When I'm old...I hope I don't get alzheimer's. I've seen what it does to people. I'd hate to have to go through that. And put family through pain.
We were at my mom's boyfriend's house and his mom has alzheimer's. Well she never remembers who I am most of the time. Tonight I had fallen asleep for about 2 hours on the couch, she was sitting in the wheelchair and saw me moving around. When I was about to get up to go to the restroom because I was curious at how much I weighed she grabbed my arm.
"Honey, come here. Let me hold you. Just let me hold you. Sit on my knee."
and as I was trying to get up she was asking if I was alright and if I was sure I didn't want to sit in her lap
"Are you sure you don't want to sit down? Where are you going?"
So I just told her I was going to the bathroom
It makes me feel bad having to go along with them because if you say the wrong thing she'll start crying. So if she asks for 'kids' we say they're out with one of her sons. Or if the baby's in the other room and she claims she has to go put him to bed, we say that the 'nanny' already put him to bed. And then of course if we make any sort of noise she gets after us because we'll 'wake the baby up'.
Friday, February 25, 2005
Scrumtrulescent!
That's right, I'm posting on Nubbet's blog! Why? Because...I have no idea why. Kinda bored, it's a Friday with no school, and I just watched "Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle". Damn! That is the most weed I have ever seen in one place at any given time. Kind of a weird movie though. Anywho, just thought I would make a random post. Because I can. Yeap.... DO NOT QUESTION MY MOTIVES!!
This message has been brought to you cellophane wrapped and handled with care. Do not abuse it. This is not for your brain. Thank you.
This message has been brought to you cellophane wrapped and handled with care. Do not abuse it. This is not for your brain. Thank you.
Friday, February 18, 2005
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
The sky has lost its color,
the sun has turned to gray.
At least that’s how it feels to me
whenever you're away.
Evan and Jaron - The Distance
Currently listening to that song and I love it. Thanks to Lionel for lending me the cd! =) I think I almost knocked him over from hugging him. Serendipity soundtrack, the best soundtrack! Well for the time being it is.
I have managed to find an annoyance in almost every class. Minus my U.S. History class,
W. Geo - Christian, Josh,
Pre Cal - Eric (he sings..and of all things, it's crappy rap) and the sophmores who think they're all better than other people. As in...Vince.
English - Frank
Biology - The new kid Deandre (sp)
LaterZ
Nubbets
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Happy Late Valentine's!
I had a great day yesterday. I might not have received flowers at school, but I got flowers from 2 people which made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. :)
Thank you for the roses, bear, and reese's peanut butter cups :). And I hope you liked "Nubbets" =).
And thank you James for dropping off the tulips, they made me :) alot.
LaterZ
Nubbets
Thank you for the roses, bear, and reese's peanut butter cups :). And I hope you liked "Nubbets" =).
And thank you James for dropping off the tulips, they made me :) alot.
LaterZ
Nubbets
Monday, February 14, 2005
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Rant Rant Rant
He can go bite himself.
She can go screw herself.
It's pretty stupid what he's doing.
She's proven how much she cares about our "friendship".
He's an ass.
She's a "hippo".
That's all
LaterZ
Nubbets
She can go screw herself.
It's pretty stupid what he's doing.
She's proven how much she cares about our "friendship".
He's an ass.
She's a "hippo".
That's all
LaterZ
Nubbets
Monday, February 07, 2005
Photobucket's being gay so I can't post my Favorites pictures.
Favorites was great. Lots of fun. I was "amp'ed" up as you would say. Maurice brought by a can of Amp. I mixed it with his red bull. Not a good tasting combination. But it was good all the same. I was hyper at the dance. I actually attempted to dance. And I realized after all this time I was avoiding to dance, because I really suck at it. It was a song that actually gave you the directions, but once everyone started getting down I was like "Screw this, I'm not going down. I can't do that" and left. I had more fun acting like I was dancing than actually doing it. I think we (John David and me) only danced 3 songs. They didn't play much slow dance music. I was the loudest I have ever been at a dance.
Pictures to be posted on My Pictures. Comment on them when I do! =D
LaterZ
Nubbets
Favorites was great. Lots of fun. I was "amp'ed" up as you would say. Maurice brought by a can of Amp. I mixed it with his red bull. Not a good tasting combination. But it was good all the same. I was hyper at the dance. I actually attempted to dance. And I realized after all this time I was avoiding to dance, because I really suck at it. It was a song that actually gave you the directions, but once everyone started getting down I was like "Screw this, I'm not going down. I can't do that" and left. I had more fun acting like I was dancing than actually doing it. I think we (John David and me) only danced 3 songs. They didn't play much slow dance music. I was the loudest I have ever been at a dance.
Pictures to be posted on My Pictures. Comment on them when I do! =D
LaterZ
Nubbets
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Freshmen are Evil...
