Tonight
I'll make my move
and it won't be pretty

Beat it bish I dare you

I'm a webcomic junkie

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open Just to feel...

Si, I'm currenly singing that on a full stomach. I want to sleep. But I can't sleep. I want to watch a movie, but I'm done with "Raise Your Voice". I want to hang out, but I have nobody's number to hang out with. Everyone's gone. Catherine has her phone off, she has a car. Oscar has summer school, I think. Brandon doesn't talk to me anymore and when he does he doesn't act like he wants to talk. Anyone else is too busy.






Dyed my hair again. Even though I get compliments on how good the color looks on me, I still don't see myself actually going permanent with it. I'm rather fond of the light brown hair with blonde highlights inside. But sometimes it feels good to go black. Maybe next time, just to see what happens, I should try the blonde mousse and see what my hair turns out like. The stuff doesn't last long enough anyways. Only the darker color does because my highlights hold the color longer. Meaning I have purple highlights for about 2 weeks after I dye my hair even if it lasts only 8 washes.

I think officially yesterday was my first day of reading Harry Potter meaning I have to work my ass off to read all 5 books in 2 weeks. Can I do it? Who knows. Maybe, instead of using my insomniac-ism to be on the computer or play my gameboy, I'll read the books instead. Books 1-3 were easy to read. I think I read each one in about a week. If I spend hours reading I could easily read the first 2 in a day or 2. Then onto 4 and 5 where those will give me trouble. It took me 2 weeks to read the 4th book, and 5th book, but I didn't read them consistently, I skipped a day or so. So if I kept on it, I'm sure I could get my 2 week mark in. And then in July Dalilah can buy me the 6th for my bday. How fun.

LaterZ
Nubbets

blog blog blog
that is all

I've come to the conclusion it's not the Nyquil that made me have weird dreams. I didn't take nyquil last nite and I had a weird dream that Robert DeNiro came to have dinner. We had a mansion. DeNiro hated my dad, vice versa, and DeNiro was hitting on my mom. He was really cool. And then there was something to do with Laser Station, and this guy Aaron who had a knife I let him borrow.

Yeah I think I'll stop there.

I think I had stressed myself out over school so much, that even though it's summer vacation, I'm still having dreams about it.

Yesterday's dream I had a dream that I apologized to Mark. Yeah, simple enough. But it was at school.

Last night's dream I dreamed that it was Biology finals. All our parents were there, even my mom was there. It was me, that boy vince that I REALLY do not like, Samantha, and this boy Robert. We were all in a group. Everyone's final in the class was to do an interpretation of "The Godfather part II", with a bunch of animals. The animals included things such as hermit crabs, turtles, snakes, starfish, and the list could go on and on. I named our hermit crabs Jerry, Frank and I forgot the other names. And I was about to kick that boy Vince's butt. And then I woke up.

The other day I had 3 dreams in one night. Won't go into detail.

Crazy dreams.

Exempt from English and I find that relieving. I didn't finish The Catcher in the Rye and the test is over that. I only had about 15 more pages, and I skipped to the end.

So Cynthia is using/abusing my camera to its full extent. We decided to cheat and take a picture of the teacher's review sheet in Chemistry. *snicker* I think the teacher might have suspected something when we were coming out of the classroom laughing our asses off. I don't regret it, the test is today and I'm almost half-way done with my cheat-sheet. I got all the vocabulary written. I need some formulas. I have until...2:30. I have enough time. Next class, and 6th period. Also lunch.

I took a picture of the Biology review sheet. Hopefully it's the same as ours, because it was off a girl that's in CMC. Usually the tests are the same, it's just they get to use their notes and stuff.

Ryan Cabrera concert was Friday. It was better than Maroon 5. I can't believe Avion is so hyped up. They only have one/two songs I recognized. The second song wasn't really something I had heard and then on the way home, changing radio stations TWICE, they were on there. Heard that song 3 times in the vicinity of 3 hours, twice in less than 10 minutes.

I'm glad this is the last week of school. I've been so stressed out. I've written more on Livejournal, so if you're wondering (which I'm guessing you're not) why I haven't written on here, well it's there. I've been lazy to log on to blogger. And the school also blocked it for a week which was weird. It's unblocked now (hence the writing in it now).

