*to make up for last nite's post that I put on the other blog*

Listening to: Edwin McCain - I'll Be
Current thoughts: Finally...
Mood: happy/sad

OMG OMG OMG the concert was so freaking awesome. I was not even 2 feet from Rick Springfield! Thanks to CSE, i wouldn't have been that close if it weren't for him. And DURN IT. I was stupid and didn't think this but I could've recorded the concert on my blog. DURN IT! *hits head repeatedly* Perfect ending to a perfect night!!! I saw the guy from Cracker Barrell *smiles and blushes* But dude this concert was WAY freaking better than the Papa Roach concert. nothing was compared to it. Thanks CSE for pushing me closer...but i'm still mad at you, for 3 reasons

1.) You didn't catch the shirt that went over your head
2.) You didn't make me touch Rick Springfield
3.) ...and I forgot the 3rd, but there was a third, right now i'm talking to ashley so I forgot, but i'll remember soon!

But I still wuv ya :-D. lol. We gotta do this more. Not concerts, but you know you know, something cool. There's Funtrackers next week! You better go! Or I'll hurt you so freaking bad hehehe. *smiles evily*

~*~Nina~*~ P.S. People forgot! It's my bday and people have forgot only Zeke and Frank have told me happy bday, and I think CSE too. BYE

And this was for last nite

Listening to: To Make You Feel My Love - Josh Kelley
Mood: Mad

I'm just trying to see if this durned thing will POST!

Ashley: *whisper* I see dead people f***
me: You see dead f***?
Ashley: SHUT UP you weren't supposed to say it out loud!

Listening to: Ashley talk
Mood: pissed

SCREW AARON, SCREW ALL the F***ing hoes who have no f***ing life than to start sh!t with me.  If someone threatens to kick my ass, I'll defend myself.  But it's f***ed up that some people hate me for no reason.  They have no f***ing life.  Well guess what, you mess with me and you'll have others to mess with to just to let you f@gs know.  Got that? GOOD, now f*** off and go away

me: hooplay
frank: what?
me: dunno
frank: that bored?
me: yes
frank: loser.
me: i know

Listening to: Jet - Cold Hard Bitch
Current thoughts: I'm happy now...for I don't know what reason, I'm still sick as a dog
Mood: happy

Zeke is a dork.  Hehe, nah j/k if you're reading this Zeke. 
 
We went to Cracker Barrell and I saw that guy again.  Luckily I didn't bump into him, but it was too busy to talk to the waiters/waitresses or even get to choose our server.  That stunk, but I got to look at eyecandy the whole time I was there so it was all cool and gravy. 
 
I finally ate after a whole day of not eating...I swear, I didn't eat all day long yesterday....and what's funny is I wasn't hungry at all.  Weird huh?  Well not really, being sick can do that to you.  I ate today like there was no tomorrow, well no...I drank a coke to ease myself into getting stuff in my body again, then I ate my favorite Deli-style Mustard Pretzels (Gardettos oh yea baby), then I ate Cracker Barrell.  So now I feel loads better than yesterday.  Though I am still sick...

Listening to: Eve 6 - Inside out
Current thoughts: I don't know what to believe anymore
Mood: ticked off

Reminders  and rememberences

The harsh reminders of the past.  I look in my backyard and I still picture the 2 swingsets in my backyard.  I see myself 9 years ago scared to go on the monkey bars, having to have my dad carry me on his shoulders to just act like I'm going across.  Then I see myself jumping up and down excited because I did it by myself.  I see the playhouse that used to be there, the day me, Alex, and Chelsea played truth or dare in there.  I look in the front yard and I remember everything that went on there.  The day we dug up the front lawn because someone lost their necklace there and we got carried away with the metal detector and found lots of things but the necklace.  I remember when I played baseball with my dad, kickball with the neighbor kids, 4th grade playing football with the boys.  I remember when I tried to mow the lawn and lost control only to run into the fence and have a lizard jump on my face.  Running into my neighbor's house because I had cut myself with glass and I was afraid to face my parents.  Crying in kindergarten because I was a skunk in the school play and the people who played horses were making fun of me.  Crying in the 1st grade because the boys were saying "Nina and Steven sitting in a tree..."  Throwing little tantrums at my neighbor's house because I lost at dominos.  Accidently killing that little bird because I was trying to keep it from running away.  The day I woke up at 4 in the morning only to be sent back to my room because my dad didn't want me to see him sick and then waking up the next morning with my grandmother there because he went to the hospital.  The day my mother left, how I insisted on going to school the next day only to be sent back home because I was sick.  All the times I embarassed myself arguing with Erica.  6th grade being the best time of my school life, not being shy to talk to anyone, not being afraid to do anything, being able to talk to guys without caring what they thought of me.  I remember when I ran across the gym because I thought I was short enough to go under the volleyball net without bending, and I fell right in front of the guy I liked.  Falling in algebra class in front of the guy I liked yet again when I got stuck in the desk somehow and I hit my head on the next desk.  The little experiments I used to do with my uncle, getting in trouble for making that concoction that ruined the next door neighbor's white truck, turning it permanently pink for the rest of its car years.  Going to car races, meeting new people and feeling like I could be myself there more than anywhere else.  Buying my dad that one real father's day gift, better than just a card like my kid years.  I felt happy because I thought of getting this gift all on my own, well after seeing the commercial for it.  It was one of those picture cakes, a picture of me, him and my sister.  Meeting Joseph...and getting to know him.  He seemed like the perfect guy, still does, but I'm too young for that.  
 