AND SHOULD DIE!
Sorry, this is directed for the annoying boys in my World Geography class. Don't take offense if you're in 9th grade because there's no snowball's chance in hell that you'd be like them probably.
Sorry, this is directed for the annoying boys in my World Geography class. Don't take offense if you're in 9th grade because there's no snowball's chance in hell that you'd be like them probably.
Bad bad bad
I am a bad person. Very bad. I should be punished.
BAD!
You wouldn't talk to me, you would be disappointed in me.
LaterZ
Nubbets
BAD!
You wouldn't talk to me, you would be disappointed in me.
LaterZ
Nubbets
Monday, January 31, 2005
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
The boy in front of me
Jeremy Williams is a freaking little snitch!!! He's an annoying 9th grader. He gives 9th graders a bad name.
So he sits in front of me in W. Geo class. I finish my work fairly early every week, mainly on the first day. So I read my book or I text message Maurice, or see who's online. He always turns around. He looks at me, just stares. His beady eyes. Sometimes he tries to talk to me. Sometimes he just stares. He even sings.
He'll tell me "Oh look at your phone, it's all high tech." Why the heck doesn't he leave me alone? Ever since the first week of school, I've always hated him. He tried to use "charm" (if you would even call it that) to try and get me to let him copy my work.
Jeremy: You finished with your work?
Me: Yes
Jeremy: Can I copy it?
Me: No
*Jeremy rubs the back of his hand up and down my upper arm*
Jeremy: Are you sure there's nothing I can do to change your mind?
WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT!? I know that was at the beginning of the schoolyear, but nobody ever forgets something like that. That's just the act of a sleezeball.
So yesterday, I ask Mrs. Medina if I could go to the restroom. She said yes. Apparently Jeremy must've asked her before me if he could go, but I guess she told him no. He starts telling her stuff like "Miss, why does she get to go, but not me?" She said "Because Nina's doing her work." Jeremy turns around and then goes "No she's not!" I told the teacher, "I'm going to start on my work." The teacher tells me to leave, and Jeremy starts going on about how he was working and I wasn't. I told him "Well I always do my work, you're the one always talking." and he bursts out "Well you're the one always playing with your phone!" I leave the class.
I come back and sit down at start to write about what I was going to draw (I'll draw last minute, screw drawing, I'll get someone to do it for me). Christian turns around to me and goes "So are you playing with your phone?". I told him "NO!" And Jeremy turns around to stare at me. I told him "Why don't you f***ing turn around!" (first time I've cussed in that class, I hope it's the last) and he's like "Man why are you being a b****?". The girl sitting next to him goes "Maybe it's because you just snitched her out in front of the class just a few minutes ago dumbass." I started yelling at Jeremy about how I make hundreds and 90s on my test, while he makes lower. And he never does his homework as fast as me. I should've also added the fact that I passed both 9 weeks last semester without having to take credit recovery.
That would've added the sugar to the pie.
I have to deal with him next class. Wish me luck that I don't kill him.
So he sits in front of me in W. Geo class. I finish my work fairly early every week, mainly on the first day. So I read my book or I text message Maurice, or see who's online. He always turns around. He looks at me, just stares. His beady eyes. Sometimes he tries to talk to me. Sometimes he just stares. He even sings.
He'll tell me "Oh look at your phone, it's all high tech." Why the heck doesn't he leave me alone? Ever since the first week of school, I've always hated him. He tried to use "charm" (if you would even call it that) to try and get me to let him copy my work.
Jeremy: You finished with your work?
Me: Yes
Jeremy: Can I copy it?
Me: No
*Jeremy rubs the back of his hand up and down my upper arm*
Jeremy: Are you sure there's nothing I can do to change your mind?
WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT!? I know that was at the beginning of the schoolyear, but nobody ever forgets something like that. That's just the act of a sleezeball.
So yesterday, I ask Mrs. Medina if I could go to the restroom. She said yes. Apparently Jeremy must've asked her before me if he could go, but I guess she told him no. He starts telling her stuff like "Miss, why does she get to go, but not me?" She said "Because Nina's doing her work." Jeremy turns around and then goes "No she's not!" I told the teacher, "I'm going to start on my work." The teacher tells me to leave, and Jeremy starts going on about how he was working and I wasn't. I told him "Well I always do my work, you're the one always talking." and he bursts out "Well you're the one always playing with your phone!" I leave the class.
I come back and sit down at start to write about what I was going to draw (I'll draw last minute, screw drawing, I'll get someone to do it for me). Christian turns around to me and goes "So are you playing with your phone?". I told him "NO!" And Jeremy turns around to stare at me. I told him "Why don't you f***ing turn around!" (first time I've cussed in that class, I hope it's the last) and he's like "Man why are you being a b****?". The girl sitting next to him goes "Maybe it's because you just snitched her out in front of the class just a few minutes ago dumbass." I started yelling at Jeremy about how I make hundreds and 90s on my test, while he makes lower. And he never does his homework as fast as me. I should've also added the fact that I passed both 9 weeks last semester without having to take credit recovery.