I'm a loser/dork/geek. I'm wearing the backpack-purse my sister got me almost exactly 2 years ago (so many days from now, too lazy to do the math) because I can't use a backpack in school this whole last week. Guess what's on it?? Hello Kitty. See if the purse my ex from 7th grade gave me wasn't "retired" (I don't use it anymore seeing as how it's beat up pretty badly from years of use and 'abuse' meaning i used it for everything), I'd wear that. Powerpuff girls is a little less embarassing.

LaterZ
Nubbets

I made a new blog, the link is on the side. It's for my phone. I decided to try out that blog from your mobile phone. Thing is I don't have MMS email, I have SMS email. So the posts come out with HTML I think. Maybe this summer I can get that fixed when I get a new phone. HOPEFULLY a camera phone, and if my mom won't let me get one I'll just buy it myself. I don't necessarily have to email pics with the phone I want to get because the one I want has a memory card that I can stick into my computer.

I'm a procrastinator. I don't want to work. My teacher's not in here, and I'm trying to figure out how to use email on my phone. Yes, I've had my phone since July and I have YET to figure out how to email. All I do is text message, and I rarely talk on the phone now since me and mark don't talk anymore. There's the random P.J. call and then the call from Joseph and then my friend when telling me if he's at my house. But besides that and the calls my mom makes when she needs something done, I barely talk.

I dyed my hair black yesterday. Well technically it isn't dying, it's going to wash out within a week. But if it changes the color of my hair, it's dye. I suddenly had a "dare to be different" attitude and saw the dye and told my mom "I want to do it, can I do it, please?" and I got the dye. But then I read that with long hair it might need 2 cans. So I got my mom to get another one. Turns out, NO I didn't need another can, the one can was more than enough. The dye was purple. I got it all over my ears and forehead and neck. It didn't want to wash out all the way, the water was coming out light light purple, so I let it be afraid that maybe it would wash out all the color. I blowdried it, and straightened it this morning. Now the purple is coming out on my fingernails and fingers. That's not a good thing is it? A few people have noticed the hair which is what I wanted. Next time I should do it red. Hopefully it doesn't ruin the blonde highlights I got a month ago.

K well gotta go before the sub comes around over here and gets after me.

LaterZ
Nubbets

Do narcoleptic and epileptic people take showers instead of baths for the fear of falling asleep or having a seizure in the bath and drowning?

Can chickens be diabetic?

I know this is going to be a very vague request but does ANYONE know a way to find a book of poetry. More of a collection of poems by different people.

I'm trying to find a poem on Sir Lancelot or Lancelot, not sure. I know I checked out a book last year after finding out the name of it from English class. But I don't think the school keeps records of the student's checked out books over their years in school, probably just the year's books. I know it wasn't at my school, I had to get it from another school. But I can't even remember the name, and I THINK it started with an M. I know I'm asking an outrageous thing, but I seriously need a poem for my class. I wanted to do that poem since it was short and I'd be able to make a good layout for it, but I just cannot remember for the life of me, and I'm too nervous to talk to my English teacher from last year about trying to go through papers to try and find it, I'd probably get a papercut looking.

I'm running on adreniline and Dew right now. My brain goes "Mrrr-EIT-Mrrrr".

It'd be funny if I could talk my mom into taking me to the San Antonio Zoo to just take a picture of a Toco Toucan. I really really want to take a picture, one I can call my own, instead of looking on the internet for pictures other people have taken. The project is due May 23 so maybe, just maybe, I can maybe get my grandmother to take me.

I, being one for wanting to be different in my class, decided to choose the Toco Toucan for my powerpoint project. Nobody would've thought of the "fruit loops" bird themselves. Everyone wants monkeys, lions, tigers, panthers, etc.

I've already found the whole part of Section I on my paper (description and stuff). And then part of Section II (habitat, where it's found, etc.). At the rate I'm going I'll have all the information in no time. I just want good pictures.

Who knows...It could happen.

Nobody can beat my mad tile-sock-skating skillz, YO.

Alot to look forward to

May 3 -
DVD : Gilmore Girls season 3
CD : Fall Out Boy

May 10 -
CD - The Starting Line: Bedroom Talk (HELL YEA)

May 14 -
Truck races! Frank's paying =P

May 26 -
LAST DAY OF FREAKING SCHOOL

Most of the whole month of June...
California sunshine.
Meaning me in a *cough* bikini *cough*

Dance, white boy, dance

What would you rather be, an orange or a leaf?

How would you rather die? Drown, or be eaten by a shark?