I think that should conclude for now.  I was in a thinkative mood today...I was mad for a long time .  And I mowed 2 whole lawns, front and back, and it didn't help out my mood.  It only made me more sick than I already was...LaterZ people
 
~*~Nina...~*~

Listening to: Bowling For Soup - The Bitch Song
Current thoughts: people are so immature, some people
Mood: pissed/happy

So the only downfall of the day was a b*tch decided to message me talking crap. I don't know who it was, but whoever it was and if they could ever read this...FUCK YOU!

My mom was reading the obits and came across this name I found extremely funny
John Peter Sprinkle
I couldn't quit laughing about it.

So anyways, LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

July 30 I get to go see Rick Springfield in concert. In case you're wondering who he is he's a singer from the 80's who sang "Jesse's Girl" only the best freaking song from the 80's...lol well not the best, it's behind "My Ding-a-ling" by Chuck Berry, I think that's the name. I also hope I get to see Evanescence on August...8th I think. And hopefully Linkin Park on August 21. If I go I hope to somehow bump into my friend Michelle who's going but I'm sure that's impossible because there'll be so many people there. I get to go to Schlitterbahn around July 26-28 with Robert so that'll be cool. I'll just have to wear a towel so he can't see me in a bikini lol. I went to Fiesta Texas only to get rained out at the end of the day. I was mad because I didn't take the chance to ask this boy to go on the Tornado with me. But by the end of the day I was just glad I got to go with my bestest friend.

The boy at Cracker Barrell now knows I think he's cute. This is embarassing because you know...now I can't show my face there without blushing anytime he looks at me. He said I was gonna grow up to be a hottie but that I was too young lol, he's like 19...I think.

I went to play POOL the other day with Frank, Dalilah, my mom, Zeke and another guy named John. It was the koolest. I only got to play once...and lost. But I was playing against Zeke, he helped me and tried to give me tips so it was all good. (I had to redo this post since SOMEBODY pointed out we played pool, lol)

well...LaterZ!

*~*Nina*~*

Listening to: trying to listen to the similarity that Yes Maybe says i have in my voice to Hilary Duff
Current thoughts: I don't sound like her
Mood: weirded

me: ahh my voice sounds funny, go to my gerbil
yes maybe: (the hell...?)
me: gerbil...wait, i mean blog

I got my cell back so now i audioblog. I went to San Marcos today and went shopping.
$100 purse
$120 on school clothes
$30 or more on regular clothes
$8-9 on a neopets handheld game that was on sale at KB-Toys since it's closing
A whole day of walking almost seems so painful, but it was worth it. A whole day of text messaging was fun. My mom gave me medicine and she didn't tell me it would make me drowsy so i fell asleep in the car. Not to forget that I had put my cell phone on autoanswer and had the earpiece in my ear so if someone called it would answer and they would've heard me sleeping. I called Radio Disney on the way there and they answered and I froze because I didn't know what to say so i told the girl if she could play Simple Plan - Perfect. I'm such a geek!

I saw Ashley at Peter Piper Pizza yesterday (she works there). Thank you for the blinky-bouncing ball! You're the best! :-D

Of course from my audioblog you heard about my little mishap from the footmassager thinking it was a back massager. My voice sounds so funny.

Nina: Pizza hut
Ashley: Yes, I would like to order a New Yorker-
Nina: Go to Peter Piper and order your pizza there since you work there you traitor!

lol I thought that was funny.

Listening to: Hello Darkness - Simon and Garfunkel
Current thoughts: uhhhh...It's not really that dark
Mood: tired-ish
New MY Word(s):yuterbeist
Comic(s):
Notes : Well, I need something to do

I'm posting again with no material. This is just getting sad. I really need to find some material and FAST! Anyways, I found out that frappachinos make a good drink. Especially carmel. Mmmmmmmm, carmel.....