That would've added the sugar to the pie.
I have to deal with him next class. Wish me luck that I don't kill him.
I want my own computer!
Everyone took over every computer in the house. Dalilah took over the living room computer, mom took the laptop. This isn't fair.
So while I'm waiting for a computer to free up, preferrably the living room computer, I'm on the phone with Maurice. We hang up, so I decided "Hmm...I'll rest my eyes a bit."
A bit turns into an 11:30 pm - 4:30 am sleep, only to wake up, surprisingly without alarm or assistance, and I realize...I need my bath!!! So I start running around the house. I take my bath. Then I remember mom told me that there were no waters in the fridge and that I needed to get my water (Dasani) from the truck trunk. I decide, no, I'll just get a hot Dasani from around the house. I then wake up Dalilah, accidently, to get a bottle of Bawls from her room; which I have been too lazy to take out of her room since the day I got them (Thanks again James for bringing them!). I put everything I plan on putting in my backpack in the morning into the fridge.
Oh, and yesterday, I had the equivalent of two bottles of bawls. TWO. I had the one bottle of Bawls, and I put Bawls mints into the drink. It was bubbling blue Bawls!!! Almost like champagne? But the mints taste gross. See if I ever buy Bawls mints again. I'm going to buy penguin mints next time. I wanted to take a picture so I could share my enjoyment and excitement with everyone else, but I realized when I took my camera out, that the memory stick was gone! I was stupid. I brought my camera to school, but I left the memory stick in the computer. Stupid, stupid me. So I have Bawls during lunch, which is right before Mr. Fox's class. I come to class hyper. I mean REALLY hyper. And then on top of that, I had chocolate. More sugar you're saying? This concoction of substances (big words) in my stomach only gave me a boost of hyperness for about that whole class period. I was bad in Fox's class. I kept telling the teacher he was lying, and said Sean never did his homework. Everyone, being Kelly, Sean, and tony, laughed at my goofiness. The first day of the week I was actually laughing. By the time I got to Coach Arvin's class, I was yawning. But I was able to keep my eyes open. I still was shaky. My heart was pounding. My feet, I couldn't quit shuffling them around. I think this whole week is a Bawls week. Or at least a caffeine frenzy week. I need it, this week is by far the worst week of the year YET. And it's just getting started. Tomorrow won't be so good.
LaterZ
Nubbets
Everyone took over every computer in the house. Dalilah took over the living room computer, mom took the laptop. This isn't fair.
So while I'm waiting for a computer to free up, preferrably the living room computer, I'm on the phone with Maurice. We hang up, so I decided "Hmm...I'll rest my eyes a bit."
A bit turns into an 11:30 pm - 4:30 am sleep, only to wake up, surprisingly without alarm or assistance, and I realize...I need my bath!!! So I start running around the house. I take my bath. Then I remember mom told me that there were no waters in the fridge and that I needed to get my water (Dasani) from the truck trunk. I decide, no, I'll just get a hot Dasani from around the house. I then wake up Dalilah, accidently, to get a bottle of Bawls from her room; which I have been too lazy to take out of her room since the day I got them (Thanks again James for bringing them!). I put everything I plan on putting in my backpack in the morning into the fridge.
Oh, and yesterday, I had the equivalent of two bottles of bawls. TWO. I had the one bottle of Bawls, and I put Bawls mints into the drink. It was bubbling blue Bawls!!! Almost like champagne? But the mints taste gross. See if I ever buy Bawls mints again. I'm going to buy penguin mints next time. I wanted to take a picture so I could share my enjoyment and excitement with everyone else, but I realized when I took my camera out, that the memory stick was gone! I was stupid. I brought my camera to school, but I left the memory stick in the computer. Stupid, stupid me. So I have Bawls during lunch, which is right before Mr. Fox's class. I come to class hyper. I mean REALLY hyper. And then on top of that, I had chocolate. More sugar you're saying? This concoction of substances (big words) in my stomach only gave me a boost of hyperness for about that whole class period. I was bad in Fox's class. I kept telling the teacher he was lying, and said Sean never did his homework. Everyone, being Kelly, Sean, and tony, laughed at my goofiness. The first day of the week I was actually laughing. By the time I got to Coach Arvin's class, I was yawning. But I was able to keep my eyes open. I still was shaky. My heart was pounding. My feet, I couldn't quit shuffling them around. I think this whole week is a Bawls week. Or at least a caffeine frenzy week. I need it, this week is by far the worst week of the year YET. And it's just getting started. Tomorrow won't be so good.
LaterZ
Nubbets