

Haha, ok, so yeah, I hiccuped like last week and I couldn't quit. That was funny. Well yeah, boring, but funny. Someone must not really have a life to find that kind of stuff funny. I really need to redye my hair, the red is gone. People are scaring me, and I'm scaring myself. Nah I'm just really happy to start posting again. Easter smelled, but I got money and bought Bawls. So old news. Joseph got my pics, and said he showed all his friends. Gotta go again, bYE!

K so I haven't updated my "J" lately. Yeah...the school won't let me VIEW it, I can update it but not view it. That really sucks. Chris thinks I've dressed up today since I wore earrings. NO. And I've started reading those mangas, they're kool, and no Mark I don't need help. I learned that my mom really can make me do things I don't wanna do, like pluck my freaking toes! Yeah...embarassment majorly. My cat should pop anyday soon, hoping she has lots of kitties so I can have lots of fun. OH, I can't check who writes on my "J" so....don't comment, if u do...Chris will have to tell me lol. I'll TRY And find a way to check out my "J". Well kkkkk....bye

OK Chris, I finally decided to update my "J" as you call it. I haven't been in the mood, or haven't had time. Let's see...I got glasses, and the car races got rained out. Yeah, it's boring as usual. ROMCO races are this weekend and I doubt I can go. K well I'm going to go becasue I don't know what to talk about...yeah it's that boring. LateRZ

Now I know why I don't wear bright colors. It makes me look sick. My friend Chris (other Chris) even said it was true.

So the other day we're driving to my mom's friend's house and we pass by this street called Horne, my sister was saying all the street names and instead of calling the street "Horn" she called it "Horny". I found this hilarious. Yeah...something so boring could be so funny.

I felt my cat's stomach the other day. She's pregnant. It was cool because I actually felt her kittens kick. I also took my two gerbils to my neighbor's house. I thought the dog Honey was going to want to eat my gerbils because I put my gerbils on the couch with her and at first she was like "Get the fuck away from me" but when both the gerbils went up to her nose and touched it she got interested. She started putting her paws on their back and started licking them like they were her own puppies. It was the cutest thing. I'm not going to try that with my cat of course, she'll eat them on site I know her all tooooo well.

Yesterday during lunch I made fun of my friend Nicole (as always) and said that she was going to work at Hooters and wear a waterbra. Then me and Kelly started talking about pudding-filled waterballoons. I got the idea from that movie Now and Then. I started telling Kelly "Yeah, I'm going to come to school with pudding filled waterballoons and then people will ask me if I got breast implants." I turned around and asked Robert if a girl he liked were to stuff her bra what would he rather her stuff it with, jello or pudding? He said jello, then he goes "Hey I saw that in a movie before! The girl stuffed her bra with pudding or whatever" I guess I shouldn't tell a guy who knows why I'm asking that question.

Well...I have been slacking off lately, but I'm going to have to slack off more because it's Easter Break, as is everyone else's probably. But at least other people get to use their computers. I feel sorry for my friend Joseph because they've taken his Spring Break away. His break started today and it's Easter Break, but it's also his spring break. Yeah....K, well LaterZ! Chris, you need to call me and invite me to the park. LoL

here's my friend ashley's live journal, i can't get this to work so i'll do it later, Ashley's LiveJournal

Saturday I made a complete and total fool of myself. I went to my friend Catherine's birthday party and we went to the pool hall and everyone else was playing pool. I decided to go ahead and try and I missed the white ball the first time. And then they made me do it again and I missed it again, both times hitting another ball into the hole. I got so mad I ran to the chair I was sitting at before and started crying. Over something so STUPID. Yeah...that was the highlight of my day. Well actually no, while I was in the bathroom at home I hit a fly with a brush, that kept me occupied for 5 minutes straight, trying to hit the fly with the brush. Yeahh......bored me. K well This was fast, gotta go cuz the bell's gonna ring in like a minute. LaterZ

I need a massage so bad. I've worked out the last 2 days and I'm in the worst kind of pain. I can't find my bed buddy and my mom threw away alll the long socks, which is BAD because now I can't make a home-made bed buddy to heat up and put on my muscles. Chris, I tried to call you! TWICE! BUT NO ONE ANSWERS!? Gah. I've gotten hooked on Friends, and I've even learned some phrases.

When someone says "I think we should see other people" means "Haha I'm already seeing someone"
"we should do this again sometime" means "You'll never see me naked again"
Then there's the usual "It's not you" means "It's is you"

Well I'm sore and don't want to type, Chris....uhh..I'll try and call you this weekend IF I can. And you better ANSWER! LaterZ

Ok...so that last post was a little opinionated and long, didn't mean to I'm sorry, normal posts will reside tomorrow, I'm still not feeling good and so that went all to my head.

I feel all happy happy. You know why? Because I did my hair! Oh yeah...I know I sound like one of those girls who dye their hair like every month. I'm not LIKE that, it just so happens the last few months I haven't been so satisified with my hair. I did red highlights, and the compliments I'm getting make me feel SO great. My mom didn't like the idea of doing my hair, she was all for doing the color and all, but she didn't want to DO it herself. She wanted it professionally done but if I did that then it would be like over a hundred bucks the first time and about 60 bucks for touchups. Better to just get the stuff you can get at the grocery story for 10 bucks and get it over with. I didn't think I was going to like the results, but actually, I DO! Of course if my hair is down nobody can see it, but when it's pulled back people can see it. I love my hair, but not in that overly-obsessive way. And if I get in trouble I'll get mad because think about it, there are girls here who have green in their hair, and do they get in trouble?? I think not. But then I saw a girl with the same highlights as me, except more noticeable and she had to REDYE her hair so it was brown. And then there's this other girl who has the same highlights and she has yet to get in trouble. There's something really wrong with this school's system of discipline. They think "Oh that hair's going to be distracting, better take that person in." When think about it, it's only going to be distracting for a day. And if the attention lasts for over a day it's only for the people who didn't see it the first time around. Example, I did my hair a new way last week and Nicole noticed, I did it again this week and she didn't make that much of a big deal on it. So therefore, attention won't be spent on the hairstyle. Who's going to be STARING at the hair, what, they want to fail? Nah I think these teachers and school officials just want drones of themselves. Disciplined (not), responsible (rarely probably), and quiet (when they yell at the students is that quiet??).