I had a fight with Frank about his friend saying I was cute. Okay, for one, for all of you who say I put myself down too much, I don't put myself down, I just simply state the truth. I don't think myself as cute, and if a guy says i'm cute, ok fine i'm cute, but i'm not going to be one of those self absorbed girls who struts their stuff thinking "I'm cute, I know it, everyone knows it, look at me I'm miss hotty pants". But to set the story straight, I DON'T THINK OF MYSELF AS CUTE ONE SINGLE BIT!
Now on to other things. I'm leaving, for a while, again. No net for me. No updating my blog. Ahh but it's k, nobody will miss me. Yes Maybe and the Lemonator are funny, go check them out. So anyways, yes I shall go...LaterZ

*~*Teenie*~* (I had Bawls today...but I'm on the nothing-hyperness right now, where I just sit there, hyper, but don't do anything...)

OK all I wanna do is rat out how much guys stink, and not all you guys (if you're reading this you probably don't....not unless you're someone). But yea...So there's this guy, who I liked a while back, and I..well liked him. He seems so cool, but gosh it SUCKS! He has no idea how I felt, or how I might even be feeling. I don't think I like him anymore, no not even. It's kinda like when I first met him, I kinda had a crush on him right away...I'm not one to like to say soulmates or "love at first site" as they call it cuz I think that's a bunch of bull but like HELLO I can't get it off my conscience. If I don't tell him, I'll burst. It's crazyness. I don't know...I mean I feel like I like someone (another guy) but I don't want to be so stupid as to want a long distance relationship because you know...those suck (but if you're surviving one, then IGNORE THIS). In every way he seems so perfect, but it's like...he's not there to hug, to even get to talk to face to face. And Chris, don't go about saying how "OH good you're going along with my 'no seeing people who I can see face to face'" because I will so not talk to you. But I mean, I'm too young for that sort of thing, to even think about that sort of stuff, I mean yeah I'm 15 and stuff...but no, ok this is leading nowhere, I SHALL LEAVE!!!

~Nina (not even a little decoration :@ (msn face))

Listening to: a lawn mower
Current thoughts: what time is it, mommy?
Mood: ep
New MY Word(s): shnay, meh, yutopid
Comic(s): just to go to my blog and get the links from there
Notes (sorry toma, i like ur idea): Hi.

Well this is what it feels like to be posting on the Infamous "J". Meh, kinda boring....anyway. I've noticed the lack of traffic between blogs lately (I keep up with traffic according to comments and such)so I say COMMENT OR I SHALL BURN YOU BY SHOOTING FLAMES FROM MY EYES!!!!!! I've noticed this is the latest I've been up and on AIM so here is part of a recent conversation:

tomamama29: I'll tell you if I come across a dead hobo while riding my bike
ImOkWithThat44: ok
tomamama29: you will be the first to know
tomamama29: seriously
ImOkWithThat44: awesome
tomamama29: no police first
tomamama29: just "Jordan, there's a dead hobo. Now what?"
ImOkWithThat44: poke it with a stick
tomamama29: speaking of dead hobos, Steph was talking to me about her tryout for "Makin' It"
tomamama29: woah, wait
tomamama29: let's just pretend there is a relationship between those two things

Fin for now.

Listening to: GreenDay - Basket Case
Current thoughts: Gosh...sure is boring
Mood: hungry

So I haven't updated in awhile...yeah. Summer smells for me. My gerbil died on the last day of school and the other gerbil was lost. I was playing with my gerbil Pecan and then I found the other gerbil on the floor, skinny as heck. My sister's kitten got ran over. My gerbil Pecan died. My kitten got ran over. And...yeah. I'm glad turtles are low maintnence. I have one gerbil left, and now I have to lock the cage all the way because it's like "Houdini", finds a way out somehow. In fact, that's his name.
My cousin Aaron came over for a week and my cat hated it. By the 3rd day she learned to run when he came up to her. All he did was "Kitty kitty, kiss kitty" and he'd kiss her back. Then he'd grab her and try to carry her around. My neighbor's dog was ecstatic at first to have a new kid to play with. UNTIL she learned to stay away. And to get my cousin away from her, she'd play dead. My neighbor's chihuahua didn't like him, she hates kids period. She'd bite at him everytime he tried to touch her. He didn't learn, and would keep on touching her.
I got a PS2, and now I only have 1 game for it. It's kool because it's made after the manga I like to read. .Hack part 1//Infection is the name of the game.
Well I'm sure no one wants to hear about my summer anymore. Here you go jordan I updated! lol LaterZ

*~*Nina*~*

Uneventful weekend, except for the fact I finally went to the car races. I saw the guy that used to like me and he looked...the same I guess, except for the spiked hair. I take it his mom finally let him spike his hair, the SAME mom who didn't want him hanging out with me because she thought I looked 'preppy'. Robert's going to leave me and I'm sad. *tear* I won't ever get to see him again unless he retires from the Navy and that'll be a long time probably because I see how long it is for my friend Jorge's dad to retire. Every year or two his dad says he'll retire in the next year or so. Every year it's the same, he ends up having to stay another few more years. It's not that I'm trying to be selfish, it's just...I'll miss the person that I can talk to the most about things. But..right now I'm in one of those I want to bitch about myself moods, so before things get started I might as well end them now. LaterZ

*~*Nina*~* (in case you're wondering about the whole Teenie and Nina thing, it depends on the mood I'm in)

I rethought something on the popularity of 1st graders. So think, the kutest, smartest, popularist girl in the grade (1st) has the koolest crayons. EVERYONE wants to use them. That would make her popular. I also experienced that bit of popularity. And come to think of it, I've seen that girl around the school. But she's not as popular as she was in elementary school, because elementary school was on a 1 school basis, and once u hit high school from middle school there's MORE people and more groups. All I know about that one single girl is she turned bi and she's goth and all that other smack.

OH and popularity also makes you bite your nails. Guess I was never popular, I never bit my nails.

K added my input on that, laterZ
*~*TeEnIe*~*

So I was thinking about how popularity was judged upon the years. Elementary school, in order to be cool with the "earlier" gamers, it meant you had to have a game system higher than a SNES. Which after that would have been the N64. You had to have been cool to have that one. Then I thought, well what about in school in general. So here's what I came up with:

Kindergarten- You were judged upon how many crayons you had, what color scissors you had.
Bragging rights and props to the kids who actually tried out for the science fair and got first place IN kindergarten.
1st Grade- Boys: Who you got your first kiss from. (yes this did happen, I remember)
Girls: If you were the girl to kiss the guy.
2nd Grade: Who could get away with the most stuff and not get in trouble
3rd Grade: Anything that didn't have to get in trouble. Then again, if you got a referrel you were cool (first of the bad boys etc.)
4th Grade: If you were a new student, you automatically became popular. Having a twin also helped this little detail a bit.
5th grade: If you had a gameboy color with any cool games and were able to sneak it to school you might've been considered cool AMONG your friends, but not among the grade.

and in concluding all these grades I also thought for all the grades that if you were a girl and were able to wear makeup without getting noticed, you were considered cool. But then again you had to be one of the cute girls in the grade too.

6th grade- Girls: First girl to have a boyfriend and keep him for at least a month. Then get rumors had about you and that boyfriend. Wearing the coolest makeup and looking cool with it. (Sad to say I wasn't either, I didn't like to wear makeup and I hated boys, but then I hung around with them at lunch...)
Boys- Whoever had the most Pokemon cards. Whoever had the girlfriend that got rumors (and he was mentioned in them). Then also, if you were the guy to strip in front of your last period class, you were always remembered.
7th grade: Whoever had a boyfriend/girlfriend the longest. Talk back to the teachers and not get sent to the office.
8th grade: All the things that went for the other grades, and then picking on all the 6th graders.

These are what I've observed in the high school years:

9th Grade: Being able to go through the year without being called a fish. Being part of a clique that has all the popular people in it. Instant group of people (mostly smart) if you went to the Athena schools (Wynn Seale and Baker).
10th Grade: Surviving 9th grade without getting held back. Start skipping and not getting caught (starts in 9th but usually people are always caught)
11th grade: Definetely skipping and not getting caught (if you did you'd probably be mocked).
12th grade: Skipping and having a car to do it with (considering the security guard or camera doesn't see you during the act)

Of course 11th and 12th were a little short and unthought because I haven't been in those grades. Maybe Chris can give me hints on 11th. Help me out here Chris!

K well I need to go and b**** out a gamer magazine for something. I'll write later

*~*TeEnIe*~

K, so I haven't updated in a while. I've not been in the mood. Chris...no. I got tasered yesterday by my ex-boyfriend David! He grabbed my hand and just shocked me with his little "taser-camera". It left to white marks on my finger where it hit. That thing felt like it was pulling on me and they said it was like less than a second until I started screaming. It felt like more than a second! It like....felt like 2 seconds. Man. Well yeah, I'm leaving right now because everyone seems to be getting sick. My sister had a 103 fever and my friend Kelly isn't coming to school today because...she's sick. YEAH! ok, well bye

*~*TeEnIe*~*